[randyrockhard]

TS, people reach different stages in life at their own pace in time. You too would arrive with your own conclusion about yourself one day. Are you confusing loneliness/horniness with self-depreciation? 😝

When I look back on my life, I discovered that commercial sex for me, more often than not, tend to make me feel bad about myself. Sure it's nice and easy to get a release once in a while.

However, I discovered that it's never the release that made me feel high.. it's the feeling of conquering a woman that I value more than anything. Especially when I managed to hook-up with the girls I met on dating apps, I find that the sex is a lot more fun and enjoyable. Even when I don't get to do it with them again.

If I had to choose between jerking off or commercial sex nowadays, I would rather jerk-off. 🤭