The Diary Of Av Actor

[Yardstick]

M1hir0

入行以來，傳聞聽過不少，
傳得最兇的還是這個：
「Mihiro的高潮是假的！」
我不太相信，
以前厚格的時候，確實有可能是假的，
但現在幾乎能看清女優的陰部，
在男優的抽插下，
我相信多少有點感覺。
直至那一次拍戲，我才知道
空穴來風，必定有因。

到了片場，可愛的mihiro不像其他大姐坐在休息室，
反而四處閒逛，與工作人員玩得不亦樂乎。
她看見了我，拍一拍我膊頭，
「Hi，之前未見過你，
拍戲時不要弄痛我。」
這麼爽直的人，
高潮怎會是假的呢？
這次拍攝毫無戲情可言，一開拍就做愛。
爲了試驗那個傳聞，
我特別落力，比上次明日花有過之而無及。
她也叫得特別落力，
面甚享受，不停大叫「來了」。
言猶在耳
皮膚卻白雪一片。
平常來說，有高潮的時候，
皮膚會通紅一片，
表示身體有反應。
導演作了一個手勢，
我射在她身上，
「停！」，
她大無斯樣抹掉了精液，
起身便走。
甚麼？！
明日花至少喘一喘氣，
她竟然就此離開。

古怪，實在古怪。
平日我很早就沐浴更衣，
今日我特意在女更衣室的門口等她。
「Hi !」
「有些事想問妳。」
「問吧。」
「妳剛才的高潮是真的嗎？」
「當然是真的，
高潮有假的嗎？」她一臉天真的反問著我。
「沒事了，再見。」
我都不好意思再問。
正當我轉身離開，
她揚聲叫道：
「你真的想知？」
「想。」
「若果我能在電影院撞見你，
這我就告訴你。」
「哪一...」
此時她助手見到我們交談，
急急拉著Mihiro離開。

好了，成千間電影院，
那一間才是。
我與佐籐交流此事，
她說她也很想知道，
結果我們想出了一個天衣無縫的計劃：
佐籐特意約Mihiro看電影，
由於她不知我和佐籐的關係，
故此我便能不覺意撞見Mihiro。

計劃開始了，
Mihiro如願赴約，
但她的助手陪同着她。
這下糟糕了，
助手認識我，我便不能籍故接近Mihiro。
佐籐也知道助手出現，
但冰雪聰明的她立即想到解決辦法。
散埸時，佐籐故意倒了一杯汽水在助手身上，
而且相當內疚地拉着她入洗手間，
Mihiro則在電影院大堂等待。

機會來了，我立即上前，
拍一拍她：
「妳好！」
她狀甚驚訝，但不忘說道：
「真的讓我撞見你！」
「那麼妳可以說吧。」
「好吧，其實我...」
此時佐籐打來，說她們要出來了，
「公眾地方不好說話，不如妳把妳的電話給我，
今晚再說。」
她爽快地給了我，我也籍故離開。

「...ringring...ringring...」
「喂？」
「是我。」
「你真的想知？」
「想。」
「性冷感。」
「甚麼？」
「是一種病，
開初拍片時，感覺是挺好。
但有一天，我躺在片場，
看着每天都差不多的男優，
劇情，導演，工作人員，
那一刻，我突然失去了做愛的興趣。
但日子還是要過，戲還是要拍。
結果我便開始假扮高潮，
要知道無人能分辨女人的高潮
是真是假。」
「那麼我的那一次是真是假？」
「坦白說，那是我最想快些結束的一次。
你很粗魯，只懂用死力。」
「是嗎？」
「沒事的話我收綫了。」
「拜拜。」

2001年有一套戲叫S1M0NE，
一個瘋狂導演創造了一個叫simone的虛擬女演員，
她有表情，有演技，卻無感覺。
在我看來，Mihiro與她差不多。

[Yardstick]

社長

那天我與佐藤在家休息，
忽然一個電話打來，
「喂？」佐藤聽了，
說是一個女子找我。
「喂？」
「還記得我吧？」明日花興奮地說。
「怎能忘記妳。」
「明天，老地方，
不見不散。」
還未等我說話，她便收了綫。
當我是性玩具嗎？
此時佐藤突然從浴室出來，
一絲不掛。
我看着她，心裏充滿罪疚感。
雖則每天也和其他女子上床，
但眼前的這一個是真的有感情。
現在竟然暪着她私下與明日花上床，
我怎對得起妳？
整個晚上我都在思考着這事。

第二天，我問佐藤：
「假設妳現在是女優，與我拍拖。
然後有一次工作認識了南佳也，
他邀請妳私下再來一次，
妳會去嗎？」
「不會。第一，公司發現會很麻煩。
第二，我公私分明，絕不會與其他男優有私人關係...
除了你。
第三，我愛你。」
她說中了所有不應去的理由。
可惜男人終究是欠打的，
我還是去了。

「來吧！狠狠地教訓我這個賤人吧！」
五次以後，她十分滿意。
平日我會立即睡覺，今天我挺着精神，
向她問道：
「說眞的，妳當我是甚麼？」
她托着頭對我說
「很難說。你很像我高中時的一位師兄，
他很照顧我，給我一種安全感。
正當我想表白時，他轉校了。
雖然開初還會通一兩次電話，
可惜這兩年再沒有聯絡了。」
「妳對我有意？」
「還算不上。只是與你做愛很有滿足感，
算是彌報了一些遺憾。」
我無言以對。
睡覺的時候，她不覺意抱着我，
我望一望她，
她就像嬰兒般很放心地睡着。
怎能離開她呢？

正想回家途中，突然被一幫人強行拉了上車。
輾轉來到了一所辦公室，
有人鬆開了我的面罩，
有個男人坐在椅子上，問道：
「你與明日花上床了？」
「你是誰？」
「我是吉田社長，
你與明日花上床了嗎？」
「是。」
他打了我一巴。
「操你媽！你懂不懂規距？
明日花是我的人，
容得你亂碰！」
說罷，又打了一巴。
「你是甚麼社長？」
「hmp ，回去好好反省一下，
不要再跟明日花來往了。」

無故被打，當然不能回去跟佐藤解釋，
我便投靠了無所不談的經理人。
「甚麼？」
「真的，沒騙你。」
「hmp這樣的廠商，是不能招惹的。
聽說社長是黑道出身，霸道橫蠻，
拍的片也是硬來硬去，毫無美感可言。」
「不是吧？」
「一次便好收手了，還與她上第二次，
你只被打真的是走運。」
有苦自己知。

消腫後，我返回家，
打給明日花。
「喂？」
「我們以後還是不要見面吧。」
「為什麼？」
「我被妳社長恐嚇。」
「想不到真的有人監視。」
「監視？」
「我進入hmp前，就有人說
社長有過度控制慾，對旗下女優有嚴密控制，
尤其是我這種女子，斷不能與其他男優有任何交流。」
「那妳怎辦？」
她沉默了。
「轉片商吧，反正我想我的片子拍得好看些。」
「問題是我不想再維持這種關係，
我有女朋友的。」
「沒所謂，我不介意。」
說實話，我也不想結束這段關係。
「那麼再聯絡吧。」
「拜拜。」

男人終究是欠打的。

[Yardstick]

傻大姐

看來是被吉田社長點名不用，
我最近遊閒了不少，經常與佐藤一起。
這天我到她的家，她說要出去買點東西。
回來的時候拉着了一名女子，
我看着她，原來是麻美由真。
「哈哈！不好意思，打擾了。」
「你認識她吧？」
「當然認識。」
「這位傻妹忘記交電費，家裏沒電，
又沒電話，在街上不知所措。
我看見她，便帶了她回來。」
「不要笑我，妳那時還不是...」
兩個女孩子嬉嬉哈哈，看來交情挺深。
「跟她說Mihiro的事吧！」
我與她交流了這事，
她很驚訝：
「甚麼？真的？我那次問她，
她說不要信其他人說，
我還相信她呢！可惡！」
「我也很驚訝。」佐藤說道。

一輪交談，麻美突然大叫：
「吖！我記得了，我上月最後一個星期五在六本木
見到了你，怪不得你這麼面熟。」
甚麼？！
此時佐藤收起了剛才的笑容，轉看着我。
我故作鎮定，說：
「妳認錯人了，我那天整天在片場。」
「妳想清楚。」
「噢，那人真的不是你，他大隻一點，
英俊一點。」

怪不得叫傻大姐。

麻美進入了房間，眼神不再笑咪咪。
「我很清楚，那人就是你。」
「不是我。」
「你說慌！」
說罷，推了我落床。
「真的不是我！」
「是嗎？」
她奸笑了一下。
她除去了衣服，一雙巨乳應聲彈出。
「看這樣你還會不會說慌。」
接著她便幫我乳交。
不一會兒，我射了
「停！」，
突然間全埸拍手，
她笑咪咪地向我說：「辛苦了。」
原來是拍戲。
她的演技真的很出色，
只能說我配合得很好。


「喂？」
「很久沒見了，明天惠比壽，0601，
不見不散。」
「再見。」
我到了大堂，
突然有人拍我膊頭，：
「哈哈！這次真的是你吧！」
麻美興奮地說。
「妳好。」
沒等我說話，她說了一句，
「很久沒見了，明天惠比壽，0601，
不見不散。」
「甚麼？」
「是我扮的，很像吧！」
「你怎會知道？」
「我與明日花是好姊妹，
無事不談，怎會不知你與她的關係。
那天在佐藤家裏特意說出來嚇你，
想不到你挺冷靜的。」
「你不會給佐藤知道吧？」
「不會，我不太在意此事。
換轉是我，我也希望與明日花上床。」

然後我與她吃飯，送她回家。

她回頭，認真地對我說：
「好好對待佐藤。」

傻？她一點也不傻。

[songest]

Originally Posted by Yardstick

M1hir0
入行以來，傳聞聽過不少，
傳得最兇的還是這個：
「Mihiro的高潮是假的！」
我不太相信，
...

Another contribution to translating the Mihiro episode.
___________ Begin translation _________

Mihir0

Ever since I am in this line, I had heard many rumors, the most vicious is:
[Mihiro's climax is a fake!]
I do not believe. It was entirely possible to fake during the days of "mosaic" AV but in this day and age, we can now clearly see the actress's genitals.
With the thrusting from the actor, I believe there should be some feeling. Till THAT film, I then know that there must be a reason behind the rumors.

I arrived at the studio, lovely Mihiro does not sit in the room unlike other actresses. Instead, she hangs out with the working staff, engaged in friendly banter.
She saw me and pat my shoulder:
[Hi, I've never seen you before, please do not hurt me while filming.]
How can such a frank person be faking an orgasm?

There is no storyline to speak of in this film, its sex from the word start. I was especially diligent to test the rumour, and my effort even exceeds that of the filming episode with 明日花.
Her moans was equal to my efforts too, and sextisfaction was written all over her face.

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She kept shouting [coming] that rings incessantly in our ears. Her skin was however snowy white, which was different from the usual flushing red when climaxing.

Director made a hand signal, and just like on cue, I shoot on her body.
[Stop!]
She wiped away the semen nonchalantly, got up and walked away.
What?! At least 明日花 stayed on to catch her breath. She just walked away.
Weird, really weird.
I would usually go for a quick shower and change, but I choose to wait for her by the ladies shower room.
[Hi!]
[I have something to ask you]
[Please ask]
[Was your climax fake?]
[Is there such a thing as fake climax?] she quizzed back with an innocent look?
[oh, no problem. Bye] I was feeling embarrassed to probe further.
Just as I was turning to leave, she said
[You really want to know?]
[Yes]
[I will tell you only if I meet you at the cinema]

Before I could reply, her assistant came by and pull her away hastily.

Well, there are thousands of cinemas, I wonder which is the one. I share this with 佐籐 and she said she would like to know too. We then hatch a perfect plan:
佐籐 will arrange a movie date with Mihiro as she does not know the relationship between me and 佐籐, I can then bump into Mihiro as a coincidence. The plan was set in motion. Mihiro shows up for the appointment but was however accompanied by her aide.

WTF, I can't get close to Mihiro as the aide knows me. 佐籐 quickly think of a solution. When the show was over, 佐籐 deliberately poured a glass of soda on the aide, and then apologetically lead her to the washroom while Mihiro waits in the hall.
This is my chance and I stepped forward, pat her on her shoulder
[Hello]

She look very surprised, but she did not forget, and said:
[Really, I ran into you at the cinema!]
[So can you tell me now.]
[Well, in fact, I ...]
佐籐 called, saying that they were about to come out.
[Public place is not appropriate, we can talk tonight if you tell me your phone number]
She gave me readily, and I gave a quick excuse and left.

"... Ringring ... ringring ..."
[Hello?]
[Is me]
[Do you really want to know?]
[Want]
[Frigidity.]
[What?]
[Is a disease]
The feeling was good during the early days of filming... till one day I was lying in the studio and looking at the av actors, script, director, studio staff, and I suddenly lost interest in sex.
Well, life has to go on and films need to be made and I begin to resort to fake climax as it is difficult for one to differentiate

[So, my time was true?]
[Frankly, that was the first time that I wish for a quick ending. You are very rough, only know how to use brute force]
[Really?]
[If there are no further matters, I am hanging up]
[Bye.]

In 2001, there was a film called S1M0NE. A crazy director, created a virtual actress named Simone. She is capable of expressions, have acting skills, but no feeling.
In my opinion, Mihiro is almost like her.

________ End Translation _________

[Crono30]

以前厚格的時候，確實有可能是假的，
但現在幾乎能看清女優的陰部，
在男優的抽插下，
我相信多少有點感覺。
直至那一次拍戲，我才知道
空穴來風，必定有因。

到了片場，可愛的mihiro不像其他大姐坐在休息室，
反而四處閒逛，與工作人員玩得不亦樂乎。
她看見了我，拍一拍我膊頭，
「Hi，之前未見過你，
拍戲時不要弄痛我。」
這麼爽直的人，

這次拍攝毫無戲情可言，一開拍就做愛。
爲了試驗那個傳聞，
我特別落力，比上次明日花有過之而無及。
她也叫得特別落力，
面甚享受，

不停大叫「來了」。
言猶在耳
皮膚卻白雪一片。
平常來說，有高潮的時候，
皮膚會通紅一片，
表示身體有反應。
導演作了一個手勢，
我射在她身上，
「停！」，
她大無斯樣抹掉了精液，
起身便走。
甚麼？！
明日花至少喘一喘氣，
她竟然就此離開。

[Crono30]

古怪，實在古怪。
平日我很早就沐浴更衣，
今日我特意在女更衣室的門口等她。
「Hi !」
「有些事想問妳。」
「問吧。」
「妳剛才的高潮是真的嗎？」
「當然是真的，
高潮有假的嗎？」她一臉天真的反問著我。
「沒事了，再見。」
我都不好意思再問。
正當我轉身離開，
她揚聲叫道：
「你真的想知？」
「想。」
「若果我能在電影院撞見你，
這我就告訴你。」
「哪一...」
此時她助手見到我們交談，
急急拉著Mihiro離開。

好了，成千間電影院，
那一間才是。
我與佐籐交流此事，
她說她也很想知道，
結果我們想出了一個天衣無縫的計劃：
佐籐特意約Mihiro看電影，
由於她不知我和佐籐的關係，
故此我便能不覺意撞見Mihiro。
計劃開始了，
Mihiro如願赴約，
但她的助手陪同着她。
這下糟糕了，
助手認識我，我便不能籍故接近Mihiro。
佐籐也知道助手出現，
但冰雪聰明的她立即想到解決辦法。
散埸時，佐籐故意倒了一杯汽水在助手身上，
而且相當內疚地拉着她入洗手間，
Mihiro則在電影院大堂等待。
機會來了，我立即上前，
拍一拍她：
「妳好！」
她狀甚驚訝，但不忘說道：
「真的讓我撞見你！」
「那麼妳可以說吧。」
「好吧，其實我...」
此時佐籐打來，說她們要出來了，
「公眾地方不好說話，不如妳把妳的電話給我，
今晚再說。」
她爽快地給了我，我也籍故離開。

[songest]

Originally Posted by Yardstick

社長
那天我與佐藤在家休息，
忽然一個電話打來，
「喂？」佐藤聽了，
說是一個女子找我。
...

Translation for the "President" episode

___________ Begin translation _________

President

Sato and I stay home that day. Suddenly the phone rings, and Sato answered
[Hello?] and turned to me saying its for me and its from a woman.
[Hello?]
[Remember me?] 明日花 said excitedly.
[How can I forget you.]
[Tomorrow, same place] and she hung up, not awaiting for my response.
What? Am I a sex toy?
佐藤 suddenly stepped out from the bathroom, naked. I looked at her, with an overwhelming feeling of guilt. Though I bed women every day, but this one is really with feeling. How can I be worthy of her if I am bedding 明日花 tomorrow?
I spent the whole night thinking about this.

The next day, I asked 佐藤:
[Suppose you are the av actress that I'm dating, and there is an occasion that you got to know 南佳也. He invited you to a private sexxion, would you go?]

[No. Firstly, it would be very troublesome if the company found out.
Secondly, I have my principles and will not have relationship with
the actors... except you. Thirdly, I love you]
She had just given all the reasons why I should not go, but man are man, I went anyway.

[Come on! Teach this bitch a harsh lesson now!]
After five times, she is very sextisfied.
Usually I will go to bed immediately, but I am very spirited and asked her
[Pls tell me the truth, what are you treating me as?]

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She was holding her head as she said
[Hard to describe. You are like my high school senior. He had looked after me and given me a sense of security, and just as I was about to confide in him, he changed his school. In the beginning, we still had the occasional one or two calls, but regrettably we have not been in contact for the past 2 years]

[You are interested in me?]

[Not really yet. Just making love with you brings great satisfaction, somewhat compensating for the high school regret]
I am speechless. She held me as we drifted to sleep. I looked at her as she sleeps like a peaceful baby and wondered...
How could I leave her?

I was getting into my car to head home, and a group forcibly pulled me into the car and masked me. Arrived at an office and the mask was removed.

A man seated on a chair asked:
[You were in bed with 明日花?]
[Who are you?]
[I am President Yoshida]
[You were in bed with 明日花?] he repeated
[Yes.]
He slapped me.
[Fuck you! You know the rules?]
[明日花 is my girl, how dare you lay your hands on her] and another slap landed on my face.
[You are President of ...?]
[HMP. Go back to reflect on what you had done, and stop seeing her]

I was beaten and cannot go back to 佐藤 for lack of an explanation.
I seek refuge with the manager.
[What?]
[Really, I did not lie to you.]
[HMP company, not someone you can afford to offend. Hearsay is that the President was a very bad gangster. Their films are all hard stuff, no artistry at all.]
[Really?]
[Once is enough, how audacious of you to go for second time. You are really lucky that you pull through it with only a beating]
Well, I just have to suffer in silence.

Swelling had subsided and I headed home. I called 明日花.
[Hello?]
[Let's not see each other any more]
[Why?]
[I was threatened by the President, never thought I was being followed]
[Surveillance?]
[Before I joined HMP, people do advise me that the chief is a control freak over her av actresses, especially my type, he absolutely forbid us to have any relations with av actor]
[What about you going to do?]
She was silent.
[Change to another studio, I think I will also have better quality films.]

[The problem is that I do not want to maintain this relationship, I do have a girlfriend.]
[Never mind, I do not mind.]
To be honest, I do not want to end this relationship.
[So lets keep in touch.]
[Bye.]

Man, after all, deserves a beating.

_________ End Translation ____________

[songest]

Originally Posted by Yardstick

傻大姐
看來是被吉田社長點名不用，
我最近遊閒了不少，經常與佐藤一起。
這天我到她的家，她說要出去買點東西。
回來的時候拉着了一名女子，
...

_______________ Begin Translation ______________

Silly Big Sister

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I had a lot of leisure time recently, no thanks to the "instruction" of President Yoshida. I spend it with Sato, and was at her house that day, and she wanted to go out to buy something.

She came back, with a woman in toll.
I looked at her, it was 麻美由真
[Ha ha! I'm sorry to bother you.]
[Do you know her?]
[Of course]
[The silly girl forgot to pay electricity bills, and is out on the street with no phone and no electricity at home. I saw her and brought her back.]
[Do not laugh at me, that time you also ...]
The two girls were laughing away, hinting of a deep friendship.
[Tell her the Mihiro thingy!]
I shared with her, she was surprised:
[What? Really? I asked her about that, but she retorted and said don't believe in what others said and I... I believe her! Damn!]

[I was surprised too.] 佐藤 said.
Some other friendly banter and 麻美由真 suddenly exclaimed:
[Hey! I remember, I saw you at Roppongi on the last Friday of the month. No wonder you look so familiar.]
[What? !]
At this point the smile on 佐藤 face was frozen and she turned to look at me.
I remained calm, and said:
[You are mistaken, I had spend my day at the studio, pls think again]
[Oh, that person is not you, he is of bigger size and a little more handsome]

No wonder her name is silly big sister.

麻美 entered the room, her eyes no longer smiling.
[I know, that person is you.]
[No, its not me]
[You're lying!] and she shoved me and I found myself on the bed.

[Really, not me!]
[Really?], she smirked a little.
She removed her clothes, a pair of big breasts popped out.
[Now, are you still able to lie?] and she helped me to tit-fuck her.
Soon, I shot
[Stop!]
Suddenly there was applause.
She smiled at me, and said:
[That was hard.]
It was indeed meant to be a film.
She has magnificient acting skills and I can only say that I had complemented her well.

[Hello?]
[Long time no see, meet tomorrow at Ebisu, 0601]
[Bye.]
I arrived at the lobby, and suddenly someone pat my shoulder:
[Haha! Really is you!]
麻美 said excitedly.
[Hello.]
I did not speak, and she said
[Long time no see, meet tomorrow at Ebisu, 0601]
[What?]
[I had play-acted, very real isn't it?]
[How do you know?]
[明日花 and I are good sisters and we share everything, how can I not know about the relationship between you and her? I deliberately said that to scare you while I was at 佐藤 home, but you were very composed]

[Will you tell this to 佐藤?]
[No, I do not care about this matter] and she continued:
[If I were you, I would like to bed her too]
I had dinner with her and sent her home.

She looked back and said to me in a serious tone:
[Treat 佐藤 well.]

Is she stupid? Not at all.

_________ End Translation __________

[mr_missile]

love this thread. thks bros both for the contributions and efforts to translate into england.

[Crono30]

「...ringring...ringring...」
「喂？」
「是我。」
「你真的想知？」
「想。」
「性冷感。」
「甚麼？」
「是一種病，
開初拍片時，感覺是挺好。
但有一天，我躺在片場，
看着每天都差不多的男優，
劇情，導演，工作人員，
那一刻，我突然失去了做愛的興趣。
但日子還是要過，戲還是要拍。
結果我便開始假扮高潮，
要知道無人能分辨女人的高潮
是真是假。」
「那麼我的那一次是真是假？」
「坦白說，那是我最想快些結束的一次。
你很粗魯，只懂用死力。」
「是嗎？」
「沒事的話我收綫了。」
「拜拜。」

2001年有一套戲叫S1M0NE，
一個瘋狂導演創造了一個叫simone的虛擬女演員，
她有表情，有演技，卻無感覺。
在我看來，Mihiro與她差不多。

[Crono30]

社長

那天我與佐藤在家休息，
忽然一個電話打來，
「喂？」佐藤聽了，
說是一個女子找我。
「喂？」
「還記得我吧？」明日花興奮地說。
「怎能忘記妳。」
「明天，老地方，
不見不散。」
還未等我說話，她便收了綫。
當我是性玩具嗎？
此時佐藤突然從浴室出來，
一絲不掛。
我看着她，心裏充滿罪疚感。
雖則每天也和其他女子上床，
但眼前的這一個是真的有感情。
現在竟然暪着她私下與明日花上床，
我怎對得起妳？
整個晚上我都在思考着這事。

第二天，我問佐藤：
「假設妳現在是女優，與我拍拖。
然後有一次工作認識了南佳也，
他邀請妳私下再來一次，
妳會去嗎？」
「不會。第一，公司發現會很麻煩。
第二，我公私分明，絕不會與其他男優有私人關係...
除了你。
第三，我愛你。」
她說中了所有不應去的理由。
可惜男人終究是欠打的，
我還是去了。

「來吧！狠狠地教訓我這個賤人吧！」
五次以後，她十分滿意。
平日我會立即睡覺，今天我挺着精神，
向她問道：
「說眞的，妳當我是甚麼？」

她托着頭對我說
「很難說。你很像我高中時的一位師兄，
他很照顧我，給我一種安全感。
正當我想表白時，他轉校了。
雖然開初還會通一兩次電話，
可惜這兩年再沒有聯絡了。」
「妳對我有意？」
「還算不上。只是與你做愛很有滿足感，
算是彌報了一些遺憾。」
我無言以對。
睡覺的時候，她不覺意抱着我，
我望一望她，
她就像嬰兒般很放心地睡着。
怎能離開她呢？

[songest]

Below is the next episode in Chinese.
Will provide english translation this weekend.

顏面騎乘

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到了一段日子，工作逐漸多了。
今天經理人安排了工作，
特別提到了一點：
「有顏面騎乘的。」
說實話，這招我不能接受，
讓女優坐在我的面上，
簡直就是男奴。
引吉村卓的話，
「怎樣也不能輸掉男人的尊嚴。」
言猶在耳，經理人拋下了一句：
「對手可是吉澤明步。」
竟然是她？
入行前，她的片子是我的最愛，
現在竟有機會和她合作，
真難抉擇。
「不去，最多不與她合作。」
「很好，這才是男子漢。」
「那有甚麼工作？」
「讓我看看，
沒有明步，就只有「Madonna」的片。」他笑了一下。
Madonna，就是專做中、熟女的片商。
結果那天，我和五十歲的女優上床。
我告訴佐藤，她笑了，
是我見過最開心的一次。

這就是男子漢。

但是，塞翁失馬。
這天經理人很驚訝地說：
「吉澤明步指名你。」
「甚麼？」
「她說入行以來，未試過被男優拒絕演出，
今次特意邀請你，看你是什麼料子。
她特別要求顏面騎乘。」
「不去。」我一定是瘋了。
「很好，
那今天只剩下肥妹了。」
結果，我今天與肥妹上床。
佐藤笑得更厲害了。

塞翁再次失馬。
這次經理人很緊張地說：
「她再次邀請你，
還說了劇情你說了算，
這次你一定要去！」
「為什麼？」
「這次只剩下變性人和同志。」
我崩潰了。
我才不相信劇情我說了算這些鬼話，
她是業界天后，
用不着給你面子。

到了片場，她坐在休息室裏，很有架子。
我入去打了招呼，她很不滿地說：
「就是你拒絕我兩次的邀請，
還真的大架子。」
「那裏那裏。」
「劇情我安排好了，
你拿劇本吧。」
我飾演監犯，她飾演教官，
全程都是她主動。
聽說她好勝心超強，
這話倒真不假。

「Camera!」
她進入了監倉，開始玩弄我的小弟弟，
她很大力，看來她是有心報復。
又有腳套弄着我，很痛。
然後開始做愛，
基本上都是她在動。
突然她站起來，
坐在我的頭上，
我卻不能反抗。
最後她用手套弄，射了。
「停。」，全場拍手。
「很爽吧。」她說。
「一點也不。」
「你不喜歡？」
「誰會喜歡？」
「那麼對不起。」
「不用。」
「我不喜歡我的對手不爽，
這讓我覺得自己很沒用。
你說，甚麼最爽，
我要求導演再拍一次。」
此時我想起在家時候，
最期待與明步做的一埸戲：
鄰居與我。
「好吧。」

我在家裏溫習，她過來借東西，
我不小心弄濕了她（衣服），
她沐浴更衣，然後我們在浴室裏做愛。
「這沒問題。」
實在太興奮了，童年夢想就此實現！
「Camera!」
「對不起，你有洗衣粉嗎？」
她一面不好意思地說。
「有，我拿給妳。」
這時我手中的茶杯不小心倒翻了，
倒了在她身上。
「妳沒事吧？」
「不要緊，你有浴室嗎？」
「有。」
她進入了浴室，由於是玻璃幕牆，
我站在門口裏看著她，
她脫了衣服，露出完美的身體，
並打了一下屁股
噢，這一刻實在太美了。

這時她轉身看到了我，
她若有所思地望了我一下。
那一刻，我決定了。
我衝進了浴室，抱起了她，
然後到了預設的埸境，
開始做愛。
她的技術很出色，
差點讓我一開始就射了。
就是這一點，
我故意舉了三次手，示意停一停。
與明步做愛千載難蓬，多停幾次，
好好享受。
她也知道我的用意，在我耳邊輕聲說：


「不要跟我來這套，
你再停一次，
我要你做多一次監犯。」
她這樣說，我只好專心地幹。
由於停了三次，這埸戲維持了一個鐘，
我依舊很興奮，但她的眼神開始很怪。
有種很想你大力點，好好地幹她的感覺。
我在明日花身上看過這種眼神。
好吧，就讓我來幹死妳吧
我特別落力，她也叫得淒厲，
看得那個新人pa口噔目呆。
導演作了手勢，我射在她身上。
「停！」，全埸拍手，
她指着我，：
「有你的。」

這一天，我非常開心。

[songest]

Originally Posted by songest

Below is the next episode in Chinese.
Will provide english translation this weekend.

顏面騎乘

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到了一段日子，工作逐漸多了。
今天經理人安排了工作，
特別提到了一點：
「有顏面騎乘的。」
...

__________ Begin Translation __________

Face riding

My workload gets heavier.
Today, the manager having make the work arrangement, emphasised a special point:
[There is face riding.]
Honestly, I cannot accept this style of letting the actress sit on my face. I feel like a male slave, a quote from 吉村卓
[Must not lose the dignity of man.]
The words had not die down in my ears, and the manager added
[your opponent is 吉澤明步]
Really her?
She is my favorite actress before I enter this line, and now I am having this opportunity to collaborate with her... making life difficult choice.
[If I don't go, at most I lose the opportunity. This is what a man should do, a real man]
[What other work is available?]
[Let me see, if there is no 吉澤明步, then there is only "Madonna" film.] he smiled.
Madonna, a specialist in mature woman roles.

I ended up going to bed with a fifty-year-old av actress. I told 佐藤, and she laughed, the heartiest laugh that I had heard for a while.

This is the REAL MAN.

What a blessing in disguise this turns out to be.
Today the manager surprisingly said to me
[吉澤明步 named you to be the actor]
[What?]
[She said she had never been turned down before since she enter this line]

This special invite is to help her see the stuff that you are made of.
Face riding is her special request.
[No. I am not going] I must be crazy.
[Very good. Well, today the only other choice is plump actress]
Today I go to bed with plump actress.
佐藤 laughter was even louder now.

Another blessing in disguise.
The manager was now very nervous and said:
[She once again invite you and also said that you can have the final say
on the story. You must go this time!]

[Why?]
[This time there are only transgender and gay.]
I broke down.
I do not really believe the nonsense about me having the final say on the story line.

She is the queen of this industry, she doesn't have to give you face.

Arrived at the studio and there she was seated in the lounge, looking maniacally egoistic.
I greeted her, and she said in a disapproving tone:
[Is that you who refuse my invitation twice, what a big ego]
[No, please don't say that]
[I had arranged the storyline, go get the script]
I played a convict, and she the instructor.
Throughout she has the initiative.
I heard she always wanted to win, which is indeed very true.

[Camera!]
She entered the prison and started playing with my little brother.
She use force, revenge must be on her mind.
She also start to use her feet and it was painful for my little bro.
We started making love and she was controlling the movement.
She suddenly stood up and sit on my head and I could not resist.

Finally, she use her hands on my little bro and I shot.
[Stop.] The audience clapped.
[Very Shiok?] she asked.
[Not at all.]
[You do not like?]
[Who would like this?]
[So I'm sorry.]
[You don't have to]
[I do not like my opponent to be unhappy, it makes me feel useless.
Tell me, what makes you shiok. I will ask the director to have another go.]

At this juncture, I thought of the storyline that I had always wanted with 明步 as my opponent:
"The Neighbor and me."
[Okay.]

I was studying at home and she came over to borrow something.
I accidentally wet her clothes. She took a bath and then we have sex in the bathroom.
[That's no problem.]
I am excited at this realization of my childhood dreams!

[Camera!]
[I'm sorry, do you have laundry detergent?] She looked embarrassed and said:
[Yes, I will get for you.]
My cup of tea accidentally spilled on her body,
[Are you alright?]
[Never mind, you have bathroom?]
[Yes.]
She entered the bathroom. It has glass walls. I stood in the doorway watching her.
She undressed to reveal a perfect body, and proceed to slap her butt.
Oh, such a beautiful moment.

She turned around and look at me thoughtfully.
At that moment, I had decided.
I rushed into the bathroom, picked up her and carried her to
the love-making nest and start having sex.
I almost shoot at the beginning as her technique was excellent.
I deliberately gave the hand signal three times, requesting stoppage
time.
Making love with 明步 is a god-send opportunity. I don't mind stopping a few times to enjoy more.

She sensed my intention and whispered in my ear:
[Don't do this to me, if you stop one more time, I will set you up to
be a convict once more]

I have no choice but to give my full concentration but having 3 stops had already stretch this film to an hour. I am still very excited, and her gaze starts to have that look. a look that makes me wants to plummet her harder and with more abandon.
I had seen this look before ... from 明日花.
Well, I am going to f*ck you to death, and with renewed vigor, I thrusted her to new depths and her shrill screams pierced the air.
The newbie actor watched in awe.
The director made a gesture and I shot on her body.
[Stop!], Applause.
She pointed at me:
[You are really something.]

On this day, I am very happy.

_____________ End Translation ____________

[songest]

Below is next episode "Decadent Beauty" in Chinese.

墮落美人

「不瞞你說，里美死後的那一段日子，
你經常不在家，我心情很糟糕，
差點想自殺。」
「為何不自殺？」我打趣地問道。

她沒有回答我，很失落地看着窗戶。
自從里美死後，我們有了一種默契，
絕不再談里美。
這次她特意提起，一定是有原因。

「老實說，我漂亮些還是明日花漂亮些？」
「爲何這樣說？」
我差點就要打射水杯。
「我以前的社長打給我，跟我交流了些業界的情況，
他說明日花是現今最紅的新人，
我問你，
我漂亮些還是明日花漂亮些？」
「你，她口太大了。」
「很好。」
她展露了一些微笑，但依舊失落地看着窗戶。
她做甚麼了？

「經理人對你很好吧？」
「整體來說，很好。
經常安排美女給我，
除了那次的中女和肥妹。
沒有他，我也不認識妳吧。」
「很好。」
她依舊失落地看着窗戶，
眼角多了點眼淚。

她抹一抹了眼，再問我：
「導演很專業吧？」
「很好，有時故意不喊停，
要我做耐些。」
「那...攝影師呢？」
說罷，淚如泉湧。
我上前攬着她，
她躺在我的懷抱裏，
哭得更兇了。
整天我都很難過。

究竟怎麼了？
原來一切都出於她的前社長。
那天他打來是要交待一件事：
「妳那段時期的片子，
我全都賣出去了。
現在才告訴妳，很抱歉。」
她打給親如父親的經理人，
問他為何讓她拍那些片？
他說是導演安排，他也沒辦法。
她一直很相信導演，相不到始作誦者就是導演。
她崩潰了。

那些是甚麼片呢？
我看完後很心痛。
有肛交，有吃春藥的，
有中出的，有七十歲的，
有變性人的......
以她當時的地位，根本不用拍這些片。
她那時心情很亂，完全沒有理會這些。
她拍完後很後悔，要求經理人阻止這些片流出。
當時他得到社長的同意。

這些事讓她勾起了對里美的回憶，
雙重打擊下，她整個人迷失了方向。

她哭完後，露出了一些笑容。
我以為她應該捱過了，
就沒擺在心上。

幾天後，麻美打來：
「糟糕了！佐藤坐在天台上！」
「我立即趕來。」

那天夜晚，我跟麻美溝通了這事，
她跟我說不是哭了就完事。
之後她今天想探望佐藤，
但在家找不着她，
她打給佐藤，
佐藤說：
「不要理會我。」
正當她想過來與我討論此事，
她在街道上看見了佐藤坐在天台，
之後便致電給我。

「妳不要亂動！」
「是我錯...我害死了里美...
是我蠢...拍了那些不該拍的片...」
「不是這樣的，根本不關妳事。」
她沒有反應。
「過來吧，不要坐在那裡。」
她回頭望著我，那種眼神好像要說再見。
眼利的麻美也看到了，
就在佐藤起身要跳的時候，
她說：
「作為一個專業的女優，
拍了甚麼片根本不重要！
重要的是能否配合導演的要求，
觀眾接不接受。
坦白說，
妳是我見過做得最好的女優！」
佐藤坐下了。
「還有，里美的死，
妳認為她真的因妳而死？
她其實患了末期癌症，
在被妳拒絕後，
想用跳樓來使妳內疚一世，
順便結束自己痛苦的癌症，
這麼自私的人，
值得妳爲她而死嗎？」
「還有，這裡有一個這麼愛你的男人，
妳當着他面前死了，
妳就像里美一樣自私！
里美死了，還有他陪著妳；
妳死了，他就獨自一人承受痛苦，
妳忍心嗎？」
佐藤起身，走回來。
上前攬着我，聲淚俱下：
「對不起，我不應離開你。」

佐藤，我不會離開妳。

[songest]

English translation for the episode below:

Originally Posted by songest

Below is next episode "Decadent Beauty" in Chinese.

墮落美人

「不瞞你說，里美死後的那一段日子，
你經常不在家，我心情很糟糕，
差點想自殺。」
「為何不自殺？」我打趣地問道。
...

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Decadent Beauty

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[Honestly, after the death of 里美, I feel very suicidal when you are not home]

[Why not commit suicide?] I jokingly asked.

She did not answer me, gazing out of the window.
We have a tacit understanding of not discussing 里美 after her death.
There must be a reason why she brought this up.

[To be honest, am I prettier than 明日花?]
[Why?] I almost spill my glass.
[The ex-President called me and shared with me the current industry situation. He said 明日花 is the most popular of new comers.
I ask you again, am I prettier than 明日花?]

[You are prettier, her mouth is too big]
[Good.]
She smiled a little, but still looking lost gazing out of the window.
What does she want?

[Does the manager treat you well]
[Overall very good. He often arrange beautiful actress for me, except for the mature and plump actress. Without him, I will not know you too.]

[Good.]
She still looked lost gazing out of the windows, though tears had started to form at the corner of her eyes.
She wiped her eyes, and ask me:
[Director is very professional, right?]
[Well, sometimes he deliberately do not want me to stop, like building my endurance]

[Then ... what about the cameraman?] she uttered and could no longer control and burst into tears.
I came up to hug her and as she was lying in my arms, her cries grew louder.
It was a very sad day for me.

What exactly happen?
It all started with the call from the ex President.
[Your films were all sold out. I'm sorry to have to tell you only now. I'm sorry.]

She called the manager, a fatherly figure to her and asked why he let her make those films?
He said that it was the arrangement of the film director and he can't do anything about it.
She had also believe in the director, and just could not accept the fact that it was the director that is behind all this.

She collapsed.

What are those films that she made?
I am very sad after knowing that those are
anal sex, aphrodisiacs, creampies, seventy-year-old, transgender......

With her stature at that time, she do not need to shoot those films.
She was feeling very confused then and did not stop filming them.
She regretted after the filming is completed and had asked the manager to stop distributing them and the President had also given his consent.

Distribution of these films and the memory of the death of 里美 is a double blow, causing her to lose her sense of direction.

Her cries had died down and she now appears calm and smiled a little.
I thought she had finally pull through. I took it easy.

A few days later, 麻美 call:
[Terrible! 佐藤 is sitting on the rooftop!]
[I immediately rushed to the scene.]

That night, I had shared with 麻美, and she told me its not all over after 佐藤 had cried her heart out. She had plan to visit 佐藤 today but could not find her at home.
She call 佐藤 and 佐藤 said:
[Don't bother me.]
She make her way to her house to discuss the matter, but was on her
street, lifted her head and saw sitting on the roof top was 佐藤!
She immediately call me.

[You, don't move!]
[I was wrong ... I cause the death of 里美 ... I am stupid ... make all those films that I should not be making... ]
[Is not like this, is none of your fault]
She did not respond.
[Come over, do not sit there.]
She looked back at me, that look as if to say goodbye.
Sharped-eye 麻美 saw that as well and just about when 佐藤 was to get up and jump,
she said:
[As a professional actress, it does not matter what films you make!
Important is whether it fulfills the request of the director,
and whether the audience accepted you. Frankly, you are the best actress I've ever seen!]

佐藤 sat down.
[and... do you think the death of 里美 has anything to do with you?
She is suffering from terminal cancer, and when you rejected her,
she jump to her death so that you will feel guilt-ridden for the
rest of your life. She wanted to end her suffering, what a selfish
person!]

[Is she worth you dying for her? Also, here is a man who loves you so,
and you want to die right in front of him?
You're as selfish as 里美. When 里美 died, he keeps you company.
You die, he will be bearing the pain all alone.
You bear to see him suffer?]

佐藤 rise and walk away from the edge and hugged me.
She was in tears [I am sorry, I will not leave you]

佐藤, I will not leave you too.

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