Missing him

[davidguetta]

Great u are back sis! Sarpork sarpork!

[kittymae]

Glad to have an update from ya

[deludedgal]

thanks kitty

[deludedgal]

I think I kind of fell asleep during the ride home and when I was awake I realised Daniel's hands were on my lap.. He wasn't doing anything much perhaps waiting for me to be awake..

"hey.. sorry.." I mentioned as I rubbed my eyes..

"it's ok.. glad you woke up.. any longer I feel like I couldn't stand it anymore," Daniel replied... and began to gaze at my legs

At first I thought he was mentioning his hands going to cramp from me lying on them for such a long time I then realised he meant...

his hands started going up higher on my skirt and his face came closer in a bid trying to kiss my lips..

Maybe I was still not awake and I didn't know why I kind of turn my head away...

He got surprised by my actions but he didn't stop so his lips ended up kissing my cheeks..

Slowly he moved his lips across to my neck and began to nibble and suck on it..

" hmm... Daniel... don't.." I try to push him away or maybe I wasn't really awake yet and my resistance prove to be futile.

As he continue to suck on my neck I could feel his hands going up higher in between my legs.. and I started to feel high.. from his kissing..

Slowly he moved his lips towards my ear... and muttered.. " hmm I just can't stand being alone with you. You make me hard always.." and with that he continue to kiss and suck on my neck

Maybe it was his sexy voice or maybe it was from all the touching I could feel myself getting wet as his fingers start to rub the outside of my panties..

I could not help but slowly moved my hands over to his pants.. and true enough I could feel the buldge below.. slowly I started to remove his belt and upzip his pants wanting to feel his dick

I move my hands into his boxers and started to rub his dick up and down slowly it was warm and hard and somehow nice to hold

"hmm.. Jess.. you are making me horny.." He said as he moved his lips lower and his other hand start to squeeze my breast from the outside of my top..

He expertly unhook my bra and remove it in a way my top was still on.. and now he could feel my nipples directly from the outside of my top and he began to play with them teasing them with his fingers..

My nipples started to be erect from all the touching and he lowered his mouth towards them and lick them through my top.. it was a sensation leaving me wanting for more.. and I started to moan a bit

That sort of get him more aroused I guess and he started to pull my top off..

and he started to suck on my nipples vigourously flicking his tongue over them..

"hmm you are making me high..." I said softly.. as his hands started to pull on my skirt..

"hmmm baby.. let's go to the back of the car.." He shuffled himself back to the back seat and swiftly pulled me over..

Then he started to pull my panties off.. and pretty soon I was naked in his car...

With a dimmed light at the corner of the parking lot.. I managed to steal a glance at him while he tried to finger me ..

it was sort of captivating but his intent actions on fingering me somehow made me high.. I could feel his finger fucking my pussy in and out and it was getting too high for me to bear and I started to moan..

"you are getting so wet Jess " Daniel said and his fingers were coated with my juices slowly moving his finger over to my clit and flicking ard it..

he pulled my lips wider apart probably rubbing and seeing my clit at the same time makes him feel high as well

and slowly he lowered his head and start to lick my clit teasingly..

" hmmpp.. " my eyes kinda closed as he licked me and it seems I was at his mercy..

My hands kind of moved over to his boxers and pulled them off

His dick was exposed and I was getting really horny from all the teasing..

I wriggled myself away a bit in attempt to try to hold his dick closer to my mouth

He sensed my actions and started to move over to a seated position so I could lick him properly..

i put my lips over his dick head and squeeze them and slowly I lowered my mouth sucking it as I moved back up

and I used my tongue to swirl around the tip of his dick and with all the sucking.. I could feel his pre cum starting to lick out..

I used my tongue to spread the precum over his dick head before giving him another hard suck..

hmm... slowly I moved my mouth up the shaft of his dick and kiss the tip of his dick and licked it while looking at him..

His aroused look somehow turned me on even more..

[deludedgal]

"Jess if u don't stop now... I.." Daniel said as he looked at me

I stopped licking his dick and moved my lips closed to his ears.., " fuck me?" I whispered in his ears..

"fuck me hard?" I muttered in his ears.. and his breathing got heavier.. as I moved my hands and started to rub his dick up and down

maybe the sadness or was it alcohol got to me.. maybe it was just his looks.. making me feel high.. it seemed like he was caught in a daze or perhaps too surprised by my sudden tease..

I started to lick his earlobes and kiss them and moan softly into his ears.. I could sense myself turning into such a bad girl..

I didn't know why I just wanted to make Daniel high

Slowly i moved my lips down his ears kissing his neck

" Jess... you r tickling me.." Daniel let out a half sign with his heavy breathing..

but his neck seemed too yummy.. i didn't want to stop at that point.. despite him starting to feel squeamish.. I continue to suck and lick at his neck before moving my lips across his collarbones to his nipples

I sucked at them lightly and teased them with my tongue a bit.. and Daniel's breathing got heavier..

I moved one of my legs over so now i was on Daniel's lap with my knees upright

My pussy was exposed to his bare body and I think he could sense the wetness of my pussy rubbing against his abdomen

I moved my lips back up kissing his lips.. it was soft yet just the right amount of tenderness making me want to suck on his lips so badly.. I think I could carry on kissing him for a long time as the kissing was making me feel so high ..my tongue came into contact with his and we just couldn't stop feeling each other out.. it was like he didn't want the kiss to end too

As his hands lingered softly on my bare butt.. I could feel myself getting higher with his teasing hands.. caressing softly and yet squeezing it suddenly at times

Slowly I manouvered myself slightly backwards yet not letting my body totally lose contact with his.. i teased his cock slightly with my pussy hanging over the tip of his dick.. slowly brushing his dick against my wet pussy lips

I momentarily stopped and lowered myself slightly over his dick and I could feel the head of his dick slowly spreading my pussy apart.

"Jess.. " Daniel let out a soft grunt as I feel his dick slowly entering my pussy

And I guess he couldn't take the teasing anymore and he grabbed me by my waist and kinda plunged me down onto his dick

I let out a gasp.. as his dick becamed enclosed within my pussy

I started to grind and move against him but I guess my movements were too unbearable for him

he pushed me down so i was lying on the back seat while he was on top now and he began to fuck me really hard..

His hands squeezed my breast as his dick pumped in and out of my pussy

As I was really enjoying the moment.. he suddenly released his dick and just in time.. his cum squirted off and landed near my breast

Daniel then used his finger and start playing with my nipples spreading his cum over them and he slowly lifted his finger off and placed it close to my lips

i used my hand and guided his finger into my mouth ... sucking and licking his cum covered finger..

[deludedgal]

fast forward...

it's been a year plus... but I don't really know whether I have forgotten him or I was trying to forget him.. or maybe I just want to make myself hate him so it's easier for me this way.

At times I admit stalking his facebook to see whether he has a girlfriend or maybe if his girlfriend in some way would be better than me... but seriously why would I care.. he was the boyfriend I never had.

In order to cut my ties with him or any idiotic feelings or lust I had for Keith.. I decided.. to make a clean cut.. to leave him for good.

and with that I moved to the other far end of Singapore.... not even wanting to have any weird caught up feelings... I left my job

I just wanted to stay clean from everyone... Even Daniel.. things was just too weird and messy and if I let things carry on the way it was.. I felt myself falling down into a deep dark hole..everytime I let succumb myself to him.. his kiss.. his touch...

Even till now as I started on my new job..I still think about the times spent with him.. but its getting faint as time goes by.. maybe like they said time heals everything... or maybe it just makes me forget everything...

I wanted to be clean. Fresh start. But unfortunately things don't always go the way we want to..