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22-04-2005, 06:19 PM
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Gotta up you tomolo liao! Xp
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22-04-2005, 06:44 PM
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Soon things between me n my ger got so bad. I began 2 sense dat she doesn't luv me anymor. She was cold 2wards me. Gone were laughters n fun in bed. We hardly hav any mor luving times. Everytime we meet up, always ended up quarrelling. Perhaps all those rumors I've been hearing was true? Dat she is seeing some NUS ah xia liao? Not 1 who can turn a blind eye 2 such betrayal, I decided 2 find out 4 myself...
Took a day's leave, n i set out 2 find the truth. I kept mummed about my mission even frm J. But i sensed that she sensed somthing brewing... I stake out at the campus, with information gathered from J n some old schoolmates who r oso undergrads there. Waited n waited whole day, then thinking 2 myself it was going 2 b an uneventful trip, I'll jus go back n cool off n think of a solution. And then, jus as i was walking out, there in the distance, some1 familiar caught my eyes. It was my ger. N wait! who was dat beside her?!!! They were getting in2 the guy's car!! Jus the 2 of them! My blood boiled!! I ran 2wards them, wanting 2 catch up n confront them, find out wats going on??!! NB.. 2 far away.. on-lookers wondering who is this Mister FLASH running past them.. Then, they jus sped off.. I stopped. Now totally confused! WTF going on? I wanna killed dat fella! heh wait, may b misunderstanding leh.. jus friends giving a lift 2 her? But wait! wat about the rumours?.. ARGGHHHH!!!!! Very LUAN!!! I jus walked aimlessly out.. My mind just blank.. N then unknowingly, I ended up at my ger's neighbourhood.. Should I jus go 2 her hse n confront her? I went 2 a nearby payphone n called her hse. Ring long time, no 1 answer. KNN, tu lan liao. Is she back hm? I picked up enuf courage n walked 2 her hse. Walking down the street, BLODDY HELL!! Saw the same car outside her hse, n CB she getting in2 the car. Fuck! dressed so nice go where???!! KNN I run again after it, trying 2 catch up! n they jus sped off, without knowing a crazy man chasing behind (or may b not??!!) Damned! missed 2x.. Wa lan, now stomach got butterflies, blood boiling.. Anyway here liao, press the bell, her maid came out. Asked where my ger off 2? She shake her head. Asked who was the guy she went 2? She shake her head.. KNN.. She knew I was the bf, although i seldom go 2 her hse anymor since meeting her parents n they weren't 2 fond of me. CB maid oso help keep secret frm me... Ultra Tu Lan!!!! Not wanting 2 bump in2 the parents when they come hm.. I went off. As I walked down the streets, I suddenly felt my heart pain!! Sourly feelings, n dunno y, i started tearing up (I'm not those emotional type 1s n hav difficulty crying even when I'm sad).. I couldn't breath.. OMG!!!!! Couldn't think straight, i know I NEED 2 confront my ger n find out the truth. How I'll react, I dunno. May b wallup the guy? Or kill the bugger? or kill the both of them!!! Or jus walk away?? Unknowingly, the 1st person dat I want 2 look 4 then was J. I NEED 2 talk 2 some1.. I went 2 payphone n called her, not hm yet. SHIT! Dunno where n what 2 do.. Shld I stake out at my gers' place n wait for her, catch her red-handed?!!! Yes! I'll do that! Time jus slowed down. minutes like hours. Wondering around the neighbourhood dunno wher 2 go n wat 2 do. Jus waited n waited.. Called J again, finally she hm.. told her wat happened.. she tried 2 calm me down.. Knowing that I've found out the truth liao, she rushed out to meet me n tried 2 keep me in checked...
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#49
22-04-2005, 06:53 PM
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bro,
i am going out for drinks soon.. pls post till how u get to bed with plain jane can??? 
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#51
22-04-2005, 07:07 PM
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Haiz.. +++ about sad stories (Pai seh, drifted away)
Ok. Let's jus say what happened that night, I was not proud of la. Big hoo ha.. My ex-ger was cheating on me (haiz.. later in life i realise this jus the 1st of my many heartache..). Following the days of my heartache, life seemed like no meaning leh. I was wallowing in self-pity. At times angry with every1 around me, but at times angry n ashame of myself. I jus wanna b alone. Frens gathering, dun wanna go. Colleagues gathering, dun wanna go. Dun wanna know new frens, dun wanna cheong. Jus wanna b alone. Wake up, go work, attend lessons, go hm sleep... same o same o.. Like a zombie.. I felt the whole world crushing down on me. Nobody cares bot me.. Haizzzz.. Ko Lian AH!!!!! Only J. She called me. Asked me go out. Asked me go lim kopi. or jus called 2 chat. In some ways, I was angry wif her as well, 4 not telling me something going on liao. But, I dun blame her. I treasured loyalty as much oso. Since that incident, she grew apart frm my ex. U know la, in heated arguements, we will sometimes say hurtful words. She called me every other day. Asked me out on weekends 2 join her schoolmates outings (if any), or jus plain go walk walk. I turned her down everytime. Well, I turned every1 down. Just wanna live in my own miserable world. She asked if I ok, oso few words. But she was patient. Slowly, I began 2 chat with her more. But never mention anything 2 do wif my ex. She already dead in my heart. We talk about any topics lor. TV show la oso can chat dam long. Sometimes come hm late liao jus talk 2 her on the phone oso shiok. So comfy.. But 1s she asked me go out, I jus turned her down. Not running away frm her la. I know she meant well, want me 2 get out of my cocoon. But i jus din feel i was ready 2 face the world again.
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#54
22-04-2005, 10:32 PM
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#55
22-04-2005, 11:29 PM
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oki, go and enjoy your drinks, and I will take your seat...2nd row tio bo  when u come back on monday, no seat for u old man liao 
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等时间过去 等现在的一切变成回忆 在某个夜里 我将站在海边大声喊你 曾有的悲喜 将会温暖也会刺痛我的心 我知道我一定会后悔失去你 就快看不到你的背影 分手就要成定局 我快要不能呼吸 能够相爱并不容易 无法想象没有你 那些洒满阳光日子里 那些眼泪和笑语 你真的已不在意 my love 轻轻的喊着你 曾经爱你 永远爱你 你已含着泪水转身而去 我还抱着盼望停留在原地 一段并不长的距离 爱却跨不过去 天空无语海无情 喔……对着你的背影轻声说 我爱你
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#57
23-04-2005, 11:12 AM
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this (tcss while waiting for story) reminds me of the days whie waiting for lecturer, the whole damn LT people buzzing ard...chatting and some bringin in noodles(!) and eat in LT....
all waiting for it to begin
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#58
23-04-2005, 12:24 PM
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我每日也想著你 靠在这街中等你 遥远张望随你悲喜 视线人浪中找你
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#59
23-04-2005, 06:40 PM
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Wa lan aaa... sianz sia..really lo.. dun noe how many words......Wrote le..hahah..still haven get to the point.....lolx.............anyone have Stories 2 share or not?....True Account one hor~~~hehe~~~...I ure many ppl interested lo...Cheers!
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#60
25-04-2005, 03:23 PM
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Hi all, sorry 2 keep all waiting..
tis getting out of pt. Apologises. Jus a sad episode during younger days. Ah bros, the length of the thread beyond my control, all r welcome 2 tcss. Tis is a free forum. Pai seh ah. Ok. Where was i? Hmm... Well, as it goes, i was a heart broken man (or boy for that matter). U know la, when u heart broken, the whole world jus comes 2 a stand-still. J was the oni connection 2 sanity 4 me. Come 2 think of it, I shldn't hav written bot her. (Oni wanna write bot inconsequential flings, gers who dun mean much 2 me) Ah, but wtf, she sort of fell in2 the 'grey' areas. hee.. So after 2-3 months or so of 'healing', I finally plucked up enuf courage 2 face the world again. So when she asked me out 1 weekend 2 celebrate her completion of the course, I gladly accepted the invitation. Well, at least it was a special occasion. Afterall, she was ther 4 me during the bad times. So we met up with her schoolmates as well, on the pretext of celebrating their end of school term n stepping in2 the society. Ah! Oso remembered was oso 2 hitched me up wif some of the schoolmates as well. (Sidetrack a bit, there's tis unspoken practice dat the undergrads will try 2 get hitched during the Uni days, those who still have not do so by the end of their uni life, they'll try 2 do so 2 meet the deadline. Dun ask me y, I'm not frm NUS. tis can be another dicussion. :P) So met at the famous cafe joint for dinner (go-dutch). Nothing much cos i was like a gong gong so sianz n all the grads tcss. Nothing interest me (ya, not even the gers, 1 of which rem was quite sweet looking but the kwai kwai type.) So i jus sat there n smile like an idiot. J saw I was quite bo liaoz. Tried 2 bring me in2 their discussions. Mus say most of them quite nice n try 2 chat me up by asking me qns like how's working life like la..etc.. I jus give simple answers n thus the conversation din carry on 2 any length. Though much of the attention was centred on me (macem a little lamb in a pack of hungry female wolves. hahaha...), I felt like an outcast. That nite, ther were guys in the group as well. And later I found out dat 1 of the guy was actually trying 2 court J (the lingo then was 'try 2 go steady' wif her). Whether i was a 'shield' 2 J or not for dat nite, I hav never seek confirmation.(Well, told u I was not interested at all liao lo.) Rem the guy 2 b a nerdy fella, n the whole nite was trying 2 wrestle for J's attention. However, J was simply not interested in him n was trying 2 make me feel easy. Rem, it was a damn bloody long dinner. Till I almost zzzz. As the nite wore on, I was getting very bored. N as the place started 2 pack-up wif the 'clubbing crowd', I decided 2 move around. Excused myself n proceed 2 go for a long 'toilet break'. I stayed downstairs 2 enjoy the live band (amuse myself wif the faggot lead singer.. haha.. those were the days..) I was soon immersing myself in the jiving music and lost track of time. I awakened by a tap on my shoulder. Ah! It was J, simling 2 me. Until then, I've not really taken note of her for the nite, she actually looked different n i was a little puzzled at 1st cos din recognise her! (hahaha.. I'll explain later) She told me dat her frens were splitting up liao. Some r moving 2 the other 'hip' joint (the 1 at jiak kim st.), asked me 2 join. Erhh.. that place not so much my kinda joint (I'm 'rocker' then ma....hahaha..). Told her 2 go ahead n that i wanna stay put. Assured her that I b fine. She asked me 2 wait for her while she go check wif her frens' plans. Ok lor. I'm not bothered at all. She came back with a smaller group. J, the geek (chasing her 1 la) n his sidekick (equally geek), n 3 of her gfs. 1 ah pui, 1 ah san, n a 'stoned' ger who always look 'Blank' (no not on drugs, she jus hav the blank look. But heh dun larf, she's a top student k!, going 4 her honors year 1 hor. So i was told)
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