An Affair with an older married lady... and the aftermath...

[fwchong]

Yeah he is promoted to Ops Manager of a fucking company...wish we all can be in that kind of company, everyone is fucking each other....

Originally Posted by entering

He's got a good job now and sounds like he likes what he does (or he likes who he does), so he may not need the money anymore.

May explain the dilemma he has since now he moving up the Maslow hierarchy.

He's looking for self actualisation.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by entering

He's got a good job now and sounds like he likes what he does (or he likes who he does), so he may not need the money anymore.

May explain the dilemma he has since now he moving up the Maslow hierarchy.

He's looking for self actualisation.

If I knew his company was hiring I would have applied. Lol. I need to move up the hierarchy too.

But yeah, I think he likes who he does in addition to what he does.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by fwchong

Yeah he is promoted to Ops Manager of a fucking company...wish we all can be in that kind of company, everyone is fucking each other....

Sadly he is not the one fucking everyone. Was his predecessor. Or has the finance guy taken over that job?

[junior_cannibal]

Originally Posted by EnigmaofSorrow

I thought Ann used to leave money for him after they had sex. Maybe he should go back to Ann and prove to her why he is better than everyone else.

Ya, that's the only one who bothered to use Mark and paid for his service.
The rest, cheapo lor. On one hand, praised him for being nice, could last long, super accommodating, on the other hand, thought there's nothing wrong to use him as he's always obliged. Once he occasionally rejected, they got confused. Didn't know the reality was, Mark was shagged by other users.

[jwat]

okay, if N did at Mark house, and Shirlyn got to know, sure Mark gg.

Camping for the staycation episode

Mark has to believe what he has to believe, nothing much Mark can do

[entering]

Originally Posted by EnigmaofSorrow

Sadly he is not the one fucking everyone. Was his predecessor. Or has the finance guy taken over that job?

Well, don't say too soon. I believe in his passive aggressive technique. Very high level one. After a while, not only everyone, maybe their moms and daughters and best friends too.

Still Water runs deep.

[otamay]

Originally Posted by EnigmaofSorrow

Sadly he is not the one fucking everyone. Was his predecessor. Or has the finance guy taken over that job?

Yeah, but is those gals fucking Mark, hehe.

Camping here for more juicy updates please.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by jwat

okay, if N did at Mark house, and Shirlyn got to know, sure Mark gg.

Camping for the staycation episode

Mark has to believe what he has to believe, nothing much Mark can do

Don't think she will care right? They are fuck buddies after all. Everyone is camping for the staycation.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by otamay

Yeah, but is those gals fucking Mark, hehe.

Camping here for more juicy updates please.

One for now. The rest probably gave up already.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by entering

Well, don't say too soon. I believe in his passive aggressive technique. Very high level one. After a while, not only everyone, maybe their moms and daughters and best friends too.

Still Water runs deep.

Not sure what you mean by passive aggressive technique. I think it is more of a laid-back style? Go with the flow? If have good but don't have never mind?

Actually maybe you are right. All the same.

[Shrouded]

I actually had a pretty good sleep and woke up later than usual. Shirlyn had arranged to meet around lunchtime at her place before heading down to the hotel.

I had a quick breakfast of Filet o Fish just in case, as I remembered how it supposedly helped me to perform previously, but there was no way I was driving down to Geylang just to buy duck rice.

We had a slow lunch at the prata place before going to the hotel, reaching slightly after 2pm, and surprisingly, the room was not ready yet. We hung around the lobby before she suggested we go walk around Marina or Suntec to pass the time.

Around 4pm she received a call from the hotel apologising for the wait and that they had upgraded our room to a premier room or something. I wondered if she was a frequent guest or something. Then again, I rarely booked such hotels. I smiled to myself as I imagined Hotel 81 upgrading my room due to a delay.

So the room was on a high floor, with an amazing view. The bathtub was huge. I seriously could see us fucking in it. Somehow we even had vouchers for dinner at the restaurant downstairs.

We rolled around on the bed for awhile, flipping through the channels on TV.

S: I forgot to get bath bombs.

Me: Do we need them?

S: I think you'll like them.

Me: Oh? Where do we get them from? Concierge?

S: No silly. There's a shop at Suntec. We walked past but didn't go in.

Me: Oh.

S: We can go again after dinner.

Me: Sure.

S: But first…

She undid the knot on her at the top of her dress and let it fall onto the bed, her luscious breasts still covered by her bra. She pushed me down and crawled onto me.

Me: Shouldn't we shower first?

S: We can shower when I'm done.

Me: Ok…

She pulled off my t-shirt and unbuckled my jeans, struggling to get them off as they were rather tight fitting so I helped her out there. She grabbed my cock by the base and licked my balls, before engulfing me, slurping away till I got hard.

She lay on her side.

S: My favourite position please.

I raised one of her legs and placed it on my shoulder before testing the entrance. Somehow she got wet from sucking my dick. I slid in slowly anyway, rubbing her clit at the same time, driving her crazy.

She must have came at least twice in the fifteen minutes or so I was pounding away.

I pulled out and lay her face down flat on the bed, sliding in as deep as I could. Luckily she enjoyed this position as well. I could tell from the way she was grabbing at the sheets and moaning into the pillow. I changed positions after another 10 minutes or so and did her missionary, bending down to suckle on her breasts.

I felt her contractions again so I maintained a steady pace. She wrapped her legs around my back.

I pounded her in that position for a while longer but my back was getting slightly sore. I probably was getting too old for this.

A couple more thrusts and I came, with her squeezing me dry. I lay on her and kissed her, somehow also forgetting that maybe we shouldn't kiss so much. But she kissed me back passionately, our tongues twirling around each other's as my cock deflated and slowly slipped out of her. Luckily I didn't cum much and nothing seemed to flow out. I lay down next to her.

Me: Maybe we shouldn't kiss too much.

S: Yeah. Kissing is very intimate.

She lay in my arms for awhile before we went to shower and headed downstairs for dinner.

Dinner was fine I guess. Ala carte buffet system so we got nearly one of each dish to try. Came pretty fast despite it being dinner time on a Saturday. Only wish it wasn't halal. Cos breakfast is at the same place and I like bacon.

After dinner we went to walk again and went to the shop that sold bath bombs. She got a few, I didn't really know what they were or what they did.

We took a slow walk back to the hotel and she ran a bath and dropped a bomb in.

We ended up soaking in the tub for quite some time. I even fell asleep while she lay on me. She probably fell asleep too.

I don't know why but I decided to wake her by giving her a breast massage.

S: Hmmm… what are you doing?

Me: Playing with your breasts?

S: Right. And why?

Me: No clue.

S: You really don't strike me as a boobs person.

I continued massaging but she turned around to face me. It was a really awkward position as her back was arched unnaturally.

S: I want you inside me.

Me: How?

S: Let me think.

She grabbed my dick under the bubbles and started wanking while staring at me.

S: I think it's hard enough.

She turned back around and sat down slowly.

S: Ok this is harder than I thought.

But she managed to get it in anyway.

S: I can't straighten my legs, I'll slide off.

I grabbed her ass to support her.

Me: How's this?

S: Not very comfortable actually. It was better when I was just leaning on you.

Me: Errr.. lean back?

She tried to lean on me again but I slipped out. Probably due to the angle, and also the soapy water. If I was longer perhaps it was possible. But if I was longer she might snap if we moved wrongly.

S: Ok I give up.

She got off and lay back down, just lying on me.

I sneaked my hand down and rubbed her pussy.

S: You don't have to you know. Besides, I'd rather have your dick in me.

I stopped.

S: Let's just lie here like this.

Me: Ok.

The water was getting cold so she drained a little and turned on the tap. I flinched as the hot water hit my foot.

S: Relax. I'll turn it off when it's warm.

I closed my eyes and let the warmth surround me and we both fell asleep again.

We automatically woke up when the water got cold again and rinsed off before heading to bed.

I spooned her from behind, my semi-hard cock brushing against her butt.

S: If I'm wet and you're hard just put it in.

Me: I'm not that hard.

She scrambled under the covers and started chewing on my dick.

Me: Hey!

S: Doesn't hurt right?

Me: No…

She put the entire thing into her mouth. I could feel it growing as her tongue rubbed against my shaft. Then she gagged and coughed.

S: Ok. It's hard.

She small spooned me again and I slid it in. She wasn't very wet, but my dick was coated with her saliva so I managed to enter with slight resistance.

S: Ok. Leave it in and let's sleep.

Me: Huh?

S: I like the feeling of you inside me.

Me: Don't you wish it was bigger?

S: Nope. You referring to Darren?

Me: Yeah.

S: You know he's having a hard time right?

Me: Can't tell.

S: His size makes it difficult for most women. And even those that can accommodate him, he cums fast because they're so tight.

Me: But he recovers fast too.

S: That's not the point. He feels inadequate in some ways. In fact he kind of admires you I think.

Me: What?

S: You last long. Way too long sometimes.

Me: And… I'm sure most guys would rather have a bigger dick.

S: This isn't a contest. Women feel satisfied when all the boxes are ticked.

I thrusted slowly, letting her feel me.

S: Eh. Really. Just leave it in. Don't need to fuck me.

Me: What if I want to?

S: Then you know what I like.

I got up while trying my best to remain inside her and placed one leg on my shoulder.

S: I might be too sleepy to enjoy it though.

Me: You sure about that?

I rubbed her clit slowly and she trembled.

S: You ass.

I continued rubbing as I thrust into her. I still did not know why she liked this position so much. I did use it with others but it seemed normal to them. It wasn't as though I had a curved dick or what so I was rubbing against some special spot. But to her, it was the best thing in the world when I was doing it.

I tried grabbing her breasts with my other hand but it proved slightly difficult to balance. She buried her face in the pillow to muffle her moans.

Maybe I came too many times already in the past two days but I seemed to be able to go on forever. She had already tried pushing me off mid-orgasm but eventually gave up as I gave her what I hoped were multiple orgasms in quick succession.

S: I really cannot already.

Me: I haven't cum.

S: Don't torture me anymore.

Me: But you're enjoying it right.

S: I am. But I can't feel my legs anymore.

Me: Alright then.

I pulled out and got off the bed to wash up. Shirlyn tried to follow but nearly tumbled off the bed. I managed to catch her.

Me: Wow. Really can't feel your legs?

S: Yes. Carry me.

Me: What?

S: I'm not that heavy.

Me: The top is.

S: Idiot!

I sat her on the bed and slid my arms under her upper back and knees.

Me: Hold on to my neck.

S: Ok.

I got her in the cradle position and stood up.

It was a mistake. I felt something snap in my lower back, but I gritted my teeth and carried her to the bathroom anyway.

S: You ok?

Me: Think I pulled something.

S: Am I really that heavy?

Me: No… it's not you. I'm not as strong as I thought I was.

Which was strange as I was very sure I had carried heavier girls before.

I tried some stretching but the ache on my back was actually quite bad. We quickly washed up and got back to bed.

I lay down flat, trying not to move.

Shirlyn got between my legs and started sucking.

Me: What are you doing?

S: You didn't cum. I'll use my mouth.

Me: It's fine. Let's just rest.

She continued sucking anyway but I couldn't get hard. She literally had my entire dick in her mouth and was tonguing my balls.

S: Errr… is something wrong?

Me: What?

S: Usually you can get hard.

Me: I pulled my back muscle. Not my dick.

She wanked my flaccid member but was unable to do so as it refused to get hard.

S: Ok. Something is definitely wrong.

She got off and went to get a face towel to wipe my dick before lying down next to me.

S: Sorry…

Me: It's not you. Really.

S: I'm worried.

Me: I'll see a doctor later ok?

S: Raffles hospital. Company benefits covers it.

Me: Even A&E?

S: Eh hello. You're part HR. How come you don't know?

Me: Err… comp & ben is under Rebecca.

S: That's a damn bad excuse. I'll make sure it's in your appraisal.

Me: What???

S: But since you pleasured me so well, I think I'll let it go.

Me: Haha. Very funny.

S: But seriously we'll go tomorrow after checking out ok?

Me: Ok.

We finally went to sleep, Shirlyn lying on my chest, trying hard not to injure me further.

Honestly, it was a stupid move on my part. But I more or less figured it was a back strain/sprain, there was no shooting pain or nerve pain down my legs so it shouldn't be a slipped disc. There wasn't any numbness either, just a dull ache and occasional manageable sharp pain when I moved suddenly. But I had no explanation as to why I couldn't get an erection.

I hoped the doctor would have a better answer.

[entering]

Originally Posted by Shrouded

Honestly, it was a stupid move on my part. But I more or less figured it was a back strain/sprain, there was no shooting pain or nerve pain down my legs so it shouldn't be a slipped disc. There wasn't any numbness either, just a dull ache and occasional manageable sharp pain when I moved suddenly. But I had no explanation as to why I couldn't get an erection.

I hoped the doctor would have a better answer.

The other day one of the girls was asking me if I work out and I told them I just do easy 30 minutes from YouTube:
Beginner HIIT dumbbells 30 minutes.

I tried everyday but was so tired out I couldn't work. So it was down to 3 times a week.

Reason I raise this is cuz I also take an hour to cum. So meantime I've to be on plank when missionary, or carry their legs, or knees bent thrusting from the back for about 20 minutes before I feel the sensation to cum.

Helps with the top heavy lifting.

Alternate with Yoga for weight loss for stretches that keeps you fit.

This fucking 3 times a day thing when I was in Cambodia, everyday at the gym doing cardio on a different machine.

Take care of your body. It wears down a lot faster than you think.

[fwchong]

hope your back is nothing serious...take care

[Shrouded]

As expected, breakfast had no bacon. It wasn't disappointing though, given the wide selection.

Shirlyn decided not to strain me further so we just soaked in the tub for a couple of hours after breakfast again. Strangely, the warm bath seemed to be helping my back. But when I got out of it and moved to the bed, it started to ache again.

She decided to check out early and forgo lunch and instructed me to drive directly to Raffles Hospital.

The queue at the A&E was surprisingly short. I thought I had read the news that A&Es and even GP clinics were overcrowded due to people going for mild symptoms of Covid. I saw the doctor, got pressed all over my back, my stomach, my legs. Did some strength/reaction test. Didn't need an x-ray but was told to come back if I didn't get better in a couple of days.

Diagnosis was back sprain, was given 3 days MC, although I didn't think I would need it, and a ton of painkillers and a pain relief gel, even though I said the sharp pain was like a 4? It was just the constant dull ache that was bothering me. I didn't ask about my inability to achieve an erection though. It didn't seem appropriate, especially since Shirlyn went in with me.

In any case, we were out of the hospital in around an hour and a half, and I didn't have to pay a single cent. Perhaps I really should actually read the employee manual to see what other benefits there were. For someone who was in the army for so long, I was used to free medical care in camp, so I guess I always assumed once I was on the outside, I better not get too sick or hurt otherwise I would incur an abnormally large bill.

I sent Shirlyn home and we had lunch at the prata place again before I headed home. She was still apologetic about the whole incident, even though I probably should have been the one to feel bad as she didn't get to fully enjoy the staycation. Perhaps the next one should be on me.

I took the painkillers once I reached home and promptly fell asleep. I had left my phone on silent mode so I missed all the calls and texts that came in.

I woke up way past dinner time, but I wasn't hungry.

Shirlyn had texted to see if I was feeling better and told me to consume my MC, report back to work on Wednesday, but I told her I'd just work from home.

Alicia had texted to ask if I wanted to go for a short evening cycle, and I could call my booby friend along. But by the time I woke up, she probably already finished.

Natasha had texted too, telling me how much she enjoyed Friday night/Saturday morning, and wanted to book me for the next week. I didn't give her a reply but told her I'd let her know by Thursday if I could make it.

Jasmine had texted too, to check if I was going to be in the office on Monday as she was confused about my schedule now after I got promoted. There was some issue with one of the clients under my portfolio and she wanted to schedule a meeting first thing in the morning to get it sorted out. I told her I got injured and would be working from home. She said ok.

I cooked some noodles and took my meds again before going to lie down. Suddenly my doorbell rang and my dad answered the door.

D: Mark! Your colleague is here.

I wondered who it might be. It was nearly 10pm and I didn't know and couldn't remember who actually had my address.

I put on a singlet and came out.

Jasmine was at the door with a couple of bags of stuff.

She had bought fruits and some chicken essence.

Me: Erm. Hi.

D: Why don't you go to your room, I'm watching TV. Don't disturb me.

What happened next was probably the most awkward I ever felt in months.

Jasmine placed the items on the dining table and entered my dark room, before sitting at the foot of the bed. I turned on the lights.

She was dressed simply in a t-shirt and shorts. Her clutch bag was placed on my study table. I wondered how she came over.

J: Are you ok?

She started examining my face for bruises.

Me: I'm fine. What's up?

J: Oh. You said you were injured. I got worried.

Me: Why?

J: Erm. Nothing.

Me: Just say.

J: I got a text from Alan yesterday. New number. He said he would kill you if he saw you.

Me: Haha. What?

J: Yeah. I ignored it at first. Then you said you were injured. I was afraid he did something to you.

Me: Shouldn't I be dead if he did something to me? And if you cared enough, you'd have called me earlier. Hahaha.

J: Trust you to still be able to joke about it.

Me: I'm really fine. Don't worry.

J: What happened?

Me: Sprained my back.

J: How? Too much sex is it? With Nat? All she talks about is how good you are in bed when we're at the gym.

Me: What? No… I was carrying something heavy. Think I lifted the wrong way.

She slapped my tummy.

J: Ya la! Your core is weak thanks to this.

Me: My core is fine.

J: You should come to the gym with us.

Me: Erm. It's ok.

J: But I was really worried la.

Me: I know. Thanks for the concern.

J: So how bad is it?

Me: I'll live.

J: Need me to massage or not?

Me: Are you serious?

J: I know how to massage ok.

Me: I know you do. But we aren't supposed to see each other right?

J: We aren't supposed to be fucking each other. We're still friends right? What's wrong with a massage between friends?

Me: Of course we're friends. But partially dressed friends in the same room…

J: Only you'll be partially dressed. I'm not giving you some sexy massage. Unless that's what you want?

Me: Haha… no… a normal massage is fine.

J: Ok. Then strip and lie face down.

Me: Right.

I took off my top and lay on the bed.

Jasmine started pressing and rubbing my back, starting with the shoulders, then moving down the spine towards the lower back. She hit the spot where it hurt and I sort of moaned.

J: What the fuck?

Me: What?

J: You're hilarious la. You don't even moan like this during sex. It's like you're more aroused when I'm massaging you than when we have sex.

Me: It's not that kind of moan.

J: Well, you really don't moan much during sex.

She pressed the spot again, harder this time and I moaned/groaned even louder. She tried hard not to burst out laughing. I wondered what my dad was probably thinking. Luckily the TV was so loud that I could even hear what he was watching.

She continued to rub around the spot and I tried my best not to make any more noise. She rubbed the area and moved lower and lower towards my ass, sliding her fingers into my shorts.

Me: Hey….

J: I'm rubbing out the tension la. Not as it I never touched you there before. You never had a proper massage before?

Ten minutes later she was done. I sat up and stretched. It really felt a lot better.

Me: Wow. Thanks.

J: Shiok right?

Me: I feel better already.

J: That's good. You want special sir?

Me: Very funny.

J: My special very good.

Me: I know. But cannot. Wait police catch.

We both laughed and she sat down next to me after I got dressed.

Me: How did you get here? I can drive you back…

J: Oh. I drove.

Me: You got a car now?

J: Yup. I asked Alicia. She brought me to the dealership.

Me: Oh. Good deal?

J: With COE prices these days? Of course.

Me: What did you get?

J: Your old car. I think.

Me: What? The Toyota?

J: Yup.

Me: The manual Toyota?

J: Eh hello. I can drive stick ok.

Me: Is this a mid-life crisis kind of thing?

J: Maybe.

Me: Surprised it's still at the dealership.

J: Why not? It's a manual. It's 1.8 litres. Have you seen petrol prices these days?

Me: It's really the one I drove before?

J: Should be. Looks exactly the same. Anyway few more months left only la. Drive first since nobody wants it.

Me: You got season parking?

J: Nope. It's more of a night and weekend thing.

Me: You should have gotten a red plate then.

J: You want then I swap with you lor.

Me: It's fine.

J: Anyway, just be careful ok.

Me: Have you made a report?

J: Yeah. Don't think he will dare to come after me. It's you I'm worried about.

I gave her a hug. It was a bad idea as I had to turn my body to face her.

J: Erm..what do you think you're doing?

But she did not push me away. Instead, she wrapped her arms around me as well and we slowly lay down on the bed.

I felt some wetness on my arm as she buried her face in my chest. I stroked her hair.

Me: What's wrong?

J: This is so hard…

I looked at my crotch.

Me: It's not hard.

She giggled.

J: You know that's not what I'm referring to.

Me: Trying to cheer you up.

J: I know.

I let her cry silently as I just held her tightly. Somehow we both lost track of time and fell asleep, waking up with a start later on.

J: Owww… my breasts hurt.

Me: Huh? What?

J: I'm wearing a bra?

I reached for my phone to check the time.

Me: Wow. It's 2am. Did we sleep for so long?

J: You must be exhausted from all the sex you've been having.

Me: Right. And you?

J: I'm just exhausted.

The house was silent, obviously my dad had gone to bed as well. I wondered if he was going to ask why my colleague stayed over till so late.

J: Well, I guess I'm going home. Zoom at 10 ok?

Me: Sure. Send me the link.

J: Please take care of yourself.

Me: I'll walk you to the car.

It was a rather cooling early morning. The ground was wet, I guess it rained for awhile when we were sleeping.

We reached the car park and I saw the car. It was indeed the one I used to drive.

J: Don't try to be a hero if Alan comes after you ok? I don't want to attend your funeral.

Me: Will you be sad?

J: What?

Me: If something happened to me.

J: Don't be an ass. I already feel bad that I've caused all this trouble.

Me: But will you be sad?

J: Of course la! Idiot.

She got into the car and put the roof down.

J: 10am later. Rest well.

Me: Good night Jasmine.

I watched as she drove off before heading back home.

Those couple of hours in bed with Jasmine doing nothing actually made me really happy, and I couldn't really explain why.

[jamestan1]

Originally Posted by Shrouded

As expected, breakfast had no bacon. It wasn't disappointing though, given the wide selection.

Shirlyn decided not to strain me further so we just soaked in the tub for a couple of hours after breakfast again. Strangely, the warm bath seemed to be helping my back. But when I got out of it and moved to the bed, it started to ache again.

She decided to check out early and forgo lunch and instructed me to drive directly to Raffles Hospital.

The queue at the A&E was surprisingly short. I thought I had read the news that A&Es and even GP clinics were overcrowded due to people going for mild symptoms of Covid. I saw the doctor, got pressed all over my back, my stomach, my legs. Did some strength/reaction test. Didn't need an x-ray but was told to come back if I didn't get better in a couple of days.

Diagnosis was back sprain, was given 3 days MC, although I didn't think I would need it, and a ton of painkillers and a pain relief gel, even though I said the sharp pain was like a 4? It was just the constant dull ache that was bothering me. I didn't ask about my inability to achieve an erection though. It didn't seem appropriate, especially since Shirlyn went in with me.

In any case, we were out of the hospital in around an hour and a half, and I didn't have to pay a single cent. Perhaps I really should actually read the employee manual to see what other benefits there were. For someone who was in the army for so long, I was used to free medical care in camp, so I guess I always assumed once I was on the outside, I better not get too sick or hurt otherwise I would incur an abnormally large bill.

I sent Shirlyn home and we had lunch at the prata place again before I headed home. She was still apologetic about the whole incident, even though I probably should have been the one to feel bad as she didn't get to fully enjoy the staycation. Perhaps the next one should be on me.

I took the painkillers once I reached home and promptly fell asleep. I had left my phone on silent mode so I missed all the calls and texts that came in.

I woke up way past dinner time, but I wasn't hungry.

Shirlyn had texted to see if I was feeling better and told me to consume my MC, report back to work on Wednesday, but I told her I'd just work from home.

Alicia had texted to ask if I wanted to go for a short evening cycle, and I could call my booby friend along. But by the time I woke up, she probably already finished.

Natasha had texted too, telling me how much she enjoyed Friday night/Saturday morning, and wanted to book me for the next week. I didn't give her a reply but told her I'd let her know by Thursday if I could make it.

Jasmine had texted too, to check if I was going to be in the office on Monday as she was confused about my schedule now after I got promoted. There was some issue with one of the clients under my portfolio and she wanted to schedule a meeting first thing in the morning to get it sorted out. I told her I got injured and would be working from home. She said ok.

I cooked some noodles and took my meds again before going to lie down. Suddenly my doorbell rang and my dad answered the door.

D: Mark! Your colleague is here.

I wondered who it might be. It was nearly 10pm and I didn't know and couldn't remember who actually had my address.

I put on a singlet and came out.

Jasmine was at the door with a couple of bags of stuff.

She had bought fruits and some chicken essence.

Me: Erm. Hi.

D: Why don't you go to your room, I'm watching TV. Don't disturb me.

What happened next was probably the most awkward I ever felt in months.

Jasmine placed the items on the dining table and entered my dark room, before sitting at the foot of the bed. I turned on the lights.

She was dressed simply in a t-shirt and shorts. Her clutch bag was placed on my study table. I wondered how she came over.

J: Are you ok?

She started examining my face for bruises.

Me: I'm fine. What's up?

J: Oh. You said you were injured. I got worried.

Me: Why?

J: Erm. Nothing.

Me: Just say.

J: I got a text from Alan yesterday. New number. He said he would kill you if he saw you.

Me: Haha. What?

J: Yeah. I ignored it at first. Then you said you were injured. I was afraid he did something to you.

Me: Shouldn't I be dead if he did something to me? And if you cared enough, you'd have called me earlier. Hahaha.

J: Trust you to still be able to joke about it.

Me: I'm really fine. Don't worry.

J: What happened?

Me: Sprained my back.

J: How? Too much sex is it? With Nat? All she talks about is how good you are in bed when we're at the gym.

Me: What? No… I was carrying something heavy. Think I lifted the wrong way.

She slapped my tummy.

J: Ya la! Your core is weak thanks to this.

Me: My core is fine.

J: You should come to the gym with us.

Me: Erm. It's ok.

J: But I was really worried la.

Me: I know. Thanks for the concern.

J: So how bad is it?

Me: I'll live.

J: Need me to massage or not?

Me: Are you serious?

J: I know how to massage ok.

Me: I know you do. But we aren't supposed to see each other right?

J: We aren't supposed to be fucking each other. We're still friends right? What's wrong with a massage between friends?

Me: Of course we're friends. But partially dressed friends in the same room…

J: Only you'll be partially dressed. I'm not giving you some sexy massage. Unless that's what you want?

Me: Haha… no… a normal massage is fine.

J: Ok. Then strip and lie face down.

Me: Right.

I took off my top and lay on the bed.

Jasmine started pressing and rubbing my back, starting with the shoulders, then moving down the spine towards the lower back. She hit the spot where it hurt and I sort of moaned.

J: What the fuck?

Me: What?

J: You're hilarious la. You don't even moan like this during sex. It's like you're more aroused when I'm massaging you than when we have sex.

Me: It's not that kind of moan.

J: Well, you really don't moan much during sex.

She pressed the spot again, harder this time and I moaned/groaned even louder. She tried hard not to burst out laughing. I wondered what my dad was probably thinking. Luckily the TV was so loud that I could even hear what he was watching.

She continued to rub around the spot and I tried my best not to make any more noise. She rubbed the area and moved lower and lower towards my ass, sliding her fingers into my shorts.

Me: Hey….

J: I'm rubbing out the tension la. Not as it I never touched you there before. You never had a proper massage before?

Ten minutes later she was done. I sat up and stretched. It really felt a lot better.

Me: Wow. Thanks.

J: Shiok right?

Me: I feel better already.

J: That's good. You want special sir?

Me: Very funny.

J: My special very good.

Me: I know. But cannot. Wait police catch.

We both laughed and she sat down next to me after I got dressed.

Me: How did you get here? I can drive you back…

J: Oh. I drove.

Me: You got a car now?

J: Yup. I asked Alicia. She brought me to the dealership.

Me: Oh. Good deal?

J: With COE prices these days? Of course.

Me: What did you get?

J: Your old car. I think.

Me: What? The Toyota?

J: Yup.

Me: The manual Toyota?

J: Eh hello. I can drive stick ok.

Me: Is this a mid-life crisis kind of thing?

J: Maybe.

Me: Surprised it's still at the dealership.

J: Why not? It's a manual. It's 1.8 litres. Have you seen petrol prices these days?

Me: It's really the one I drove before?

J: Should be. Looks exactly the same. Anyway few more months left only la. Drive first since nobody wants it.

Me: You got season parking?

J: Nope. It's more of a night and weekend thing.

Me: You should have gotten a red plate then.

J: You want then I swap with you lor.

Me: It's fine.

J: Anyway, just be careful ok.

Me: Have you made a report?

J: Yeah. Don't think he will dare to come after me. It's you I'm worried about.

I gave her a hug. It was a bad idea as I had to turn my body to face her.

J: Erm..what do you think you're doing?

But she did not push me away. Instead, she wrapped her arms around me as well and we slowly lay down on the bed.

I felt some wetness on my arm as she buried her face in my chest. I stroked her hair.

Me: What's wrong?

J: This is so hard…

I looked at my crotch.

Me: It's not hard.

She giggled.

J: You know that's not what I'm referring to.

Me: Trying to cheer you up.

J: I know.

I let her cry silently as I just held her tightly. Somehow we both lost track of time and fell asleep, waking up with a start later on.

J: Owww… my breasts hurt.

Me: Huh? What?

J: I'm wearing a bra?

I reached for my phone to check the time.

Me: Wow. It's 2am. Did we sleep for so long?

J: You must be exhausted from all the sex you've been having.

Me: Right. And you?

J: I'm just exhausted.

The house was silent, obviously my dad had gone to bed as well. I wondered if he was going to ask why my colleague stayed over till so late.

J: Well, I guess I'm going home. Zoom at 10 ok?

Me: Sure. Send me the link.

J: Please take care of yourself.

Me: I'll walk you to the car.

It was a rather cooling early morning. The ground was wet, I guess it rained for awhile when we were sleeping.

We reached the car park and I saw the car. It was indeed the one I used to drive.

J: Don't try to be a hero if Alan comes after you ok? I don't want to attend your funeral.

Me: Will you be sad?

J: What?

Me: If something happened to me.

J: Don't be an ass. I already feel bad that I've caused all this trouble.

Me: But will you be sad?

J: Of course la! Idiot.

She got into the car and put the roof down.

J: 10am later. Rest well.

Me: Good night Jasmine.

I watched as she drove off before heading back home.

Those couple of hours in bed with Jasmine doing nothing actually made me really happy, and I couldn't really explain why.

Bro. I know it's your life. But if u really love her, and wanna get rid of all the past (aka being booty call to others), then u really have to set ur mind to it. If what Nat said was true, and J and D weren't banging after the break up, then i think u should do it too. Give her ur support in helping her get thru whatever she's going thru now, and show that u will always be there for her. The finalisation of the divorce is just an excuse. U know it too.

But of course if u are undecided, then just continue what u are doing.