An Affair with an older married lady... and the aftermath...

[Shrouded]

Originally Posted by Stanleestanlee

will Rebecca be the next?

I'm pretty sure this will never ever happen.

[otamay]

Originally Posted by Shrouded

I think those two are busy fucking each other now.

You mean they had become lesbian?

[Shrouded]

Originally Posted by otamay

You mean they had become lesbian?

No idea actually. I didn't really talk to either of them since Saturday.

Frankly I didn't really talk to Jasmine either.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by Shrouded

Time and place bro. I can go Northpoint to find you. Lol.

Dropped you a PM.

[jwat]

Originally Posted by Shrouded

Still got Joan. And if the new hr/ops exec is a girl...

Lol!

The new HR/ops is Jasmine ?

Hey is Cheryl next ?

[Shrouded]

Originally Posted by jwat

The new HR/ops is Jasmine ?

Hey is Cheryl next ?

HR/Ops is new hire. Jasmine is resuming her previous marketing role.

Cheryl won't be next.

[Shrouded]

Nothing else really happened on Tuesday, other than the fact that almost every girl in the office, whether single or not, except for 2 of them, had slept with my predecessor. And somehow, I had slept with the 2 who did not. I was beginning to wonder what kind of company I had joined. But to be fair, at least I had a job during the pandemic and somehow managed to keep it.

Wednesday morning, I was called into Shirlyn's office.

S: CNY is coming, we need to prepare the red packets and get some CNY snacks for the pantry.

Me: Ok…

S: Can you come with me to get new notes and buy the snacks?

Me: Do you really need to ask?

S: I shouldn't assume you know.

Me: Erm.

S: Sorry. I'm still a little affected by what I did.

Me: I'm fine. You'll be fine too.

S: Eventually I guess. Anyway we'll leave around ten?

Me: Ok.

S: You have an ezlink card right?

Me: I can drive.

S: And pay $20?

Me: It's fine. We'll be buying stuff right?

S: I'm sure you could carry it.

Me: I'll drive.

S: Ok.

We went about our day as usual until it was time to leave.

S: Ok. I was actually just going to the POSB at Tanjong Pagar. There's an NTUC there as well.

Me: Ah. Well… I already bought the day license.

S: Ok. Let's go then.

We left the office and headed to the car park. I don't know why but I kept staring at Shirlyn as I stood behind her in the lift. There was something different about her attire today. While she usually wore pants or skirts with a blouse to work. She was wearing a dress today. Not a sexy kind of dress, but rather a loose one.

I had parked on the 5th floor again.

We sat in the car waiting for it to warm up after I started the engine.

Me: I've never seen you in a dress today.

S: I don't usually wear dresses.

Me: I realized.

S: Just feeling bloated.

Me: Are you unwell?

She didn't reply so I started to shift the car into drive when she suddenly placed her hand on mine.

S: Mark. My period's late.

Me: Ah.

S: I didn't get the morning after pill.

Me: Ah.

S: I'm sorry.

Me: Why are you sorry?

S: I was reckless.

Me: Have you taken a test?

S: No.

Me: Would you like to?

S: I'm scared.

Me: When was your period supposed to come?

S: Last week. But I've been feeling bloated, and my breasts are tender.

Me: They look larger than usual. But I can't really tell.

Of all the inappropriate things to say at a time like this.

S: Yeah. But it usually happens when I'm about to get my period.

Suddenly she leaned over and hugged me. I hugged her back.

S: I'm sorry for dragging you into this.

Me: Let's just get a test kit. I don't think you want to struggle with uncertainty right?

She hugged me tighter, and somehow moaned a little as her breasts pressed against me.

Me: Err…

Suddenly she let me go.

S: Ok. I feel better. Let's go.

I drove over to Tanjong Pagar Plaza, parked and we went to get the notes and snacks. As expected there were long queues at both places.

After getting everything, we headed back to the office. I excused myself on the pretext of going for a smoke but went to the Guardian at the MRT instead.

I grabbed 2 test kits and brought them back to the office. Joan and Cheryl were both around today as well and I hoped I wouldn't bump into them.

I went into Shirlyn's office.

S: Yes?

I passed her the test kits.

S: Where did you get them?

Me: Guardian.

S: Why did you get them?

Me: Erm. To take the test?

S: Shut the door.

Once the door was shut, she started tearing.

S: Why are you being nice to me?

Me: Erm.

S: Can you not show concern?

Me: Why not?

S: What are you going to do if I like you more?

Me: What are you going to do if you're pregnant?

S: What are you going to do?

Me: Take responsibility?

S: Hahahahahaha. You're crazy. We had a one night stand. I made a mistake by not getting the pill.

Me: Well…

S: Don't be stupid. Go be with Jasmine. Get out and leave me alone.

Me: But…

S: Out!

[sexcision]

Dun think will be so zhun bah... Haha but if really kana, it's gonna be really really really complicated... But I guess it will make your decision very much straight forward.

[reflexk]

Originally Posted by Shrouded

almost every girl in the office, whether single or not, except for 2 of them, had slept with my predecessor. And somehow, I had slept with the 2 who did not.

This is what we call 'mutually exclusive, collectively exhaustive'.

[wolfyboi]

Wow what a turn of events

[ajlover]

Jialat liao, kena jackpot... tio toto also not so zun

[Shrouded]

I went up towards her and placed the bag on the table. She was tearing a lot more now, but not yet reached the state of actual crying.

I pulled her towards me and hugged her tightly.

S: What are you doing? Let me go!

I ignored her, waiting for her to push me away. But she didn't and instead started sobbing on my shoulder, her breathing getting heavier as her swollen chest rubbed against me.

Me: Why don't you just take the test? Don't you want peace of mind?

S: Will you really take responsibility?

Me: It's the right thing to do.

S: What about Jasmine?

Me: We aren't together. I don't know if we will get together eventually.

S: But you like her?

Me: Yes.

S: Do you like me?

Me: Er…

S: I want you to be honest.

Me: I think I would need some level of familiarity to allow what happened between us to happen.

S: You didn't answer my question. Do you like me or not?

Me: I don't know.

S: I don't want to raise a child with someone who isn't sure of his feelings for me. If there are any.

Me: Let me rephrase, if I didn't like you to a certain extent, what happened between us would never have happened.

S: I don't get it.

Me: Let's use Rebecca as an example. I won't sleep with her.

S: Because you don't like her?

Me: Yeah.

S: But that doesn't mean you like me.

Me: I can't explain it.

S: You know what? Forget it. Don't bother explaining. I know I have some feelings for you. It doesn't matter if you don't feel the same.

Me: I'll still take responsibility.

S: Don't need. It's my mistake.

Me: It's mine too.

S: So you admit that sleeping with me was a mistake?

Me: What?

S: Just say it. You wish we never had sex!

Me: What happened can't be undone.

S: Argh. You're impossible.

Me: What did I do?

She pushed me away and handed back the test kits to me.

S: I don't need them.

Me: Why not?

S: Because I'm not pregnant.

Me: Huh?

S: It started just now. I guess I was bloated and tender because it was coming. But it was late.

Me: Then what was all this that just happened?

S: I need you to totally forget what happened and not show care or concern for me.

Me: Why?

S: Your heart is obviously with Jasmine. I don't want you to get distracted because of what happened between us.

Me: So you want me to treat you like you don't exist?

S: I don't mean it that way. But things like the pregnancy test kit, comforting me when I'm upset. Just stop. Don't do it. I will fall for you more. And it will hurt like fuck when you are with Jasmine.

Me: Did you start regretting it on Saturday after I left, or on Thursday after you met Jasmine?

S: I actually started to regret it when you fucked me in that position.

Me: What?

S: I thought I might get addicted to you. So I wanted as much as I could get. After speaking to Rebecca I realised I'm not cut out for this.

Me: This?

S: Fuck buddies. I can't just fuck and let go of the emotions.

Me: I see.

S: Of course Jasmine coming back just validated my decision.

Me: So you enjoyed having sex with me but you can't let go of the emotions you feel?

S: Something like that.

Me: Did you really forget to get the pill?

S: Yes. I was lazy to go out on Saturday and Sunday.

Me: And if you really got pregnant?

S: I'll keep the baby obviously.

Me: As a single parent?

S: Ya. Why not? If you're single I'll see what you want to do.

Me: I said would take responsibility.

S: I don't know what that means to you.

Me: I don't know either. But that's a bridge to cross if we come to it.

S: Well it's not going to happen. I'm not pregnant. Thank God.

Me: So I should have bought pads instead?

S: Hahahahaha! What?

Me: In case you didn't have any.

S: You're hilarious. But please stop caring so much about me. Really. I don't want you and Jasmine to have problems.

Me: I'll try.

I don't know why I considered hugging her again, but decided not to. I turned to leave.

S: Hey Mark.

I turned.

Me: Yes?

She kissed me on the lips again.

Me: What the.

S: This will be the last one I swear.

Me: Why do you keep doing it?

S: Because I really like the feeling.

Me: Then maybe do it properly?

S: What?

Me: Do whatever you want to me as long as it makes you happy.

S: And if I can't or don't want to stop?

Me: Then just do whatever makes you happy.

S: And your happiness?

Me: Doesn't really matter to me. As long as you're happy.

S: I think you need a real therapist.

Me: No.

She stared at me for what seemed like the longest time.

S: Ok.

[Neoguri]

Heng ah! Didn't strike ToTo
Even if you don't mind a baby, it is stressful to be unprepared.

[ajlover]

Originally Posted by Neoguri

Heng ah! Didn't strike ToTo
Even if you don't mind a baby, it is stressful to be unprepared.

Missed by 1 number 🤣🤣😅.. but heng arhhh, else big problem liao

[Neoguri]

Originally Posted by ajlover

Missed by 1 number 🤣🤣😅.. but heng arhhh, else big problem liao

I tried to have a baby with my mistress some years ago, but unsuccessful after trying for a year.
Later, she got pregnant by her husband.

I think I was crazy then.
Things would have gotten very complicated if she had my child....