Become a Memory - Page 3

sam30sg · #31 23-11-2013, 04:20 PM

...... day after day I was like a zombie thinking of Evelyn and those happy times we spent together and I had been in uni for 2 years unknowingly. I manage to score well enough to be in the list and that's the only thing I can do for Evelyn and that is to do well in life. From year 2 I manage to get a place in one of the hall as school work had catch up and the distance between home and school was kinda far.

Despite the hectic school work, I was very active in hall activities and I was in the committee to organize orientation program for newbies. The chairperson of the organizing committee divided us into groups to brainstorm ideas for our group individual task, I was assigned to be the leader of one group and working with me were 3 others from the same hall. There was 2 gals and another guy let's call them Alan, Stefanie and Tiffany. Alan and Stefanie were a pair they had been very active in hall activities and knows everyone of us well, as for Tiffany she is a shy gal and not so active in hall activities.

Okay before i start a brief description of them Alan a handsome sporty guy from engineering, Stefanie was from Arts and social science, pretty with nice body and Tiffany also from Arts very introverts but sweet looking gal. We usually will gather in my room after dinner and will have our discussion till late. During our discussion Alan and Stef were always be the merry maker, they would joke and have fun with anything and Tiffany will just sit there and writes whatever we said and this caught my attention. After the death of Evelyn I became very sensitive to people around me not wanting them to be left out, one night after our discussion i ask Tiffany to stay behind while Alan and Stef move to their own rooms.

Me: Hey Tiffany why you so quiet during our discussion are you uncomfortable with us?
Tiffany : errrr nope I just don't know what to say(still shy head down)
Me: oh it's ok just join in the discussion we aren't gonna eat you..hahhahaa
Tiffany: smile and nod her head.... okay(the same old one word answer)
Me: okay it's getting late let me walk you to your stairs.

She nod and just walk behind me like my little meimei btw she is 1.5m tall very petite, we reached her stairs and say good night to her and walk back to my room and that moment make me think of Lyn again walking her back to her house after our date and my tears just roll and suddenly I felt someone tab my shoulder........... to be continued

zerofighter · #32 23-11-2013, 04:42 PM

Sad and touching story.... Bro this thread touch my heart....

sam30sg · #33 24-11-2013, 10:07 AM

..... my tears just roll and suddenly I felt someone tab my shoulder, I turn around and saw Tiffany standing behind me. I ask her what happens.......

Me : Hey anything happens
Tiff : Oh nothing happen Sam, I took you room key by mistake sorry, why are you crying(in her same old soft and sweet voice)
Me :hey thanks for returning if not I gonna sleep outside my room, oh nothing I just think of someone I miss.
Tiff: oic you need to talk you have my listening ears,
Me: it's ok , getting late you better go back to you dorm and catch some sleep. I will be fine.
and we parted and back to our own dorm, nothing much happens over the weeks of preparation but Tiffany is slowly opening up she chat and laugh more with us and is much more outgoing compare to the first time we met. two weeks before the term starts the newbies came in for their orientation and our days were pack with activities and after action discussions. So our meal time was the only time we can sit down and rest. Alan and Stefanie will always disappeared during meal time doing their quickie maybe, so it always left with Tiffany and myself. We ate and discuss what to do next and of cause chat about out personal life and liking too.
Time passes and the two weeks of orientation was finally over and we were all burned out. Alan suggested we should go for a drink to relax ourselves that night and all three of us agreed but Tiffany was not saying she can't drink and doesn't like that of place. We manage to talk her out and she agreed to join us. We met at 6pm for dinner, we waited for some time but Tiffany never show up we thought she chicken out. But as we were moving off, I saw this gal dress in a white dress walking towards us and yes she is Tiffany, we were all staring at her she look so different after she doll up she even put on light make up....to be continue

tinhamodek · #34 24-11-2013, 12:34 PM

support bro
up you for the great write up

sam30sg · #35 25-11-2013, 10:56 AM

.....we move to my car a 1979 Datsun 100A. we went to Pasir Panjang for a good dinner and move on to a Pub at Liang Seah St, this song was played

when we were drinking and chatting and this trigger my tear bud and in dazed.T his is one of our(Evelyns) favorite song. the promise that I made "Right here waiting" and suddenly I felt someone hold on to my hand and that was Tiffany she hold me my hand tight and she give me a smile and nod her head. Alan and Stef was playing pool left with Tiffany and myself sitting at the table. I regain my composure and start chatting with Tiffany.
Me: Tiff are you enjoying yourself, you seem so quiet.
Tiff : yes Sam I am, enjoying you guys company and the jokes you guys crack.
Me: that good I still worried you don't
Tiff : oh no, no need to worried about me. errrr can I ask you something?
Me: ya shoot
Tiff : tonight is the second time I saw you tears anything bother you? you are not the sort that will cry easily right?
Me : oh sorry I am just thinking of some one I dear most and I just don't know why my tears just rolling down.
Tiff : Ic care to share, I like to know.....
as we chat someone select a song from the jukebox

and I relate my love story to Tiffany.

Tiff : Sam, i am sorry to know what had happened and i really felt for you. If you have not tell me I probably not know you have such a painful past.(holding on to my hands as she said that)
suddenly she lean forward and gave me a hug.......goodness the feeling is so familiar the same feel I had when I hug Evelyn for the first time and Tiffany whisper to my ear " you have my support Sam"....... to be continue

cumhybrid · #36 25-11-2013, 12:46 PM

Fk...u made me tears too...........

Annabelle93 · #37 25-11-2013, 01:51 PM

sad and touched story ~ Camping here all the way ~

JillStuart · #38 25-11-2013, 05:21 PM

The first part of the storyline is almost similar to the movie The girl in pinafore.. Touching yet having a sad ending. I feel you..

sam30sg · #39 25-11-2013, 06:00 PM

Yes when I watch the movie it was so real to me that I cried through the entire show. Maybe for those who had went through will actually know the pain of the lost.

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Originally Posted by JillStuart

The first part of the storyline is almost similar to the movie The girl in pinafore.. Touching yet having a sad ending. I feel you..

solamesio · #40 26-11-2013, 03:22 AM

sob sob man~~~ camp camp

sam30sg · #41 26-11-2013, 10:36 PM

Tiffany whisper to my ear " you have my support Sam" those words was encouraging, her hand so tidy yet warm, the kind of feeling that Evelyn gave when I am down and I really miss that so much at that moment I thought Lyn is back but reality she wasn't at all, she is Tiffany and she may be the one that gonna open the lock in my heart. It getting late and we decide it's time for us to go and we all hope to my car and since all of us are in the mood of celebration we decided to drive up Kent Ridge Hill. We were enjoying this song when it was played on 95FM