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My Story about my younger self
Hi everyone, my name is Amanda I’m in my mid-30s now and this story occurred more than 10+ years ago, it’s my darkest secret that no one knows about, one that I am supposed to bury in my mind, slowly erase and forget about it and move on with my life. However, I wasn’t able to do it even after so many years so I have decided that maybe putting it into writing and sharing it anonymously might help instead.
For my background I was the only child in my family, since young my grades have been good but it’s not because I was smart but because I studied a lot, I do not have much friends or hobbies, between schooling and the never-ending tuition lessons I spent most of my free time alone or staying at home. My parents were strict and I had to observe curfew till I entered university but I was mostly okay with it as I am someone you would describe as a modern-day nerdy girl aka 宅女.
In term of how I look I guess I’m just an average plain jane that you will find next door, one that most guy won’t even take a second look but luckily I was still blessed with a decent figure, my body is slim but I have curves at all the right places, I have B-Cup breasts but they look more like Cs due to my slender waist, I’m quite tall at about 165cm so my legs were long and smooth, its common I get a lot of attention on my legs and occasionally I even receive compliment about them. However, back then my wardrobe was pretty conservative, the shortest piece of skirt I owned was probably the skirt of my JC uniform, same goes for my shorts it’s the FBT shorts which I wore during PE lesson. Needless to say, because of this plus my introvert nature I wasn’t very popular with the guys and I hadn’t had any boyfriend before.
It was only after entering university I started paying more attention of how I dress and look, as for the first time in my life I did not need to wear school uniform anymore and actually need to plan my own outfits. At the same time, I also looked up on some online videos on how to apply basic makeup. I recalled during the freshman camp the orientation leaders “warned” us we will be getting wet so I wore those oversized sports singlet and a sports bra inside paired with a FBT shorts. I put on some makeup and braided the lower half of my long hair, the top part of my singlet was loose so some cleavage from my sports bra was showing, it was also long enough to cover my shorts giving the impression I wasn’t wearing anything underneath, I stood in front of the mirror for a final check and was satisfied with how I looked before I left.
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