[Kensan74]

Bro Hellboy1, I can understand how you feel as I also have a ml who is my gf/mistress... I had been thinking of breaking this relationship as I too see no possibility in the future. At least you can set your heart to think that there is no future but not for me. Everytime we quarrel and I thought I can harden my heart to stop this but every time we reconcile back and I try to please her again... Worst still I almost got divorce and my CEO still not happy that I still maintained this relationship... My 2 cent advise to you is to stop thinking of her by finding another GL or FL... Stay out of trouble, unlike me who sink too deep shit...