Don't think I can ever recover from this trauma

[Balaallen123]

Basically I thought I was meeting up with a girl to hookup to the point where this person was about to suck my dick (like literally the lip was touching my dick and this person ended up being a guy cross dresser.

I feel so messed up. The person even assured me that she's a girl only for me to realize just a little too late. I can't even get my dick erected anymore after going through this experience. How can I cope with this? I don't think I can ever be intimate with anyone after going through this ordeal. The lies and deceit till the end and he even wanted to force me into it scares the shit out of me.

I feel like a total idiot. I just can't bring myself to have sex anymore. Sigh....

[Balaallen123]

Originally Posted by TomMAffolter

I agree though i think the only thing you cant recover from is how stupid you are ie before you let ANYONE suck you dick you should have rabba her breast and pussy, even the fact you got fooled by a x dresser rather than a ladyboy...i feel sad for you.
Regarding what you mean about being traumatised by the fact a man "nearly" sucked you off....through out time men have been in wars been tortured having their fingernails pulled out having their eyes plucked out etc etc, seeing their family killed or seeing them starved to death in famines and yet these men managed to survive and thrive afterwards...and yet you are trumatised by the mere fact a man nearly sucked you off....i feel pity at how stupid and weak you are

Pity at how stupid and weak ... Thanks for the comment. It's gives me great satisfaction that there are people still dismissive about social problems

[youngnhandsome]

Putting aside the humour in this thread... perhaps you just need to be hugely attracted to someone of the opposite sex to kickstart your recovery.

[tanyifu]

Bro I kena this before in Bkk. Wanted a clean massage. So me and friend go into some small shady shop for it. Shop all tranny. But we damn shag and abit seh so cin cai for the massage.

Fell asleep half way during session. Next thing I know is tranny auto suck my cock. I said no, but I knn kena overpower she grab my arms and pin down and suck faster sia. I then can in her mouth.

Cb pay extra 500 bath and faster leave. Next day still can go termae pick up syt to fuck overnight.

It’s all in the mind bro. You will be fine 🙂🙃

[BoLiang]

well, once bitten twice shy.

TS will get wiser with each encounter. At least now, you will remember to check the genital area of the other person first before unzipping.

but curious how does the voice even fool you? I find that abit hard to believe unless you are drunk.

[jackylee]

Originally Posted by Balaallen123

Basically I thought I was meeting up with a girl to hookup to the point where this person was about to suck my dick (like literally the lip was touching my dick and this person ended up being a guy cross dresser.

I feel so messed up. The person even assured me that she's a girl only for me to realize just a little too late. I can't even get my dick erected anymore after going through this experience. How can I cope with this? I don't think I can ever be intimate with anyone after going through this ordeal. The lies and deceit till the end and he even wanted to force me into it scares the shit out of me.

I feel like a total idiot. I just can't bring myself to have sex anymore. Sigh....

Well take it this way... not much people can walk this earth without being tainted.

Do you know how many women has been sexually offended / molested in their life time?

Do you know how many men has gone through sex offense too in their lifetime?

It is parts and parcel of life although i am not saying it's okay for it to happen.

If you have to go through a depression whenever some stranger brush through your butt or cock i think you going to have a very depressed life. At least in your scenario you can comfort yourself knowing you were partially willing and cheated. And he didn't even bj you in the end.

And the fault doesn't lie on you. And take even more comfort knowing you're not into homo stuff (not saying homo is wrong).

[happykrabi]

Originally Posted by Balaallen123

Pity at how stupid and weak ... Thanks for the comment. It's gives me great satisfaction that there are people still dismissive about social problems

not so much about dismissive about social problems... but it is an actual fact that people are getting weaker and weaker by the generation that they need more and more help and tender loving care shit.

[JoySeeker]

Originally Posted by Balaallen123

Basically I thought I was meeting up with a mgirl to hookup to the point where this person was about to suck my dick (like literally the lip was touchingydick and this person ended up being a guy cross dresser....

is he so expert in disguise that you didn't notice it's cd?