How much of a bastard are you willing to be?

[JB11]

Originally Posted by papabear

no need to lie

be honest about your lust

be honest about your love too.. if you know it is unlikely to have long term love then tell honestly.. if possible to go into a r/s.. why not?

be honest

I have an fwb too.. meeting once a week.. 1st couple of months are usually sweet.. like u have a new love.. but honestly.. there is no foundation of non sexual attraction.. this loving feeling is unsubstantiable.. n soon it will die off.. we r now purely satisfying each other's needs.. without the impluse of clinglyness.. =)

[Robertson26]

Originally Posted by JB11

I have an fwb too.. meeting once a week.. 1st couple of months are usually sweet.. like u have a new love.. but honestly.. there is no foundation of non sexual attraction.. this loving feeling is unsubstantiable.. n soon it will die off.. we r now purely satisfying each other's needs.. without the impluse of clinglyness.. =)

You are very lucky. How did you meet her ?

[DTL2]

Originally Posted by Robertson26

You are very lucky. How did you meet her ?

Agree , very lucky indeed .

[JB11]

Originally Posted by Robertson26

You are very lucky. How did you meet her ?

We get to know each other via locanto under personal tab.. =) it actually boils down to 2 person's character and lifestyle needs..

[prometheus]

i'm only a minor bastard.

got to know two gals, S and G, who were good friends. went out with S for awhile until she confessed that she had a bf working overseas (actually i knew about him already from G) and she felt guilty cheating on him. S said she had a hard time choosing. I was pissed off even though I had no real feelings for her. So I asked G over to my place for a drink. I smsed S to come over to my place at 10pm. I timed it such that I was banging G on my bed at that time. Left the door slightly open for S to walk in on us. I'll never forget the look on her face - mixture of disgust and anguish. she stormed out but all this while i didn't stop banging G.

got back with S for a bit but it ended very soon after.

[NiaoRenn]

ML in shop easy to pump them deep during their safe period. There are still 3 currently active here

[nathanlives]

When I was studying in poly, I meet this sweet and beautiful gal named G during one of the poly student affairs event, we instantly click and soon started to date and became a couple. We started off as light kissing, to more intimate touch and fondling, and soon it develop to passionate love making. It was the most amazing moments of my life. One day G realised that she was very late for her period, and later discovered to our worst fear that she was 4 weeks pregnant. I was shock and clueless what I need to do, back then being a dad is not what I want. But G wants to keep the baby, she willing to stop studies to see thru pregnancy. Loving G so much, I decided to agree to this decision. We even named our baby Matthew (G has this strong feeling is a boy). However reality set in. We manage to face the storm by telling our parents. It was a category 1 typhoon. Both parents want G to abort the baby. G is relentless, even left her home to fight for her cause, to keep her baby. We had many quarrels, cos I m stuck in the middle. Eventually, G lost the fight, as I

[nathanlives]

When I was studying in poly, I meet this sweet and beautiful gal named G during one of the poly student affairs event, we instantly click and soon started to date and became a couple. We started off as light kissing, to more intimate touch and fondling, and soon it develop to passionate love making. It was the most amazing moments of my life. One day G realised that she was very late for her period, and later discovered to our worst fear that she was 4 weeks pregnant. I was shock and clueless what I need to do, back then being a dad is not what I want. But G wants to keep the baby, she willing to stop studies to see thru pregnancy. Loving G so much, I decided to agree to this decision. We even named our baby Matthew (G has this strong feeling is a boy). However reality set in. We manage to face the storm by telling our parents. It was a category 1 typhoon. Both parents want G to abort the baby. G is relentless, even left her home to fight for her cause, to keep her baby. We had many quarrels, cos I m stuck in the middle. Eventually, G lost the fight, as I told her the truth that we are not ready to be parents at this stage, I was not ready. She was devastated, that I did not support her and left her alone. The day she went for abortion, she never spoke a word to anybody even to me, even I stayed by her side thru out the week. Never did she shed a tear. One day, she finally spoke to me she said she was heart broken that she kill her own flesh and blood, and worst of all, she lost me. She finally cried, seeing tears filled up her eyes left me wrenching my heart and thinking what a fucking, useless bastard I m, who forsake my most love and kill my own baby. I was pained with guilt and grief. I know G will nv forgive me. That was the day, G left me for good, never came back, till today, it is her 20th year death anniversary. I miss her so much. My life is never the same ever since.

[Rickey]

Originally Posted by nathanlives

When I was studying in poly, I meet this sweet and beautiful gal named G during one of the poly student affairs event, we instantly click and soon started to date and became a couple. We started off as light kissing, to more intimate touch and fondling, and soon it develop to passionate love making. It was the most amazing moments of my life. One day G realised that she was very late for her period, and later discovered to our worst fear that she was 4 weeks pregnant. I was shock and clueless what I need to do, back then being a dad is not what I want. But G wants to keep the baby, she willing to stop studies to see thru pregnancy. Loving G so much, I decided to agree to this decision. We even named our baby Matthew (G has this strong feeling is a boy). However reality set in. We manage to face the storm by telling our parents. It was a category 1 typhoon. Both parents want G to abort the baby. G is relentless, even left her home to fight for her cause, to keep her baby. We had many quarrels, cos I m stuck in the middle. Eventually, G lost the fight, as I told her the truth that we are not ready to be parents at this stage, I was not ready. She was devastated, that I did not support her and left her alone. The day she went for abortion, she never spoke a word to anybody even to me, even I stayed by her side thru out the week. Never did she shed a tear. One day, she finally spoke to me she said she was heart broken that she kill her own flesh and blood, and worst of all, she lost me. She finally cried, seeing tears filled up her eyes left me wrenching my heart and thinking what a fucking, useless bastard I m, who forsake my most love and kill my own baby. I was pained with guilt and grief. I know G will nv forgive me. That was the day, G left me for good, never came back, till today, it is her 20th year death anniversary. I miss her so much. My life is never the same ever since.

Such a tragedy ...my heart goes out to her...such a brave gal wif strong character...fight against all odds including families for wat she believes in & even prepared to forgo her studies for a while to birth her baby ...innocent lives lost ...can only say u r really a bastard who's just looking for fun w/o the responsiblity...u could've done it wif her using a condom at least if u r not ready to be a father yet...

[nathanlives]

Originally Posted by nathanlives

When I was studying in poly, I meet this sweet and beautiful gal named G during one of the poly student affairs event, we instantly click and soon started to date and became a couple. We started off as light kissing, to more intimate touch and fondling, and soon it develop to passionate love making. It was the most amazing moments of my life. One day G realised that she was very late for her period, and later discovered to our worst fear that she was 4 weeks pregnant. I was shock and clueless what I need to do, back then being a dad is not what I want. But G wants to keep the baby, she willing to stop studies to see thru pregnancy. Loving G so much, I decided to agree to this decision. We even named our baby Matthew (G has this strong feeling is a boy). However reality set in. We manage to face the storm by telling our parents. It was a category 1 typhoon. Both parents want G to abort the baby. G is relentless, even left her home to fight for her cause, to keep her baby. We had many quarrels, cos I m stuck in the middle. Eventually, G lost the fight, as I told her the truth that we are not ready to be parents at this stage, I was not ready. She was devastated, that I did not support her and left her alone. The day she went for abortion, she never spoke a word to anybody even to me, even I stayed by her side thru out the week. Never did she shed a tear. One day, she finally spoke to me she said she was heart broken that she kill her own flesh and blood, and worst of all, she lost me. She finally cried, seeing tears filled up her eyes left me wrenching my heart and thinking what a fucking, useless bastard I m, who forsake my most love and kill my own baby. I was pained with guilt and grief. I know G will nv forgive me. That was the day, G left me for good, never came back, till today, it is her 20th year death anniversary. I miss her so much. My life is never the same ever since.

This guilt will be carried with me forever.

[nathanlives]

[hi2u]

Originally Posted by nathanlives

Hey bro, really sorry to hear what happened.
You did not want that to happen. Hope you can find the strength to move on, because she would not want you to be like that if she was still alive.
Till the end, it was her decision to take her own life.
Of course, there are lots of what-ifs, and it could have been prevented. Can only learn from it.
Take care bro.

[NiaoRenn]

Originally Posted by NiaoRenn

ML in shop easy to pump them deep during their safe period. There are still 3 currently active here

So many bros private message me. Knn really so many people into rawing?

[nathanlives]

Originally Posted by hi2u

Hey bro, really sorry to hear what happened.
You did not want that to happen. Hope you can find the strength to move on, because she would not want you to be like that if she was still alive.
Till the end, it was her decision to take her own life.
Of course, there are lots of what-ifs, and it could have been prevented. Can only learn from it.
Take care bro.

Thks alot bro. It took me a very long time to get over my grief. Till now, this is guilt still reside in me, but I carry on my life with my memories of G. G did not commit suicide, but she pass on in her sleep (doc diagnosis is cardiac arrest). I was by her side, but never did I know she left me forever. I nv forget the moment that I carry her in my arms, hugging her for the last time.

[iluvbreast]

Originally Posted by nathanlives

Thks alot bro. It took me a very long time to get over my grief. Till now, this is guilt still reside in me.................hugging her for the last time.

So can I ask if you have lived well and started your own family? Have you done anything to honour her memory?

nathanlives, as much as I am a person who likes to cry over split milk and say you are a bastard and all but really, you have lost your child, but there are orphans who needs help, why not help them?

Thank you for sharing your story, I will certainly tell my daughter to be careful, no matter what prevention is a must.