Aiyo! Heart..

[NanoBang]

Originally Posted by Gorillazx1000

I think you are like me. Always shows a strong front and suffers alone.
Instead of drinking to numb, do something more positive. Exercise or do something which you longed want to. Then we tackle the problem.
It is always not easy but we have to go thru. It is part n parcel of life.

totally agree.. life still goes on. I had been through this once and it was difficult then

[wuk0ng]

Originally Posted by Ladyrain

To everyone who have helped in in a way I just want to say a big thank you.
I appreciate the help given. And I remember you.
I believe someone of higher being will reward you some way or another some day.
If I have offended you in some way or another, I just want to say I'm sorry.
I'll like to believe I've fought a great battle with all my might and with everything I've got.
There are alot of hurt and pain going on and I tried to heal within for years and still couldn't.
There were many wounds unsaid and untold deep inside, I couldn't heal at all despite trying very hard.

I'm exhausted. And all I want is to be able to rest well and not have to worry anymore. The stress is too much to bear.
Sincerely LD.

just checking in, how u doing now?

[BoLiang]

Originally Posted by Ladyrain

To everyone who have helped in in a way I just want to say a big thank you.
I appreciate the help given. And I remember you.
I believe someone of higher being will reward you some way or another some day.
If I have offended you in some way or another, I just want to say I'm sorry.
I'll like to believe I've fought a great battle with all my might and with everything I've got.
There are alot of hurt and pain going on and I tried to heal within for years and still couldn't.
There were many wounds unsaid and untold deep inside, I couldn't heal at all despite trying very hard.

I'm exhausted. And all I want is to be able to rest well and not have to worry anymore. The stress is too much to bear.
Sincerely LD.

Quite unfortunate we started on the wrong foot. Sorry to learn about your overwhelming struggles and everyone at some point will go through. The only difference between those who overcame or got overwhelmed is the determination not to "lose". I hoped you can overcome your plight and write a story. Who knows, might be an inspiration to others in similar plight.

Happy to buy a drink, be it whiskey or coffee and see what help you need.

[pratamania]

Originally Posted by Gorillazx1000

I think you are like me. Always shows a strong front and suffers alone.
Instead of drinking to numb, do something more positive. Exercise or do something which you longed want to. Then we tackle the problem.
It is always not easy but we have to go thru. It is part n parcel of life.

agree bro... maybe finding a hobby will help

[Ladyrain]

I miss you so much, *****.
I'm sorry for being the ******** you would probably rather not have.
I tried. But the agony and pain, wouldn't go away.
The survival mode memories..
Those are all I have about us..
I wish so much that you're still around.
I want to tell you despite all, I'm still your little girl.
I really really miss you so so much.

[peanodood1337]

Originally Posted by Ladyrain

I miss you so much, *****.
I'm sorry for being the ******** you would probably rather not have.
I tried. But the agony and pain, wouldn't go away.
The survival mode memories..
Those are all I have about us..
I wish so much that you're still around.
I want to tell you despite all, I'm still your little girl.
I really really miss you so so much.

Its been over 10 years since you started this thread. I hope things get better for you sooner rather than later.

[shooter1]

Originally Posted by peanodood1337

Its been over 10 years since you started this thread. I hope things get better for you sooner rather than later.

Time Does Not Heal All Wounds

[kfly111]

Take care, don't drink too much. Drink with moderation and control.

[Fudgiewudgie]

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Originally Posted by Ladyrain

听你说什么我都很快乐
接近你连影子都微笑着
几千只纸鹤你都耐心地陪着我折
却怎么都折不掉那道无形的隔阂
越懂你陪着你就越寂寞
灵魂那么美我却碰不得
感觉再炽热也不能让飞蛾去扑火
靠近你的梦难道就能不是我
好朋友只是朋友 还是朋友
不能够占有
好朋友疯狂以后
就一个人走 无所求
好朋友只是朋友
只能保留 一点点温柔
我知道什么时候回头
不打扰你的自由

认识你也许我就足够了
缘分的神奇我都不管了
可能你感动也看不见我心如刀割
哪怕很痛过 至少就不算错过
好朋友只是朋友 还是朋友
不能够占有
好朋友疯狂以后 就一个人走
无所求
好朋友只是朋友
只能保留 一点点温柔
我知道什么时候回头
不打扰你的自由
爱人不是最好的朋友
朋友再好也不能牵手
感情在天平两头 谁都怕太沉重
好朋友只是朋友 还是朋友
不能够占有
好朋友疯狂以后 还是一个人走
无所求
好朋友只是朋友
只能保留 一点点温柔
我知道什么时候回头
不打扰你的自由