the 3 that changed me

[BMW69]

Hahaha good morning Jie 1:30am in the morning now xD hehe looking forward to an update xD

[kittymae]

Originally Posted by BMW69

Hahaha good morning Jie 1:30am in the morning now xD hehe looking forward to an update xD

Wa...ah-di... U don't need sleep? Even car engines need a break leh... Prob later today or sthg when I hv the time...
Feel so sleepy today...back to zzz now

[BMW69]

Originally Posted by kittymae

Wa...ah-di... U don't need sleep? Even car engines need a break leh... Prob later today or sthg when I hv the time...
Feel so sleepy today...back to zzz now

Hahaha no leh. Waiting for you to reply all my PM hahaha

[kittymae]

Originally Posted by BMW69

Hahaha no leh. Waiting for you to reply all my PM hahaha

Thought I replied them Liao...hmm..

[kittymae]

Dear all readers,

Wishing u all a very Happy New Year!
May 2013 bring all things good to one and all!

[SammyNewbie]

Never go out today? Like to Silso Beach Party?

[Coffeecans]

Happy Meowing 2013!

[kittymae]

Taking the scarf from T, I made him lay back on on the bed against the pillows.
Unlike how he bound me, I bound his wrists in the front, while allowing enough at the ends for me to hold on to. This also meant I only one free hand but it wouldn't deter me.

I began how I usually did.
May i also say how I always appreciate how T keeps himself relatively well groomed down there. It always make it more easier and pleasant when going down on him.
Settling myself between him, I used my fingers to tease the monster, running them up and down the sides of his shaft, and then my thumb to rub across it's head, spreading the pre-cum that was leaking out, and then massaging that sensitive bit at the underside of it.

I felt T twitching under my touch.
At the same time, I also felt some resistance on the bind my other hand was holding on to. I held fast. My aim was to limit the movements T had so that all focus would be on what I was doing to him. Down below.

Deciding it was time, I took a tentative lick across the monster's head.
MMmMmm

Using my entire tongue this time, I swirled it around, licking up whatever of his man-juices I had spread around earlier, before engulfing the monster in the warm wetness of my mouth.
With one hand still holding on to his bounded hands, I then used the other to stroke his stomach, his thighs...
As I continued on with sucking motions on the monster, I felt the usual 'jerks' from T when I hit a sweet spot, as he exerted his freakish mind control.

Then I had another idea.

I stopped at what I was doing.

"Hey, get up"

In the dark, I couldn't read his expression. But I assume T was puzzled and it was a sort of anti-climax...

"We're going for a walk"
As I said that, I gave him a grin, and used a sheet to cover myself up whilst leaving him butt naked.
And with his wrists still bounded.

[kittymae]

Originally Posted by SammyNewbie

Never go out today? Like to Silso Beach Party?

Lols..A good kitty stays home in basket
Nah..too old for partying already ah..
U?

Originally Posted by Coffeecans

Happy Meowing 2013!

Thanks kopi Kor! Looking fwd to more good stories churned out from u!

Is Happy Kopi-ing 2013 too cliche as a reply? Heehee

[SammyNewbie]

LOL... I was thinking of going out maybe go pub and see if got ronery gal I can go home with... but in the end just watched Le Miserables and then watch Enchanted at home. XD

Hehe... if I go out will not be replying here liao .

Happy Happy new year to you!

[BMW69]

Originally Posted by kittymae

Thought I replied them Liao...hmm..

Hmm none at all leh O.o since 30 dec

[Spermyking]

happy new year sis!!!!

[kittymae]

Holding the scarf as if it were a leash, I led T towards my room door...and walked out into the main living area.
Although the household was asleep, the danger of someone walking out of their rooms to visit the washroom or get a drink of water was very real.
Yet it was this thrill of possibly being 'caught' that brought about a very different type of arousal.
Truth be told, if that had indeed happened, I wouldn't know which would be tougher to explain- my having a guy whom I wasn't in an actual relationship with over, or, him being butt naked, bound and led around. Hmm

We took a short walk to the kitchen, where I grabbed an ice cube.
T witnessing it all, could only anticipate what was to follow.
Of cos, I didn't mean to freeze his balls. I only intended to play. To tease.

Returning to the room, I had T lie back on the pillows again while I got down to work.
Putting the ice cube in my mouth, I rolled it around for abit before spitting it out onto my hand, while my mouth, still cool from the ice engulfed the monster. It was surprisingly still somewhat hard, despite our sojourn to the kitchen.
I felt him shudder as his member came into contact with the cool wetness of my mouth. Taking him wholly in, I went 'hands free', leaving my mouth to suck and tongue to lick and swirl around the growing monster.
With my other free hand (one not holding the ice cube) I continued caressing him.
His thighs, inner thighs, stroking up and down, then in circular motion with my fingers...
His stomach...as my fingers traced that trail of hair leading down south..
Intermittently, I would put the ice cube back into my mouth to refresh that 'cool' feel again, as I 'tortured' my 'captive and the epitome of his manhood with the alternating warm and cool sensations.

I chose and preferred not to speak, and let the air be punctuated by T occasional groans, as he fought desperately to maintain control not to cum.
I gave him an impish grin as I watch him squirm under the strain of his efforts.

The ice cube was rapidly melting.
I decided to bite/crunch it into smaller bits in my mouth. It also jolted T abit perhaps. The harsh crunching of ice against my teeth.
And the expectancy of what would follow

Leaving the crunched up ice bits in my mouth, I again lavished my attention on T's monster.
As I ran my mouth down the sides of his shaft, I twirled my tongue around as well, allowing the bits of ice to come into direct contact with the monster.
And with my hands, now one warm and one still cool, I continued my caressing of him, and as I moved to wank him slightly, my mouth travelled further down to suck on his balls, as my tongue found that sensitive line leading to the base...and to where I knew was a sensitive spot for him...

Wanting better access, I got T to prop up his legs instead of laying them flat on the bed.
I could go further., deeper that way...
And my hands found their way to caressing his sensitive bit (not, not the prostrate, but another one probably unique to him, but I'm keeping mum about).
His squirming intensified as i felt the tension on the scarf increase. To term is loosely, it was almost like mini spasms, occurring each time I stroke him there...

I wasn't quite done yet.
Not when I was having that much fun with my..'toy'

When I felt T was sufficiently hard, it was time for my own pleasure.
Adjusting myself and his legs down, I positioned myself atop of the monster while still holding on to his bounded wrists- See but no touching.

I lowered myself onto him, taking his monster in its entirety, all the 6+inches of the monster.
A moan invariably escape me as I felt him hit deep inside me.
I started to ride T. Gently the first 1-2times,but more urgently as I grew increasingly well lubricated, and the familiar *spiak spiak (splash + piak) reached my ears.
And when I tired, I switched to rubbing myself (more than grinding) against T.
All at the same time, trying to control my pc muscles if I could, so that in his way, T could also derive some if not as much pleasure as he was giving me.

As I resumed riding him again, I also released the binds on his wrists.
Now free, T's hands found my boobs and began massaging them, at the same time, used his fingers to tease my-what he has just referred to as-raisins .
And finally, I allowed myself to bend forward in search of his lips, as we devoured each other hungrily.

Honestly, the rest of the rest was quite intense, so much so that I cannot recall clearly the sequence or what happened.

What I do remember was after T 'regained control', something had ticked in him. In a good way of cos, and I can finally relate what some people mean when they say "f*ck me senseless"
Indeed, that was what T did.
And I was 'rewarded' with an extra load of monster juice when he came, in my mouth, with some,actually spilling and on the second shot (or was it 3rd?) some actually hit my face xP

Perhaps it was all that teasing leading up to the actual sex or his mind control & holding back, T managed to maintain his erection despite cumming thrice in the space of an hour-90mins.
The only reason we stopped? so he could get some feeling back into his legs

Exhaustion soon hit us though
And after we had cleaned up sufficiently, we cuddled up contently with each other and drifted off to sleep.

But even as I felt my eyes lids get heavier, my mind was filled with many thoughts.
This thing with T...was exactly was it?
I wouldn't describe us as FBs, as it wasn't just all physical between us.
Yet we weren't actually in a relationship either, owing to certain things we need sorted out.
Whilst i do not regret this thing developing between us, i also began questioning my self- What am I getting myself into really?
How long can we continue to live in this utopia we had built for both ourselves?
I wondered, if one day I would crumble under the pressure of keeping all this under wraps.
Then what.

It was with mixed feelings that I finally drifted off to sleep in T's arms..

[kittymae]

Originally Posted by Spermyking

happy new year sis!!!!

Thanks!!!abit late but still, a happy new year to u too & hope u hv a great 2013 ahead!

Originally Posted by BMW69

Hmm none at all leh O.o since 30 dec

Well, lets restart then xD

Originally Posted by SammyNewbie

LOL... I was thinking of going out maybe go pub and see if got ronery gal I can go home with... but in the end just watched Le Miserables and then watch Enchanted at home. XD

Hehe... if I go out will not be replying here liao .

Happy Happy new year to you!

Haha... In the end u ronery boy stay at home? Poor thing!

[kittymae]

It was quite a different feeling waking up beside T with the sun glaring down on us, as if rebuking us for 'sleeping in'
The mixed feelings and thoughts I had before I fell asleep were gone.
Perhaps it was being wrapped in T's arms that gave an unconscious sense of reassurance. perhaps it was my own subconscious blocking it out. Or maybe my mind was over taxed previously and had many wild thoughts. Many possibilities. No one explanation or answer.

I guess as I stirred awake, I inadvertently awoke T as well.
And being in a semi-awake state, my mind cannot really register what happened next, except I found myself lying atop of T, half hearted to hug him and go back to sleep like that or, attempt a morning kiss-morning breath non withstanding. Haha.

My dilemma was easily solved by T's rather direct proposition

"Morning sex?"
He asked with a cheeky yet lazy smile growing on his face.

How could I refuse?
Off came his boxers.
His sticky pre-cum had already begun leaking.

Not bothering to remove either my sleep shorts or underwear, I pushed them aside as I settled down atop of the by now very wide awake monster.
I was probably rather well lubricated then, or maybe sleep had dulled me, but I didn't feel that much of the usual pain during initial entry.
Or maybe, the entrance muscles had not yet contracted back to original following that rather vigorous night.

Looking back, I wonder how could I not have enjoyed being on top before? It did take me awhile to get accustomed to it, get my balance, and patience from T.
I guess he is reaping his rewards now as his hands found my top and very efficiently pulled it off me, revealing my nakedness beneath, as he pulled me towards him for a hug and a morning kiss, despite our erh, morning breath

We switched positions soon after as I removed my bottom pieces, as he took me in our usual position.
The thrill of getting it on in secret when there were others in the same house...
I felt the usual sensations of my reaching my own climax, and grabbed at T's butt hard, pushing him to go harder, faster...
Gripping his thighs tightly as I found my release.

Recovering slightly, and seeing that the monster was still raring to go, haven't yet finding its own release, I shifted, and spread myself, welcoming the monster's re-entry.
This time, I wanted to focus on his pleasure, but my mind power seems to be sorely lacking in this dept as I soon found those familiar sensations of mine building up.
Only this time, judging from his expression, he would be meeting me there
I came first again, and while I was recovering from myself again, T withdrew and shot his load on my stomach.
But perhaps due to both the volume and the velocity of the shot was so intense, some of it found its way to my face, while some began flow down the side of my waist on to the sheets..

We hurriedly grabbed some tissues and wiped up the semen to prevent further spillage as well as that which landed on my face.
Frankly, I was and still am amazed at his rate of recovery, though for quite awhile after T couldn't feel his legs enough to stand.

If I recall right, I met T later that night for dinner I think.
And the feedback from T?
The being bound up and led around? The thrill perhaps did add to the arousal factor for him.
Hmm. Perhaps that explained his 'vitality' Lols..
I recalled vaguely him saying he would not take me again for the night.
A sign he could go on again?

Yet again before I fell asleep.
Those mixed feelings and thoughts returned to haunt me.

Would I find the answer I seeked?
Would there be enough time for us?
Will there be a happily ever after for us?

What if this turned out to be an illusion.
The supposedly feelings we had for each other were only of lust?
How long could we last? If we would even begin?

Those questions continued to haunt me in my continued search for answers.
If I could ever find them