The Diary Of Av Actor

[songest]

Translation #29

Pervert fans

[Have you met your fans?] I asked 佐藤.
[No, I am very low key and basically I don't go to publicity events.]
[Then your fans will be very disappointed.]
[I'm not shooting for them, its enough that they masturbate
while watching my films]

[Aren't you afraid of them stalking you? You do not
have contact with them and they may resort to unorthodox
means to satisfy their fantasies.]

[You see, I am not having problems even today?]
[That's just your luck.]
[Don't think about it, come give me a massage.]
I looked at her butt, and can't help thinking what happened
today.

I was at the lounge reading a book before the scheduled
filming with 麻倉憂.
[Hey!] 麻倉憂 shouted.
[What's happening?] I rush over to ask her.
[My bra is missing!]
[When?]
[Bra was on the table when I went for shower and now its gone]
[Who stole it?] 小寶 ask the studio staff.
I would not have answered even if I am the one.
Why?
They are looking at av actress having sex every day,
and had seen it all.
Don't have to steal a bra to go home to fantasize.
In other words, someone had sneaked into the studio and
stolen the bra.
Coincidentally, today's script called for 麻倉 playing
the role of a schoolgirl having her bra stolen.

[Today 麻倉 bra was stolen.] I said as I was massaging
her butt.
[Is it? Who stolen it.... press lower.]
[Don't know, someone sneaked into the studio and stole it.]
[Press harder... just looking at her films is not enough,
need her bra to masturbate?]
[You see, you are too far away from your fans. They can be
reckless]
I slapped her ass:
[Get up, maybe the next target is you.]

The next day, I was eating out with 佐藤 at a restaurant.
We met 麻倉 and her manager coming out from a police station.
She was wearing sunglasses, but her look was gaunt.
[What happened?] I asked her.
[Let's sit down and talk.]
In the restaurant, she took off the sun glasses.
Eyes were very red.
[Yesterday I came home to found the bedroom window opened,
wardrobe was a mess and all my underwear was stolen.
So I went to the police station today.]
and she started to cry.
佐藤 came up to comfort her and said:
[Forget this and come over to my place to stay.]
She nodded.

At home, 佐藤 said to 麻倉:
[Go take a bath, and come out to watch 小丸子 on tv.]
In the hall, 麻倉 is beginning to feel better.
[My favorite is 小丸子.] 麻倉 laugh and said
[Massage me.] 佐藤 asked me.
I started massaging her shoulder.
麻倉 looked at us, said:
[This is happiness. Ever since I started filming, I
have very little physical contact with others, fearing
that they can become reckless.]

[Sleep with me tonight.] 佐藤 said.
They went to bed early and I see them holding each other.
In my mind, they are good sister to each other.

A few days later, 麻倉 return to the workplace.
Staff were giving her encouraging pats on her shoulder.
The filming progressed very well all day, and when its
over, she and the assistant went to take a bath while
others did not pay any attention.
[Hey!]
Again.her under garments had disappeared.
No one saw it happening.
[Can't carry on like this, if this continue, 麻倉 will be retiring.]
小寶 told me.
[This must be an inside job, 麻倉 returning to the studio
is only make known this morning.]
[Why don't we....]

The next day, we met as usual at the conference room,
The filming notice was circulated, saying that 麻倉 have
a few scenes to add.
We hope that the staff will come tomorrow to the studio
to help.

At the studio, 小寶 and I were talking as usual.
Staff go about setting up the equipment as usual,
and 麻倉 also went to take a bath.
Suddenly, appearing on the studio floor were some
white spots.
小寶 immediately followed those spots and pounced on
the thief.
[Is you, Asada!] 麻倉 cried in disbelief.
[How did you find out?]
[I had painted the floor in the lounge with some
correction fluid which you can't see, hahaha.]
[Why do you want to steal my underwear?]
[I like you! When I see you always smiling happily when
your underwear is removed, I am very excited.
I had followed you home to see where you live.
That day I stole your bra, you were unhappy and I thought
of returning to you but I am scared.

I then go to your house to return the stolen bra but
once I saw your collection, I cannot resist and took them back
again.
Please forgive me! ]
[You resign, I can't be working at the studio facing you.]

Actress really live a bitter life, smiling happily in front of camera
while acting and got mistaken for real?

How to live like that?

[songest]

Next episode in Chinese


噢，你也在這裏

自從十二月十五日，和明日花分手後，
我的壓力減少了不少，因為不用再瘋狂做愛。
取而代之的，是輕鬆的文娛節目：
看書
櫻心美於片中表演得極度誘惑，但在現實世界卻是一個怕醜的小女孩。
平日只會到書店閒逛，沒有黑澤的多姿多彩，
也沒有明步的聲色犬馬，卻在文字的世界裡，
悠然自得，不亦樂乎。
她是公私分明的女人，絕不會要求與我上床，
也不會答應與我上床。
我們平日在她家中會一起看書，
有時會分享對書和作者的看法，
就此談上整個晚上。

「有沒有看「色‧戒」？」
她問我。
「有啊，在銀座看的。」
「不是啦，是張愛玲的書。」
「沒有，很少看翻譯小說。」
「你真的要看看，她寫的書太好看了，
她對愛情的見解實在讓我佩服至極。」
「她是甚麼人？幾大了？」
「中國人，已經去世了。」
「那妳有沒有看過電影版色戒？」
「有啊，那女的不剃毛，我不能接受。」
「那你想不想來重演其中一埸戲？
你就可以成為偶像筆下的一個角色。」
我抱着她。
「不要，你又不是梁朝偉，
沒他那麼帥。」
她推開了我。

佐藤也喜歡看書，彷彿女優私下除了吃就是看書。
只是她不愛與我談談她的這項興趣。
「妳在看甚麼書？」
「你不認識的。」
「我也看書的。」
「不要吵我啦。」
一副自己是高級知識份子的模樣。

「喂，你書枱上的書是什麼？
挺好看的。」有一天她問我。
「中國作家張愛玲。」
「哦，色‧戒的那個。
想不到你這個男人也會看書。」
「早告訴你。」

某一天，有個電話打來：
「中村過身了。」
「什麼？怎會的！」
「踢波時心臟病發，搶救不治，
便過身了。」
「啪！」
「喂？喂？喂？」
中村是我高中最要好的同學，
如今他死了，我不想見其他人。
我推掉了工作，請了假。
跟佐藤和櫻心美說我去橫濱參加喪禮，
這段時間不要找我。

在橫濱，幾乎都是下著雨。
趁沒下雨的日子，他們舉行了喪禮。
席上，我重遇了不少老同學，
期間更播上中村最喜愛的歌曲，
埸面傷感。
喪禮結束後，我不想回酒店，
在碼頭旁坐下來，看著港口。
突然，下起滂沱大雨，
我並沒有離開，只是坐在椅子上。
「喂！不要淋雨了，
過來這邊。」佐藤拿着傘子說。
「噢,你也在這裏?」
「是啊，特意來找你。」
「你怎知我在這裡？」
「你同學告訴我你在碼頭散心，
我本想在酒店等你，但是又怕你一時想不開，
跳海找中村去了，便過來找你。」

于千萬人之中遇見你所要遇見的人,
于千萬年之中,在時間的無涯的荒野上,
沒有早一步,也沒有晚一步,剛巧趕上了,
沒有別的話可說,惟有輕輕地問一聲:
「噢,你也在這裏?」

[hlover]

I love the last para. Haven't read a Chinese story for a while. Reading this piece in this rainy weather seems really.... Cant really describe the feeling... Suddenly this line pops into my head while reading this last para:

众里寻他千百度，蓦然回首，那人却在，灯火阑珊处。

[yuan_2768]

Thks, bro Songest for ur effort in doing the translation.

Awesome, i enjoy reading them. Keep up with the good work.

Upz u for ur hard work. Cheers ....

[superboy]

http://www.sendspace.com/file/ckinga

For those who can't wait, you can download the PDF version here. It's in Chinese. Full story.

[Max80]

very nice story and also thanks for the translation

[longwinter]

Good one

[songest]

Appreciate bros comments and support.

English translation #30

[Oh, you are here too?]

Ever since breaking up with 明日花 on December 15, I felt
a lot less pressure as there is no more crazy love making
sessions.
Instead, I indulged in reading as it is easy entertainment.
櫻心美 was an extreme temptress but in the real world she is
just a little girl afraid of being ugly.
On weekdays she would browse bookstore, unlike 黑澤 who
lead a a colorful life.
There is no 明步's glamour, just a leisurely and enjoyable
experience immersing in the literary world.
She is a principled woman and will never ask me to go
to bed in private.
We will be at her home during weekdays, reading, and
sometimes we will share our opinion on the book and its
content for hours in the night.

[Did you see Lust and Caution (色戒)?] she asked.
[Yes, saw it at Ginza.]
[No, I am referring to the book from 張愛玲.]
[No, seldom read translated novels.]
[You really have to read her book, extremely good read.
Her views of love really makes me filled with admiration.]
[Who is she? What nationality?]
[Chinese, already passed away.]
[Have you seen the film version of Lust and Caution?]
[Yes, but that woman did not shave which I can't accept.]
[Do you want to re enact one of the sex scenes?
You can act a role described by your literary idol.]
I hugged her.
[No, You are not Tony Leung, and not as handsome.]
She pushed me away.

佐藤 also like to read, as if all av actress besides eating
all like to read.
However, she does not like to talk about this interest of her.
[What book are you reading?]
[You have not heard of it.]
[I like to read too.]
[Stop bugging me.] spoken like a high class intellectual.

[Hey, what's that book on the shelf? Really nice.]
One day she asked me.
[Chinese writer 張愛玲.]
[Oh, Lust and Caution].
Never thought that you read books too.]
[I had told you so.]

One day, there was a phone call:
[中村 passed away.]
[What? How can that happen!]
[Had a heart attack while playing soccer, and could not
save him in time]
[Smack!]
[Hello? Hello? Hello? ]
中村 is my best friend from high school.

Now he is dead, I do not want to see other people.
I turned down pending studio jobs and took leave of absence.
Told 佐藤 and 櫻心美 that I am going to Yokohama to attend
the funeral and not to call me.

It was almost raining throughout in Yokohama.
On the day it did not rain, they held the funeral.
I met a lot of old schoolmates, and favourite songs of
中村 were played.
It was a sad affair.
After the funeral, I did not want to go back to the hotel.
I sat at the pier, watching the harbour port.
Suddenly, it began to rain heavily.
I did not leave and remained seated on the chair.
[Hey! don't get drenched. Come here.] 佐藤 said,
holding an umbrella.
[Oh, you are here? ]
[Yes, I came deliberately to look for you.]
[How you know that I am here?]
[Your schoolmate told me that you are taking a stroll
at the pier. I wanted to wait for you at the hotel,
but I fear that you might at the spur of the moment,
jumped into the sea to go find 中村. So I came looking
for you]

Amongst tens of million people you met the person that you want to meet.
Amongst tens of million years, time in the borderless wilderness stood still.
Neither earlier or later by one single step, we happen to meet.
There is nothing else to say, and can only gently asked:
[Oh, you are here too?]

[songest]

Next episode in Chinese

顏射美學

成人影片業界監製都是心理不平衡的，
這就有一間片商專出顏射系列的片子。
顏射，就是向著女優的臉射精。
片商多數會將顏射定性為恥辱的顏射，
顏射系列的片子更會善用燈光，
強化精液的視覺效果。
其實我對此沒太大感覺，
不過現今肉食女橫行的日本社會，
監製和影迷只好在片子中尋找失去多時的男性尊嚴。
他們對顏射有着瘋狂的迷戀，
直至遇上她。

經理人安排了我參演「顏射美學」的片子，
在會議室，我對導演問了很多問題，
因為我對此片很感興趣。
突然，一團白光在會議室的玻璃窗透現。
那團白光開了門，並向我們打招呼：
「對不起，來遲了。」
「坐吧，波多野。」
那團白光就是大美人波多野結衣。
她皮膚真的很白，配合着美麗的面孔
和豐滿的胸部。
完美，很完美。
可惜只限於平面或靜音觀看，
她的聲音很難令人歡愉起來。
「你好，第一次合作，多多指教。」
她俯身向前與我握手，
那雙白滑的胸部擠了出來，
看得我小弟弟也硬了。
「今次「顏射美學」的特色是特顯顏射後，
波多野面上的精液，所以你從現在開始禁慾，
直至拍片時。」導演對我說。
回到家，我跟佐藤說要拍「顏射美學」，
她相當驚訝。
「你要小心點，「顏射美學」是玩命的。」
「不會吧，顏射而已，又不是我被人顏射。」
「總之你小心點。」

禁慾了十三天，再不殺人，我就要死了。
那天到片埸，看著光脫脫的波多野，
我基本上是失去了理性，
很想狠狠地幹死她。
導演走進來，給我一隻生雞蛋。
「吃吧，有幫助的。」
「不用了吧。」
「吃吧，聽我說。」
「那好吧。」
吃下生雞蛋後，我更加精力旺盛。
「Camera!」
我瘋狂套弄着她的乳房，
吻了幾下後，便直接來了。
我着了魔的抽插，
不久便向她的臉射了，
精子多得差點讓我寫了自己的名字。
「hold!」
導演來個特寫，正當我等待導演喊停，
波多野的手拿起了我的小弟弟，
開始口交起來。
我突然反應不過來，
很快又向她射了。
不過這次是她主動拿着小弟弟向她的臉射了。
「hold!」
還未喊停，波多野又用手不停套弄，
我實在不想再堅持下去，
很快又向她射了。
「hold!」
波多野再用乳房不斷擠弄著，
這一刻我實在累透了，
基本上已無快感。
「停！」
我躺在地上，基本上是差不多無知覺。
波多野整塊臉都是精液。

沐浴更衣後，我走向波多野的休息室，
問她：
「今天也很瘋狂吧。」
「我很興奮。」
「女優不是很討厭顏射的嗎？」
「我最喜歡被人顏射。」
「甚麼？」
「很難想像吧？
中學時，我與學長上床，那晚他一臉滿足的向著我的臉射精。
那些液體很暖，很舒服，我要求他再射幾次。
結果最後一次顏射時，我拿着他的小弟弟，
看着他虛脫的臉，那種從征服人到被人征服的感覺，
使我迷上了顏射。
故此我便經常參與顏射美學的片。」

女人，不一定都是凹的，
有時也是凸的，而且來得比男人更瘋狂。

[songest]

English Translation #31

Bukkake Aesthetics

Adult film industry producers are mentally unbalanced.
One of the film companies have a special series on Bukkake.
Bukkake is the act of ejaculating onto the actress's face.
Most studios will characterised Bukkake as shameful.
Bukkake series of films will make good use of lighting to
accentuate the visual effects of semen on face.
In fact, I don't feel much doing bukkake.
Women of today are running rampant in Japanese society.
Film producers and fans were looking for their lost male dignity
in the world of bukkake, thus explaining their crazy obsession.....
till we met her.

The manager had arranged for me to film in Bukkake aesthetics film.
I fielded many questions to the director in the meeting room as I am
very interested in this film.
Suddenly, a body of white light shone through the translucent
windows of the meeting room.
The door opened and we were greeted:
[Sorry, I am late.]
[Please take a seat, 波多野.]
That flash of White is none other than the great beauty 波多野結衣.
Her skin is really white, with a beautiful face and bountiful breasts.

Perfect, perfect.
Unfortunately, her voice was hard.
[Hello, its our first collaboration, please guide me.]
She leaned forward and shook my hand, her pair of white breasts
were oozing out of her blouse, hardening my little bro.

[Today's "facial aesthetic" will focus on the semen on her face
after bukkake, and you need to abstain till its time for filming.]
the director said to me.

Reaching home, I told 佐藤 that the film is going to be a facial
aesthetics
She was quite surprised.
[You have to be careful, facial aesthetic can be death-defying.]
[No, Bukkake only, and I am not the one receiving facial]
[Anyway please be careful.]

I abstain for thirteen days. I'm going to die if there is no release.
At the studio, watching the naked 波多野,
I basically lose my rational self, wanting to give her a good one.
The director came in and gave me a raw egg.
[Come on, this will help.]
[Don't need it.]
[Come on, listen to me.]
[Okay.]
After eating the raw egg, I became more energetic.
[Camera!]
I went after her breast crazily.
After a few kisses, I proceed directly to a bout of furious
thrusting.
It's not long that I shot at her face.
Sperm was almost sufficient for me to write my own name.
[Hold!]
Director wanted a close-up view, and while I wait for the
director to order a halt, 波多野 picked up my little brother
and started to give me a blow job.
I could not react to that and soon I shoot again, but this
time round she guided my little bro to shoot at her face.
[hold!]
Still no sign of director saying Stop. 波多野 continues to use
her hand giving me a handjob. I did not want to control and
soon I shoot again.
[hold!]
波多野 continue to use her breasts to squeeze my little bro, but
I was dead tired and have no shiok feeling.
[Stop!]
I lay on the floor, almost unconscious.
There are sperm all over 波多野 face.

After taking a bath and dressing up, I headed for the lounge
where she rest and asked her:
[Today is a very crazy day.]
[I am very excited. ]
[I thought actress detest Bukkake?]
[I like Bukkake.]
[What?]
[It's hard to imagine, right?
It was high school, my senior and I went to bed that night.
Sextisfaction was all over his face when he bukkake me.
The liquid was very warm and I feel very comfortable.
I asked him to shoot several times.
After the last Bukkake, I took his little brother and watched
his face, collapsing from the sheer efforts needed to bukkake
multiple times. The feeling of conquering the person that sets
out to conquer you. I am in love with bukkake and will always
seize the opportunity for such films.]

Women are not necessarily "concave", as in a passive receiver.
They are sometimes "convex", the aggressor that can be crazier
than men.

[songest]

Next episode in Chinese


小婦人

像波多野這樣的美女，
心理不平衡是正常的，
因為她們自小受到的待遇已與其他普通小孩不一樣。
漂亮的孩子，容易受到大人們的寵愛，
不需要用盡腦筋去博取注意，
所以她們比較蠢也是合理的。
成人影片也是這樣，漂亮的女優就會容易受到觀眾的喜愛，
而且情況更加極端，
那麼不漂亮的女優怎麼辦？
我們依舊能看見有些樣子不太好的女優存在，
她們是如何生存下來？
這些女優有一個行內專屬的名字：
小婦人

「你會不會看小婦人的片自慰？」我問小寶。
「你會嗎？」
「我也不會。」
「問題的意義在哪？」
「問題的意義是既然無人看小婦人的片自慰，
為什麼還會有小婦人的片發行？」
「不知道。我未拍過小婦人的片，
我拍的全都是漂亮的女人。」
「真的，男優做得辛苦，導演拍得辛苦，
觀眾看得辛苦，發行的意義在哪？」
「沒有。」
此時，一位同事珊珊來遲，
原來是帶着他的女朋友來。
我看着他的女朋友，吃了一口黑豚肉。

小婦人要突圍而出，便不能像中西里菜，
隨便拍過封面就可以發行。
基本上在各式各樣的奇特系列，
小婦人一定會擔當重任，
例如是腳交特集，口交特集，顏射特集，
除了波多野有特殊癖好而參演之下，
當紅女優是極少參與的。
有的小婦人更會參與性虐和其他極其噁心的片子，
每次看見這些片子，我都會想：
何不做一個理貨員？

某一天，經理人給了我一份工作，
我如常地往會議室，準備討論劇本的內容。
「你好，我叫上原有彩，多多指教。」
「妳好。」
上原有彩是極其普通的一個名字，
在業界也不出名，因為她是一個小婦人。
「今天演的片是不打馬賽克的，
妳可以嗎？」
「可以。」
「要吃藥的，可以嗎？」
「安全嗎？」
「一般來說是安全的。」
「那好的。」
「要肛交的，可以嗎？」
「可以。」
「要有捆綁情節的，可以嗎？」
「可以。」
「好，很好。
那片酬總共五萬日圓。」
這絕對是低得可憐，
若果是松島楓的話，
片酬不止十倍。

拍攝的那天，基本上不值一提，
全天也是很痛苦地渡過。
離去的時候，我提議經理人請大家吃飯，
經理人也同意了。
在車上，我問上原：
「為什麼妳要拍這些片子？
妳根本沒需要拍。
為了錢？那五萬日圓若在別的公司，
完全沒需要吃藥。」
她看一看街道，再看一看我，
然後說：
「那些片...
總有人看的吧。
那總要有人拍的，
別人不拍，我便拍了。
我知道自己的賣點，
舒舒服服地拍片根本不可能，
惟有拍些冷門的。」
「不後悔嗎？」
「為藝術而犧牲，不是很值得嗎？
算是在平淡的人生中添上了一點色彩。」

小婦人，大志向。

[kukubalonglong]

Originally Posted by songest

I am getting edgy.
Making love with av actress is all in a day's work, but doing this with private arrangement is tantamount to a KC trap.

Hahahaha bro ur translation cfm is manual... KC trap also come out HAHAHa.

thanks for ur translation!

[songest]

English translation #32


Small Women

波多野 is such a beauty and for such beauty, psychological imbalance
is normal. Their childhood, as beautiful children, is different from other
ordinary children. Adults shower them with attention and love.
They don't have to exhaust their brains to attract attention and
so it is reasonable that they are more stupid.

It's the same with Adult video. Beautiful av actress are easily
adored by the audience, and the situation is more extreme.

What about av actress that are not beautiful?
We still do see some av actress that does not look good still
plying the trade. How did they survived?
In this industry, such type of actress are being called:
small women

[Will you watch films made by small Women and masturbate?]
I asked Andy.
[Will you?]
[I will not.]
[What is the significance of this?]
[Since no one watch such films and masturbate,
Why would a small woman's film be released?]
[Don't know. I have not made a small women film,
I only make film with beautiful women.]
[Really, its hard work for the male av actor and director as well.
The audience will also watch it with difficulty, what's the point
of filming and distributing such films to the market?]

[No.]
At this point, a colleague arrived late with his girlfriend.,
I looked at his girlfriend while eating a mouthful of black
dolphin meat.

Small women must stand out, they can't be like 中西里菜,
just making the cover picture and ready to distribute.
Basically, they star in a variety of strange series where
small women will take a leading role.
Featured in special series films such as foot job, oral and
Bukkake.
波多野 is an exception to take part in such series because of her
special liking for bukkake as normal popular actress shun such films.

Some small woman will be involved in sexual abuse and other extremely
disgusting film.
Every time when I see these films, I thought to myself:
Why don't be a warehouse clerk instead?

One day, the manager gave me a job.
As usual, I made my way to the conference room, ready to discuss
the contents of the script.
[Hello, my name is 上原有彩, appreciate your guidance. ]
[Hello.]
上原有彩 is a very common name, not well known in this industry
as she is a small woman.
[Today's film will not have mosaic, are you OK?]
[Can.]
[Have to take medicine, can I?]
[Is it safe?]
[Generally it is safe.]
[That's good.]
[There's anal sex, can you?]
[Can.]
[There is also bondage scenes, can?]
[Can.]
[Good, very good. The pay is fifty thousand yen.]
This is pitifully low.
If it is 松島楓, the fee will be more than ten times that.

On the day of shooting, basically nothing worth mentioning.
Throughout the day it was a very painful filming experience.
When its over, I propose that the manager buy lunch.
In the car, I asked 上原:
[Why do you want to shoot these films?
You don't really have to.
For the money? That fifty thousand yen pay? If in other
companies, you don't even have to take medicine.]
She look at the passing streets, and then look at me,
and then said:
[Those films ... someone will watch.
Therefore someone has to shoot it,
Others do not shoot, so I shoot.
I know what sells for me.
Mainstream filming is impossible for me,
I can only do those unpopular ones.]
[No regrets?]
[Sacrifice for art, isnt it worth it?
Like adding color to my mundane life.]

Small woman, Big ambitions.

[songest]

Next episode in Chinese

迷失台灣

「妳有沒有去過台灣？」我問佐藤。
「沒有，有些女優經常因工作關係而去台灣，
你知道我不是這種。」
「想去嗎？我這個星期放假。」
「好啊，很久也沒外遊了。」
結果我和佐藤便去了台灣遊玩。

在台北，沒甚麼地方值得遊玩，
在旅遊書上介紹的都是千篇一律的景點。
結果，夜市成為台灣遊的唯一可取之處。
夜市的食物實在不賴，但有一樣東西比美食更有趣 一
我們遇見了早乙女露依。
「前輩！」吃着蚵仔麵線的她大叫。
「原來是妳，哈哈哈，真是貪吃。」佐藤很開心地說。
「妳好。」
「她是早乙女露依，在卡啦ok認識的，
談起來相當投契，便成了朋友。」
「是啊，我們也喜歡中島美嘉的，
她在「Nana」裏真的是非常有型啊！」
「就是嘛，平常在家你只聽濱崎步，
真的是太差了。」
我只是點頭微笑。
早乙女在昏暗的燈光襯托下，
那天真可愛的笑容和蚵仔麵線，
使她非常惹人憐愛。
「為什麼妳會在台灣？」佐藤問。
「攝影會，現在工作完成了，便一個人來吃些東西。」
「一個人不怕嗎？」
「不，公司有派人暗中監視我，
只是他們不曉得我已經知道。」
「真的？」
「說笑而已，哈哈哈！」
「一點也不好笑。」
「說真的，有時我更喜歡自己一個人生活，
當然我也喜歡和男友渡過，
但現在工作完成後，一個人更能夠放鬆自己，
休息下來。」

與她道別後，我們便回酒店休息。
我扭開電視，在電視中看見了早乙女。
「眞的很感謝各位粉絲的支持！」
「誰想到她私下是個小宅女。」佐藤微笑道。
「妳也差不多。」
有一個檳榔飛了過來。
「早點睡吧！說這麼多東西，不累嗎！」
很快我們便回了日本，如常地工作和生活，
直至一個月後。

「早乙女不見了！」
有個工作人員拿著iPhone在片埸大叫。
「你怎知道？」
「她的日誌整個月也沒更新了，
這是不尋常的。」
「不要理會吧，她可能是休息而已，
繼續工作。」小寶說。
回到家中，我跟佐藤說了此事。
「我打電話給她看看。」
「...ringring...ringring...」
「沒人聽。」
「又是大山組？」
我致電給小寶，問他：
「是不是大山組？」
「不會，早乙女有北都社長支持，
大山組不敢碰她的。」
「為什麼？」
「因為他有的是錢，
所以北都社長隨時能夠消滅整個hmp和大山組。」
「那為什麼北都社長會支持早乙女？」
「這我就不知了，聽人說是他的養女。」

「那她究竟在哪裡？」佐藤很擔心地說。
「台北。」我隨意說了。
「有這個可能，她做事這麼隨心，
說不定在台北流連。」
「怎會呢？她這個小宅女，
一定會趕著回家睡覺。」
經過十分鐘的討論，我們有決定了：
「分頭找吧！」
「那麼我去大板，
妳去台北！」
「就這樣吧。」

她的家在大板，我便去了。
她家是位於一座大廈裡，
我詢問管理員，他說：
「她的片就經常看，她本人還真的未看過，
不如你問一問夜晚的管理員。」
結果我在附近的餐廳坐下，
等待了整個晚上。
時間是十一點，我再問管理員，
「你有看見過這個女人嗎？」我指着相片。
「早乙女？有啊，不過是一個月前了，
那天還是女兒節的晚上，她拿著一大箱行李離開了。」
「現在是兒童節了。」
她真的在台北？

「喂？」
「你在哪？」
「在家。
那妳呢？」
「酒店。」
「找到她沒有了？」
「找到了。」
「還不回來？」
「不，還要陪伴她在這裡等待多一會兒。」
「妳怎找到她的？」
「她一直待在原先的酒店，
根本沒有離開。」
「為什麼不離開？」
「中島美嘉。」
「什麼？」
「中島美嘉在台北。
早乙女在夜市看見了她，
便上前打了招呼，
中島說她答應了在台北的日本朋友，
四月初在他們的酒吧中舉行一埸小音樂會，
純粹私人派對，並邀請了早乙女。
早乙女見沒事做，便一直待在台北。」
「那妳為什麼陪伴她？」
「我也想看。」
「這也太亂來了，
這裡的人很擔心她。」
「你說的是我嗎？」早乙女突然出現在電話中。
「妳怎會在這裡？」
「我一直在前輩旁邊，
也一直聽到你們的對話，
現在便插嘴了。」
「妳怎能這麼亂來？」
「那晚道別後，在酒店中我與前輩通了電話，
談了很多事情和中島美嘉的歌曲，
並在電話中即席唱了幾首。
突然間，出唱片的念頭再度湧現，
我便想在台北休息多一會兒，
順便在這段時間思考我的職業生涯，
結果一待便是一個月。」
「妳想退出？」
「不知道，我從來作事都不喜歡硬來的，
感覺到了，便去做；感覺未到，便等多一會兒。
入行初也是拍了三部片，便休息了，
因為那時突然沒感覺拍了，
但之後感覺又來了，
便繼續拍。」
「那妳現在感覺到了沒有？」
「看完音樂會再算吧。」

好消息 一 早乙女她本人沒有失蹤。
壞消息 一 她拍片的感覺失蹤了。

[songest]

Translation #33

Lost in Taiwan

[Have you ever been to Taiwan?] I asked 佐藤.
[No, some actress often went to Taiwan because of work,
you know I'm not that type.]
[Want to go? I am on leave this week.]
[Yes, I had not travel for a long time.]
佐藤 and I went to tour Taiwan.

In Taipei, no place is worth visiting.
In the tour books are all those stereotyped attractions.
The night market is its only saving grace.
The food in the night market is good, but there is one thing
more interesting than food.
We met 早乙女露依.
[Senior!] she shouted while eating oyster vermicelli.
[Ah, it's you, ha ha ha, glutton.] 佐藤 said happily.
[Hello.]
[She is 早乙女露依, got to know her at karaoke. We can click
and become friends.]

[Yes, ah, we also like 中島美嘉, and
she exudes style in the film Nana !]
[Usually at home, you just listen to 濱崎步, really bad.]
I just nod and smile.
早乙女 eating oyster vermicelli against the dim light backdrop.
With that lovely smile, she looked very adorable.

[Why are you here in Taiwan?] 佐藤 asked.
[Photography Club, which was completed. So came out to eat something.]
[Not afraid of coming out alone?]
[No, the company has someone watching after me,
but they did not know that I knew already.]
[Really?]
[just kidding, hahaha!]
[Not funny. ]
[Really, sometimes I prefer to live on my own,
Of course, I also like to spend time with boyfriend.
Now that the work is completed, I am better able to relax alone.]

We went back to hotel after bidding her goodbye.
I turn on the television and saw 早乙女.
[I am very grateful to my fans for all your support!]
[Who would have thought she was a house woman in private.] 佐藤 said
smilingly.
[You are the same too.]
A betel nut flew over.
[Go to bed early now! say so much, aren't you tired!]
Soon we were back in Japan, working and living as usual,
till one month later.

[早乙女 is missing!]
One staff member at the studio shouted into his iPhone.
[How did you know? ]
[Her work log was not updated for the entire month, which is unusual.]
[Ignore it, she may be taking a break.
Let's continue to work.] 小寶 said.
At home, I told 佐藤 about this matter.
[Let me call her.]
[... Ringring ... ringring ...]
[No one pick up.]
[is this 大山 group again?]
I called 小寶 and asked him:
[Is this the handiwork of 大山 group?]
[No, 早乙女 has the support of the President, 大山 group dare not touch her.]
[Why?]
[Because he has money,
and he is able to eliminate the HMP and the 大山 group.]
[Why the president support 早乙女?]
[This I do not know, I heard people say that she is his adopted daughter.]

[Then where is she?] 佐藤 said worriedly.
[Taipei.] I hazard a guess.
[There is a possibility, she does thing according to her heart,
might still be hanging around Taipei.]
[How could it be? she is a house woman,
she will be going home to sleep.]
After ten minutes of discussion, we have decided:
[Let's go separate ways to find her!]
[Then I go to Osaka, you go to Taipei!]
[OK.]

Her home is in Osaka and located in a building.
I asked the building staff, he said:
[I had seen her films but have not really seen her before.
Why don't you ask the night shift manager?]

I sat down at a nearby restaurant waiting for night time.
Time is eleven, and I ask security,
[Have you seen this woman?] I pointed to the photos.
[早乙女? Have ah, but a month ago. She took a large suitcase
and left.]
[Now is Children Day.]
Is she really in Taipei?

[Hello?]
[Where are you?]
[At home. What About you?]
[Hotel.]
[Did you found her?]
[Yes.]
[Are you coming back?]
[No, need to accompany her for a while.]
[How did you found her?]
[She stayed in the same hotel]
[What? She didn't leave?]
[中島美嘉.]
[What?]

[中島美嘉 is in Taipei.
早乙女 saw her at the night market, and went to greet her.
中島美嘉 said she agreed to host a small concert for her
Japanese friends in Taipei in early April.
A purely private party, and invited 早乙女.
早乙女 see there was nothing better to do, so she stayed in Taipei.]
[Then why are you keeping her company?]
[I also want to see.]
[This is too messy, the people here are worried about her.]
[You mean me?] 早乙女's voice suddenly sounded in the phone.
[How come you are talking?]
[I've been beside my senior and able to hear your conversation,
so I interjected.]

[Why are you in such a mess?]
[After that farewell, I had a telephone conversation with senior.
We spoke a lot about 中島美嘉's songs, and sang a few
impromptu verses over the phone.
Suddenly, the idea of ​​cutting an album re-emerged.
I would also like to use this rest period to think about my
career and a month just pass by like this.]
[You want out?]
[No, I never force myself.
When I feel it, I will just go do; feeling yet to come,
then wait for a while longer.
Initially enter this industry and took a rest after only
doing 3 films.
When the feelings came back again, then continue to film.]

[What about now, have your feeling come?]
[Talk about it after the concert then.]

The good news - 早乙女 is not missing her.
The bad news - her feel for filming is missing.