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27-11-2012, 02:08 AM
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Woke up in the morning to the sound of T's alarm going off. We had pre-set it so as not to sleep the entire morning away.
As expected, T had to be prodded awake. Bt still, guys being guys, took less time than i did washing up and getting changed. We had planned to head for breakfast before hitting the pool We made our way hand in hand down to the private lounge where a buffet breakfast was being served. At the lift lobby, the sun greeted us. It was going to be a nice day at the pool. The selection at breakfast was decent. SAUSAGES  , eggs, bacon, mushrooms, SMOKED SALMON, croissants, bread..etc.*slurp* Getting hungry just thinking about it again... T was dressed in a simple dri-fit tank & berms, a very 'at home' feel (and it did show off his arms nicely-  )His cup of morning coffee, reading the newspapers, and then reading out string that caught caught his interest completed the picture. It was not unlike a regular Sunday scene in a any family. It felt nice, yet wrong at the same time. I really shouldn't be allowing such thought into my mind. After all, neither of us could still define clearly our relation. Perhaps somewhere in our minds, we preferred the ambiguity? Eventually however we would have to come to terms with reality, and define it clearly. That would be the next natural step. As with many other similarities between us, we both had to spend quality time in the toilet after our breakfast Whilst I remained in the one in the room, T went in search for another alternative. Once done with our routine business, we headed down to the pool that was open to all hotel guests. T lounged on the chair as he browsed the net with his phone, whilst i perhaps somewhat mischievously stuck my feet into the cold pool water and then placed it against his thighs. Sent chills down him. :P Then T covered himself the with towel. Any guesses why? If U guessed the monster was awakening, u got it right. Hahaha... I'd already wanted to go soak in the warmer waters of the jacuzzi but had to give him a moment...haha... We weren't the only one in the jacuzzi. There was another lady soaking inside as well. T settled himself in front of one of the water jets, whilst I slacked in the corner. The lady left after around 10-15 mins. The entire jacuzzi was ours. U know what they say about a woman's sixth sense. My sixth sense warned me of 'danger'... T had by then taken over my corner when I shifted out to position my feet in front of one of the water jets. Wrapping an arm around my waist, holding me, he said: "Monster is awake.." And as he kind of settled me atop of his lap, I felt the monster indeed, poking against my butt. Uh-oh. What would he do? Would T decide to take me there and then? It was after all an idea he did play about with in his deviant mind.... 
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#709
27-11-2012, 12:13 PM
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Darn wish someone will help wake my monster also
  wait my not monster sorry 
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#710
27-11-2012, 03:25 PM
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great write up.......
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#711
27-11-2012, 05:36 PM
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#712
27-11-2012, 05:46 PM
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you're welcome. Have fun with T xD
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27-11-2012, 11:22 PM
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28-11-2012, 12:14 AM
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28-11-2012, 12:26 AM
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Just then, I felt rain drops. It was beginning to drizzle.
Perfect reason to move. T however, for certain monster reasons found it inconvenient to get out. I remembered teasing him about it After he did manage to get out of the jacuzzi, we made a decision to head to the pool & jacuzzi adjourning the private lounge area. Again we weren't the only ones. There was a mother with her toddler in the jacuzzi already. We thus occupied the opposite side, with T occupying the corner. I was beside facing outwardly, neck as long as a giraffe's, looking out at the view, when I felt T's very frisky hands inch between my legs to rub me... "Ey, behave Urself. Got kids here la" Saying that, I adjusted my sitting position so the mother-toddler pair could not see what was happening below. "So wanna take u here" was T's reply. And he continued, "shall we go back to the room?" I agreed.so we dried off, covered up and headed back upstairs. Once in the room, after setting down my stuff, T caught me in his arms and began frenching me. As it got more intense, off came the spaghetti dress I was wearing, and T worked on my bikini top, undoing the top knot and letting it slide down. holding each other closely, with T in a dri-fit tank & swim trunks, I could feel the monster pressing against me, as T worked on my boobs, sending shivers thru me, helped by the damp ski. And cold air con. Helped T removed his top. And both our bottoms came off soon later. Indeed the monster was wide awake now. T pressed me against the wall "I wanna do u standing" His authoritative manner was somewhat a turn on. His take command in bed was something I lied about him very much. This was a man who knew how to give pleasure, and how he wanted it. T propped up my left leg and wrapped it around his waist, then my right leg, until he was carrying me, and at the same time trying to impale me on his monster. Since I was quite tight... He found it somewhat difficult.. So I suggested he enter me the usual way then lift me up. It work. Even as I feared I was too heavy for him, then I was being bounced too hard on the monster, I was enjoying every bit of it. Quite a different sensation from the usual stuff we did. Then T recalled our friend, the vibrating ring. Needless to say, we had our due fun with it.. "Do me hard..." I half gasped to T as he thrusted into me in our usual missionary position. And he did pound me hard as i felt each one it hit the base of my cervix, hastening my climax. I thought I might 'die' from that. And I'm sure T thought so too as he came, spilling his seeds on my stomach. Seriously, this guy had some astonishing recovery power.... Headed to the bathroom to wash self up and then take a shower. At the same time, I set the bath running, one more soak before check out. T joined me halfway thru the shower. I missed having us wash each other. Disappointed perhaps that he didn't do that. well, 'honeymoon period' over perhaps? I got in the bath tub as it was half full, testing the temperature...and T hopped shortly too, making himself VERY comfortable all stretched out. Settled myself between his legs against & used the loofah to scrub up a bit. T took over the job after awhile. It sure is nice being pampered. The lack of sleep from the previous night soon caught up with us, and then, we both dozed off,in the waters together, me atop of Mr T, hearing his rhythmic breathing and heart beating beneath me. All too soon, it was time to check out tho. We reluctantly dragged ourself out of the tub. Or rather, Mr T- since I had to slash water at him to make him move his butt As I was drying my hair, I did catch sigh of Mr.T staring out of the large bay windows. As if he had a lot on his mind. I had a bad premonition. My worst fears would be realized sooner than I liked. It was time to prepare myself.
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#716
28-11-2012, 12:52 AM
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The stay action with Mr T was perhaps the highlight of the my entire 'relation" with Mr T.
For many bros here, I believe they saw it as a purely physical one. Just sex. At the start, that was what I thought myself. This was after all a sex forum. Mr T himself who reads this often enough commented the same. Yet who would have expected that a scarce few days later, we would both confess that we may have indeed fallen for each other. A fairy tale ending on the cards? Hold your horses. Final arc to be up soon
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#718
28-11-2012, 09:22 AM
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It is rare that genuine feelings develop between 2 people on this forum. After all, this is an adult forum- a sex forum.
That Mr T and I found each other was nothing short of a work of destiny, fate, coincidence, whatever u called it. At risk of turning this into a melodrama, here I go... I'd hooked up with Mr T for a couple of weeks now. Sure, we do have some things we may not agree on, but the first sign of the addiction to each other was when I got upset that T was still in touch with someone who had made use of and got stabbed in the back by. He was too soft-hearted I guess. I didn't really reply a few of his texts. He admitted he was worried that I didn't want to see him again. ------ But T would had some personal issues that prevented him from making the decision to be with me. Happiness vs responsibility. T had admitted to me, and to a friend he was happy during the times spent with me. But,he also had responsibility to consider to his family ------- We knew this wouldn't work out. Unless T was have enough to choose happiness and to be with me. In very different circumstances. We might have had a chance. We both believe that. And still do. T asked to see me. The ad premonition grew stronger. "Why. Wat u want to all about?" "Just wanna see u. Hug u" My heart, sprung a hope I'd never felt before. For through our time together, I'd never allowed myself to even hope. We agreed to meet at 7pm. He'd pick me up from my place -------- Seeing him, an indescribable wave of sadness washed over me. I was more certain than ever that it would end the same night. Yet we both acted as if it were any other meet up. Acted casual. Having no destination in mind yet, T drove around, going with the flow of traffic. He reached for my hand and held it. And this way we remained, hand in hand, for most of our time that night. Was it just me? Or was this symbolic of how we both were reluctant to let go (of each other)? ---------- T brought and shared with me certain places in his past during the drive. And we also passed by certain nostalgic places in my past- my childhood to be exact. Eventually, we landed up going to a cold storage and grabbing some food and deciding to have some sort of picnic at a nearby park. As we ate in our temporal sanctuary, we struck up casual conversation, putting off the eventual somber one we would have later. We finished up the food rather quickly, and T moved to sit beside me. Or rather, he wanted me in his lap. I obliged and shifted , and there we remained, holding each other just like that. Even took a picture together, one a friend said- but u both looked so happy together... Who knows the emotional turmoil beneath? We kissed from time to time. It wasn't the usual kind when we made out or had sex. This time, I,could feel the intense emotions behind it. "What should we do?" This question echoed through our minds more than once But we were none the wiser even as we pulled ourselves apart to head back out to the real world. -------- On the way back, we finally hit the more serious, somber topic. T found that he needed to speak to his family to get some answers he needed to help make his decision. From me, he already got his answer. I admit that I wouldn't want to be in his shoes. His own happiness vs his responsibility. A hypothetical question put to him: If something happened & he had only a year's time, which would he choose? Happiness, was his reply. The next question was, if things with his family didn't work out, would I still be there, waiting for T? No. Not because I didn't feel strongly enough about T, but neither did I want to be a safety net letting him assume this could decision could be made lightly cos I'd still be there. T's next words made me cry inside, whilst I held back my real tears. "I'll start over again" "Start over?" "I'll go after u again" Even though we knew things and even both of us might hv changed thru this experience, I was moved. ------- All too soon we reached my place. T parked & for awhile we sat in the car simply just hugging as the tears I'd tried to hold back finally started to give way... T suggested for us to take a long slow walk back to my place. We took a long detour trying to make sense of all this but to no avail. We arrived at my doorstep. Hugged awhile, a long while as I started to tear up again. My legs felt weak. I sat on a step, T beside, wrapping his arms ard me as I did cry for real this time, with large drops of tears landing on his berms. Would I never feel these arms around me again? "Sorry, ur berms wet.." "Nm, want me sing u a last song? U know which one right? Wet*3 (referring to the band whose song he'd sent me to listen to before. I shook my head "Just go" T hesitated a bit before planting a kiss on my bent head. "Take care. U'll be fine" And he left. That would be perhaps the last time id ever see him --------- The T-times are over. Although T didn't make the decision nor say it, I kinda knew his sense of duty would override his seeking his own interest, his own happiness. I wouldn't have been his choice. Neither would I ask him to choose me. He has to make the decision of his own accord. Him alone holds the fate of the parties involved. A heavy responsibility indeed. But before T gets flamed here, I'd say this- that it's also this sense of responsibility that I like. I embrace all of T with his past and even the present. He lives his life simply- no fuss no frills. Content with his job, enjoying the simple (he claims boring) activities he is interested in... He brought colour into my world, and so much more Now I'll probably hear a chorus of 'I told u so' Maybe yeah I'd deserve it. But maybe when considering all things, T was like another Ian... There was something there but circumstances forced us apart. Circumstances that can't be changed unless T makes that tough call. One is he reluctant to Why is it guys always try to comfort girls by saying things like U'll find someone better, u deserve better etc? In a girls mind it becomes only an excuse no matter how sincere it was. Because the girl is hurting. She feels she isn't good enough for the guy. She only wants him. Maybe it's my destiny- a solo destiny So much to say but... 'Tears are the words the heart can't say' Sometimes simple words can ever fully communicate the complexity of the heart ------ If I never see u again I'll think of u now and then Tho it hurts so deeply They say all good things come to an end... U changed my life completely I'm touched by your love
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#719
28-11-2012, 10:58 AM
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Shhuuccckksss....am all emo reading your last post.
Ssggghhh....very often, the best are what you couldn't have. Just treasure what you had bah. He shall be forever your immortal monster.
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#720
28-11-2012, 12:10 PM
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sorry reading till the last post KNN make the whole ambience very Emo leh...... signz
seriously 1 thing though not a messy ending.
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