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Acidicavex : no need nail clipper ... the claws are retractable ...
 Besides ... it would make a very "manly" battle scar when she digs in and grips down your back during *ahem* *ahem* *ahem* *ahem* ... Would you like to try her out ? hahahaha
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Soft kitty, warm kitty, little ball of fur... Happy kitty, sleepy kitty, purr purr purr... Cheers!
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it's Okies, be alley kitty..abandoned kitty Lorz..
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must be after he read my post he copy my phrase one la. to whom it may concerned, hehehe it is an infringement of copyright yea
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the 3 that changed me
Upon reaching Ethan's place, I saw a girl loitering outside. She was just slightly shorter than I was, 156-ish? tanned, long straight hair with bangs, big eyes, and a rather prominent nose + ears (i had to point it out...cos that was what I noticed about her first).
Winnie, in the flesh. At least she doesn't make me feel worse by having a knock out figure or model-height, I thought to myself Me: Winnie. Winnie: Kitty A few seconds passed as we assessed each other. Me: shall we? (pointing to the door bell) Instead of answering, Winnie began pounding on the door, calling out Ethan's name. I swear her palms were gonna be black & blue after that. "Dang it, like Ethan's gonna open the door? He's probably too terrified!" I thought to myself. But to my surprise, Ethan answered the door. Seeing both of us, his eyes widened in surprise. HA! GAME OVER! Me: Open up. We need to talk. Or u prefer to discuss as we are (in the middle of the corridor) Winnie: its wiser to just let us both in. Outnumbered 2 to 1, Ethan let us in to the house. We settled down in the hall, Ethan taking the single seater couch, while Winnie and myself settled on the adjacent double seater. Winnie: U told me u would end it with her. u said she was the one clinging to u. but she said u told her u broke up with me. u better explain I was somewhat disconcerted to be referred to as "her". But it was the explanation that mattered now. Ethan: I... erh.. Me: Fine. Yes or No. Did u really ever break up with Winnie Ethan (glancing at winnie): No Me: The wedding invite was authentic Ethan: Yes Winnie: so u cheated on me Ethan: Yes Winnie: Why..... winnie starts to break into tears... my own tears, which I had been holding back since the first "No" from Ethan was threatening to fall. Me: Do u love winnie Ethan (pauses a while): Yes Me: Do u.. Did u ever have feelings for me Ethan: Yes Me: But never loved me Ethan (hesitates): No. Never. This time, my tears fell readily. I stood up to leave. Me: oh yes *slap* My hand stung from the impact of the slap. Me: That's for winnie *slap* Now both my hands stung Me: and that's for myself Winnie who had been struck both still and dumb regain use of her limbs and to my incredulity, went over to Ethan to 'fuss' over the slaps her rec'd. I turned to leave. Winnie: Who asked u to do that! I didn't ask u to slap him for me. Ethan: winnie (grabbing her arms trying to hold her back, calm her down) Winnie: Let go of me Ethan! Kitty! U really thought that u're so attranmmmmFppHHHh.. Ethan had put his hand over Winnie's mouth preventing her from continuing. I felt suspicious. What was winnie about to say that made Ethan worried and stop her. Me: Ethan, u have something more to hide? Struggling hard and breaking free finally, "He was only after money!" Winnie shouted out. Me: What? Ethan (to winnie): Shut up!!!! Winnie: I'd had enough. u told me u would get her to sign up a few policies to supplement ur income, den once it was done, u got ur comms, u'd end it with her. u said u would only at most kiss her. but i saw u both that night... u lied to me! Me: So, it wasn't enough? just my feelings? But also trick me into policies and savings plans to skim money off me too? ETHAN. u BASTARD I was going to slap him again, but winnie stood between us. Winnie: Leave. now. Me: I'm the victim here. And ure ordering me around? Move (I moved to push her away but was stopped by Ethan) Ethan: She is right. Kitty, u should leave. Ure not welcome here... I was dumbfounded. Clearly i was the victim, how was it now I seemed to be the one at fault? It was Ethan + winnie both against me. How could I have any chance of winning against them? I left For many weeks after, I was in a zombie like state. It was just emotionally drained, hurt, but I felt like an absolute idiot being played around like that. And to think i did all those things with him..allowed him to? It quite affected my mood, and my work to some extent, since i couldn't sleep well either. But my friends. they pulled me through all that. taking time off work to accompany me, coming over to my place... arranging for tea, makan, all sorts of activities to get my mind off it its was painful 3 months...103 days to be exact.... What of Ethan & Winnie? I later found out that incredibly, as fate would have it, a friend of mine was good friends with someone who knew them. After that incident with me, it seems that Winnie properly broke up with Ethan citing infidelity as the reason to her friends. Not knowing that the news would eventually reach my ears, the friend of theirs said, it seems that Ethan himself had second thoughts about the marriage and relationship after his 'infidelity' thus he didn't make too much of an effort to save their relationship either. Although I didn't directly cause their breakup, i felt some guilt perhaps, that indirectly, I had contributed to it by letting Ethan have 2nd thoughts. Otherwise, their relationship might have been saved. Or perhaps, this was a form of karma? I'd never know ================== 2 guys, 2 heartbreaking experiences. K and Ethan both built my distrust of relationships altogether. Of fidelity, and perhaps, that love, is an illusion. I began to doubt myself. my confidence fell. what was wrong with me? why did i meet such guys? Yet at the same time, K had treated me like a princess while we were together- but i later learned I didn't want to be treated like one, i wanted to feel like one... its kinda hard to explain..haha... Ethan had triggered my sexual awakening. I focused on getting myself together again. as my frens told me, the best form of 'revenge' is really to live better than both of them are. took a holiday, relaxed, went shopping, enjoyed my language class... and somehow, incredibly, i also achieved my goal of getting back down into shape. No more US Sz 10 dresses!! yaay!!! more excuses to shop :P and then, I met him. Ian. the 3rd and possibly the last in my story. Also the youngest of them all. (K older than me by 4 years, Ethan by a year. Ian however, is younger than I am. By 6 years To be continued...
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