Diary of a modern day courtesan

[sassysunshine]

Really well written! Don't stop writing!

[furritales]

1/4/2011 Wise men say only fools rush in (Part 5)

Looking at me silently for a few seconds before he grab my hand and we walk back to the carpark together. Not a word between us until we reach his apartment.

Once in his house, all memories came flooding back to me. A potent concoction of fear and excitement. I fervently wish its not a rape scenario. Given his dark personality a rape role play will make Felix's little alley act seems like child's play.

Malcolm: Try this wine.. Domaine leroy..One of my favorites..
Me: *Sigh* Malcolm, I don't drink alcohol. Told you that before. I might get stomachaches. And you get real horny...you said that before.
Malcolm: Wow.. you remember what I say.. *Laugh*

Yeah... I remember everything about you..
From the words you say... to the way you choke me...
Down to your perfume smell...

Malcolm: Try a little..
Me: I don't want la..
Malcolm: You won't get tummy aches I promise you... Just a little please? *Smiling from ear to ear*

Sigh.
Just by smiling, he could have me eating out of his hand.
An he hasn't turn on any of his charm yet.

I took a sip of the wine. I couldn't appreciate wine of any sorts. All alcoholic drinks taste the same to me.
But this particular one has a unique aftertaste sweetness that is rather unforgettable.

Malcolm: You like it?
Me: I must say... Its quite nice..
Malcolm: *Giving me a mock aghast look* Just quite nice?! You had no idea how much I pay for this vintage wine...
Me: *Shrug* Anyway Iam not interested to know..
Malcolm: But you be interested to know how it is going to be used in the role play.

Oh the role play
I have totally forgotten about it..

Me: What do you want to play? *casting him a suspicious look*
Malcolm: *Chuckle* Mmm.. I have this fantasy for a long time. The first time I saw you I knew you are the one for this..er.. story of mine .. *laugh*
Malcolm: The story goes like this.....

5 minutes later, I was looking at him expressionless. I do not know whether I ought to laugh or cry at his role play.

Iam to act as a female colleague of his. Iam from the sales department and he is from the accounts side. In this story, Iam actually embezzling money from the company and he (from the accounts department) was the one who found out about it. In exchange for not exposing me, I have to sleep with him.

Me: Eh Malcolm, you watch too much movies already.
Malcolm: Hahahahaha... I have a lot of fantasies. *Looking at me knowingly*

Kerri
Dont forget you are just an escort
Don't forget the reason you are here in the first place
Don't forget you are just a plaything
Don't forget...

Me: Ok. I suppose I can do this role play.
Malcolm: *Beaming away* Thanks!!
Me: But... it is a different rate from the normal one.
Malcolm: Sure. I know. Don't worry... If you do a good job, I would not shortchanged you.
Me: If I do a bad job...?
Malcolm: Then... you have to keep practising with me till you get it right.
Me: *Laugh* Oh.. we need a safe code?
Malcolm: Yes we do.. ehh, u done this before?
Me: Nope. But it is common sense isn't it?

A little white lie there.. Somehow, I do not want him to know about the little "game" that me and Felix had played.

Malcolm: Ok... we will get to safe codes later on... Right now there is a couple of things you need to know.

A couple of things turn out to be a 20 minutes lecture on the dos and don'ts.

Basically it just boils down to good acting skills and an impromptu script. Most importantly, no laughter nor giggles. Iam not allowed to laugh nor "arm chio" (dialect for furtive smiles?) as Iam deem as an unwilling partner.

I have to be shy
Demure
Yet uncooperative
Yet unhappily cooperative

I was about to doze off when Malcolm flick his fingers in front of me.

Malcolm: Sorry.. Is it too much to ask of you?
Me: *Trying to stifle a yawn* No lah... not too much... only like one tonne of info there... Go on...add a few more tonnes. You will soon have a sleeping beauty on your couch.

Laughing, he pull me up from the couch and place his forehead onto mine.

Malcolm: *Looking into my eyes* You ready to do this?
Me: Malcolm... I will try... But no promises it will turn out the way you want..
Malcolm: I want you to enjoy the fantasy too... No pressure I promise.

Promise you won't choke me too?
As much as I would like to tell him that, I didnt.
Maybe subconsciously I did want him to do that..

The story will starts from outside his apartment. He has "invited" me, the colleague, to his house to "discuss" about the discovery of the embezzlement.

Standing outside his door, I press the doorbell. My mind emptied of thoughts except 4 things.

Iam no longer Kerri.
My name is Jamie.
Iam a sales manager.
Most importantly, my safe code is Bingo.

[Riferman]

great story! please keep on the good job

[Sullen]

Yes, great story, keep writing!

[milksusu]

Very nice story...

[furritales]

Thanks for all support. Happy Chinese New Year to all bros and sistas!!!!

HUAT AHHHHH!!!!

[furritales]

1/4/2011 Wise men say only fools rush in (Part 6)

The story will starts from outside his apartment. He has "invited" me, the colleague, to his house to "discuss" about the discovery of the embezzlement.

Standing outside his door, I press the doorbell. My mind emptied of thoughts except 4 things.

Iam no longer Kerri.
My name is Jamie.
Iam a sales manager.
Most importantly, my safe code is Bingo.

The door opened and quietly I went in.

Malcolm: Hi Jamie.. please take a seat. Would you like a drink?
Me: Anything will do.

Again, I found myself sipping that uncanny sweet wine.

There I was, constantly blinking my eyes, fidgeting and whirling the wine glass with my fingers. An attempt to make myself appear nervous.

Malcolm came and sat right next to me. Not very close, perhaps about an arm's length away.

Malcolm: Jamie, last month the balance didnt quite add up. And... I found 2 cheques issued by you which I find rather suspicious. I had those companies checked. They are just shell companies.

Me: *Averting my eyes* Iam very sorry. I only intend to borrow the money. Once I settled my credit card bills, I will return. I promise. Please...

More blinking of eyes
Shoulders hunched

Malcolm: *Moving closer to me* As the main bookkeeper, you know, I can close an eye to those cheques and blank out the paper trails. But you must promise me not to do it again. If any of my staff finds out I cannot help you anymore.

Me: Thanks Malcolm! Really.. I promise to put back the money asap! Dinner is on me later? *Looking at him in gratitude*

Malcolm: Mmm... I was expecting more than that, you know.
*putting his hand on my thigh*

Malcolm: I really like you the first time I saw you..
*His fingers toying with my long locks, whispering into my ears*

Malcolm: Keep me company tonight will you?

Me: *Moving slightly away from him and gently push him away* Please... I... I am not mentally prepared... for this...

Turning away from him, I stood up and walk to the windows.
Because I felt a compelling urge to laugh.
Taking in deep breaths, forcing that smile down my throat, at the same time it acts as if Iam nervous.

He came up to me and put his hands on my upper arms. I made a slight startled jerk of my shoulders and tensed my entire body. All at will.

His hands went onto a body trail. From my arms down to my waist to the inside of my blouse. I grab hold of his hands to stop him from advancing further.

Me: Please don't do this...

Gently, he pry my hands off and hug me real tight. I can already feel his hardness at my buttock. I tried to wriggle out of his embrace but he pull me back and encircle my waist.

Malcolm: If you want me to keep my mouth shut, you need to make me happy. You are a smart lady.. Surely you do not want to go to jail..

With that, he kiss me forcefully. I lean back slightly arching my back and place my palms on his chest.

It is so hard to resist his kiss because he is a damn good kisser. I broke free from his hungry mouth and look away. Without any warning, he scoop me up in his arms and carried me to the bedroom. Into the ensuite bathroom.

Malcolm: Strip me

Slowly, I began to undo his shirt buttons and cufflinks. He may not have an impressive physique nor sculpted abs nor defined pecs but he is lean and toned. He cuts a striking figure when he is in his birthday suit.

With his shirt off, my hands went to the buckle of his belt.

Malcolm: * pushing me down with his two hands * Kneel down

On my knees I continue to remove the belt and unzip his trousers. Soon the only piece of clothing left hanging on him is a pair of blue Calvin klein briefs. The intention behind me kneeling down is very clear.

He let out a soft moan as I engulf his turgid penis. I curl my tongue at the base of his shaft and slide my mouth back and forth his entire length. It start out slow and gentle that quickly accelerate to fast and furious...I begin to gag due the force of his hand at the back of my head.
I push him away and collapse onto the floor. My gag reflex screaming away...

Mr Hyde is back.
He hoist me up by my armpits and push me against the vanity counter.

Stripping me take no more than 20 seconds as compared to his 3 minutes.

I had his tongue in my mouth and his fingers deep within me.
Feeling bold and defiant, I push away from him and walk out of the bathroom, expecting to be grabbed back anytime.

Of all places, he choose to grab my hair.

Me: OUCH! *shot him an angry look*

Pushing me against the wall he pinned down both my arms.

Malcolm: Shhh... Be good now...

I stare into his eyes and they were completely devoid of emotion.

He raise his hand and gently caress my neck.

For a moment i thought he is going to strangle me. But he sank his teeth into me and suck my flesh.

Me: * screaming * DON'T BITE ME!!

He wasn't cracking a joke when he said he wanted to eat me. I break free for what seems like the 101th attempt and scramble to one corner.

That corner happen to be beneath the rain shower. He turn the facet on and cold water came cascading down.

I jerk and twist to escape the biting cold water but he held onto me in a tenacious hold. We stood there for what seems like eternity. It is so surreal. The rain, his body so close to me, time just stood still. I was transported back to a forgotten realm.

He was holding a metal ruler
Open your legs
Don't make me say it again

No please, I don't want to play anymore

The metal ruler came down onto my thigh leaving behind an angry red mark

I groan and jerk violently
But to no avail
My hands were bounded to the bed post

Daniel, please...

I open my eyes, the rain was gone, Daniel was gone.
My face was all wet. I could not tell if it was due to the water or my tears.

Using a navy blue fluffy towel, Malcolm was gently patting me dry. Holding my hand, he led me out of the bathroom.

I climb onto the bed and slip into the thick comforters. Lying there unmoving, waiting for him.

Lying atop of me, Malcolm begin to kiss me and caress every part of my body. It is so unlike of him to be this gentle. I sense an impending doom.
True enough, his butterfly kisses were turning into mutated experiment-gone-wrong butterflies. The bites started out as ant bites that quickly metamorphose into furious stings of a wasp.

I scream and my eyes flew wide open to see him grinning down at me.

GRINNING THAT SMILE

THAT SMILE! I groan inwards... Any pain I was feeling instantly melt away at that moment... But the last straw came when he was biting my nipple.

Me: Stop it Daniel! Please...!

The words were out of my mouth before I even realise it. Damn it! He stop biting me and look at me in the eye.

Malcolm: Daniel? Who is Daniel?

Closing my eyes, I kept my silence.

[furritales]

1/4/2011 Wise men say only fools rush in (part 7)


Me: Stop it Daniel! Please...!

The words were out of my mouth before I even realise it. Damn it! He stop biting me and look at me in the eye.

Malcolm: Daniel? Who is Daniel?

Closing my eyes, I kept my silence.

Malcolm: Kerri... Why did you call me Daniel? Kerri?.... Who the hell is Daniel?

I got up from the bed and walk out of the bedroom totally naked. Standing before his wine cabinet, I randomly search for that one potent alcohol that could knock me out in just one shot. After all, isnt alcohol suppose to drown sorrows? Even if that saying is just an illusion, let me sink into oblivion. I settled for a exquisite bottle titled Macallan 1939.

There is a problem though. Instead of a typical cork stopper, the bottle had a unique gold metallic emblem of sorts covering the entire opening.

How do I open this thing? Carefully, I place it back to its original position.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Malcolm standing at the doorway. Not wanting him to harp on me on Daniel, my mind search anxiously for a decoy.

Me: *Pointing the the Macallan* This little one is so unique.
Malcolm: *Laughing* Yeah... Little one is a special edition made-to-order by a client of mine. I believe not more than 20 in the world.
Me: I would like a drink. Any recommendations?
Malcolm: *Taking down a half bottle of chivas* Well.. little chivas here then. My trusty companion whenever Iam... a little under the weather.

I went back to the room to put on my clothes. When I join Malcolm on the sofa he had 2 glasses of the whiskey. On the rocks. I took it all down in one gulp and reach for the chivas bottle. But he snatch it away from my hands.

Malcolm: *Frowning at me* Whoa! Easy... My god!.. Thats not the way to enjoy a whiskey. What is wrong with you?!

Malcolm: * Cupping my face in his hands* Kerri... you crying?
Iam sorry. Did I hurt you?.... Look... please...you gotta tell me...

Me: Crying? Nope Iam not la.. Most probably the alcohol.. sting my eyes... Iam tired Malcolm. Can I go home?

Malcolm: Ok.. Next Saturday I would like to take you to a.... party... Would you be available?

Me: I will let you know again ok?

Malcolm: Sure! I will call a cab for you...

Me: Malcolm, no... I just catch one easily..

Actually I was planning to take the MRT. The cab fare from his place to mine was exorbitant. I wasn't being stingy, but every penny counts.

Shaking away that twinge of disappointment, I make my way down onto the streets.

Why are you disappointed?
He is not your boyfriend, for goodness sake!
Don't expect him to drive you home
He is just a client
A client...

Client!... And I had totally forgotten about my payment for the day. Anyway my fees were the last thing on my mind. It doesn't matter if he pays or not. Why? I had no idea...

What is fucking wrong with me?!

A surge of emotions rise up within me. Tears just stream down my face. I couldn't control the floodgates.

I hail down the first cab that came my way. Rummaging my bag for tissue, my hands found an envelope.
It is my fee.
Sigh.

In the cab the radio was playing an old Chinese haunting song.



Taking deep breaths I manage to stop the tears.

Why am I upset when he asked to do roleplays?
Why do I feel like crying when he bite me? It is definitely not because of pain.
Why am I disappointed when he did not offer to send me home?
Sigh.

Because certain memories I had kept locked up deep within me had somehow surfaced.

This is a man whom I was once so terrified of. Exactly the same way I used to be terrified of Daniel. Given a choice I would have preferred to remain terrified of him. Because.... I realise that fear is something less of a headache than love. I could handle fear...but not love.

And I fully understand the reason as to why I kept meeting up with this man despite his obscure personality.

And I fully understand all the upsets I was experiencing.

Wise men say, only fools rush in, but i cant help falling in love with you.

In love with a man who resemble Daniel in every angle and aspect.

God help me.

[Subconscious]

Oh my god Kerri... You must have been in such a dilemma. I empathise with you, but I hope that three years on, things have turned for the better, and that of course, you have long left the trade.

Really appreciate your efforts in narrating your experiences. I daresay not many girls in this trade would be so brave like you. And you write really well. I appreciate good command of the language and you're one of the best writers I've come across, Kerri.

[viviankoh]

Damn.. I never knew this story existed!

I am totally in love with the way you craft your words!

[Max80]

nicely written TS
hope to hear more fr u

[McMahon]

Really good story bro, enjoyed it

[curiouslala]

another lala's fave writer also continue her writing..
gong xi fat choi, sis!

this lala already hooked by your story..
honestly, i'm even curiously wanted to try to be an escort, but i'm a bit afraid if i'm hooked in that life.. so, i'd rather sit down and read your story..

[furritales]

Thanks to all bros and sistas encouragement!!

Once i finish collecting ang baos will roll out the last part of april fool day asap (Yes, the day hasnt end yet )

GONG XI FA CAI TO ALL!!!

[Canoneos]

Some of the best writing on this forum! Exquisitely crafted, effortless prose, witty and intelligent. You should consider writing a book. Look forward to reading more of your adventures!