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linrx
13-11-2021, 02:27 PM
I am just thinking aloud, because I went to Waterloo St Kwan Im Temple and drew a divination lot that prophecised that my marriage prospects are not promising while pregnancy would lead me nowhere, so with nothing to lose I offer my confession.

Valerie

During the years 2011 and 2016, I was very depressed by the demise of my grandmother and grandfather, so I paid for sexual services by either masseurs or social escorts. My first encounter with a escort was a lady named Valerie whom I hired via a website for $1000. I rented a room at Amara Hotel one evening and waited for the escort to showed up, and armed with a pack of condoms, she eventually showed up. She took a shower and later on appeared on the bed in towel. I laid down on the bed with her and I asked her how long has she been in this line and she replied that I was her second customer. I let her grab my kkj and she performed oral sex for me with the condom on. I was afraid of infectious diseases so throughout the night I did not dare to do without the condom, and I used all three condoms as she let me penetrate her vagina. I did not know how to perform in bed and I felt very clumsy, so eventually I did not cum inside her but instead ejaculated through masturbation instead. I could tell that she was not having a good time with me but I did not know what to do to please her either. She left after collecting the $1000 from me. It was the most expensive escort I have ever paid for.

Macy

I found Macy via an adpost advertisement and messaged her to arrange for a massage appointment. She told me to get a budget hotel room at Bugis - I forgot the hotel name - and she showed up soon after. I did not know what to say or do and she told me that once she got naked she won't be able to escape, so that alleviated my insecurities. I thought I was only going for a massage but she stripped herself and helped me put on the condom and again I felt clumsy as I insered my kkj into her vagina. As per the last encounter, I did not cum inside her, but instead I ejaculated outside her body. Unlike Valerie, Macy was very happy to receive me and she kept laughing instead of giving me an unhappy face. I was pleased with her and I recalled paying her around $200, iirc.

Meimei

I was at Nanyang Polytechnic one day and suddenly I felt the urge to cum. I looked up several websites and contacted a China lady named Meimei who asked me to visit her at her room at Chinatown. I obliged. When I arrived, I found her room very sleazy in one hidden corner of Chinatown, and she invited me in and took me for a shower where she inspected my body for any problems. Her breasts were saggy and she was not the most beautiful, but then she invited me to the bed where she put on the condom for me and gave me a nicest 69 and fj. I remembered playing with her vagina while she jerked me off and after I ejaculated. I also remember standing beside her bed while she proned on the bed for me to insert my kkj into her body. She was not the most alluring but she felt comfortable. I left after paying her around $200, iirc.


ILikeLatte

I also found the third lady via Adpost and I did not have her name. All I knew was her handle Ilikelatte and that she was from Thailand, and I met her at a hotel near Balestier. She looked like my university girlfriend, very small and petite. She was very gentle to me and helped me put on the condom and gave me a good blowjob, before lying down and letting me penetrate her softly. She felt soft to the touch and I liked it very much. I did not cum in her but ejaculated outside of her as usual, and what I remembered was that after the activity, she started asking me how much did I earn as a PMET, and I was quite offended when she kept saying that I did not earn enough. I felt that she was being too intrusive. Anyways, she made up for me by taking a shower with me and giving me a second blowjob with a condom on after that. I felt better. She cost me around $200 also, iirc.

Doreen

I wanted to f*** a girl named Doreen because I was wooing a girl named Doreen in university but she rejected me. One day, I browsed the internet for social escorts named Doreen and found one which seemed like a local Chinese. I met her at the Fragrance Hotel near NUS Heng Mui Keng Terrace and I was disappointed when the girl that showed up was a Filipino and not like the girl in the advertisement. We got a room in the first floor and I remembered her putting on my condom and giving me a handsome bj, before she laid down and let me penetrate her vagina. She felt ok, but not too excited and not too wet. I remembered standing up on the bed with her as we tried some acrobatics and it was quite challenging. At the end of it all, I helped her to put on her bra and dressed her up before we parted ways. Again, another $200 or so, iirc.

No Name

I visited Fortune Centre at Middle Road where I found a China girl on level three who was willing to give me a massage for an affordable price. I brought a packet of condom with me and told her I wanted to learn how to do a fj, and she said she'd guide me along. I was pleased, and I let her put on my condom, and she slowly climbed on top of me and let my kkj move in and out of her. We then switched positions and as she lay on the massage bed, I learned how to move in and out of her and after awhile I ejaculated outside of her. Around $200 again.

Ke Ke

I don't know and don't understand how to cum inside a girl till date, and each time I met a new girl I very naturally ejaculate outside of her, preferably with a condom on. I gave up on my seventh attempt to call for an escort when I came to SBF and got the contact of a china girl named Ke Ke. She arranged to meet me at her place at Sophia Road iirc, and this time round she kept her underwear on. There was no more sexual penetration and only a blow job with a condom on that's all. $200 around there too.

The above sums up my epic fails in trying to get myself laid but always with a condom on. I stopped having sex after the above and began masturbating myself with the aid of pornography. I did not have the chance to get married which I still regret, and I did not have children of course. It may feel lonely, but at least I tried to get intimate with women and discover that I am ultimately straight and heterosexual, i.e. I actually liked women although I don't know how to consummate with them in bed. This year I reach 40 years of age, and I feel like a virgin since I have never ejaculated in a girl before. What I don't regret is that I always used a condom, it may seem annoying but safety first is for my own good as well as for the good of the sex partner.

This is all I have to offer, I am typing this out because I have these experiences which mean nothing to me unless it might help another not to be as silly as I am. All the best to SBFers!

massagelover669
13-11-2021, 09:02 PM
up for the honest sharing

larue
14-11-2021, 01:47 PM
What is your point?

Is there a take away of some kind?

truthsayer
14-11-2021, 02:52 PM
Just keep cheonging bro :D

Sooner or later you will cum inside a girl and keep cumming

linrx
14-11-2021, 03:15 PM
What is your point?

Is there a take away of some kind?
I felt that using a condom is necessary when we go whoremongering, because we probably are safer getting married and having kids via the well established and timeless family nucleus approach. Like right now, even though I am still single, at least I can do without the hazard of worrying over STIs after f***ing several sex workers. On top of this, I discover that love is important in a sexual relationship, there is no love involved when we go whoremongering, I delete their phone numbers once I am done with them and there ain't a need of "see you next time".

In a nutshell, refrain from fornicating without a condom if we aren't in it for the long term relationship. This is my own personal experience and there is nothing to be proud about.

bignehneh
14-11-2021, 10:45 PM
I felt that using a condom is necessary when we go whoremongering, because we probably are safer getting married and having kids via the well established and timeless family nucleus approach. Like right now, even though I am still single, at least I can do without the hazard of worrying over STIs after f***ing several sex workers. On top of this, I discover that love is important in a sexual relationship, there is no love involved when we go whoremongering, I delete their phone numbers once I am done with them and there ain't a need of "see you next time".

In a nutshell, refrain from fornicating without a condom if we aren't in it for the long term relationship. This is my own personal experience and there is nothing to be proud about.

Power bro! All your fucks are expensive fucks. You should go for those more experience ladies. You will enjoy more

lowtohell
15-11-2021, 03:59 PM
power sharing

i already lost count how many girls i had

CumExplorer
15-11-2021, 10:29 PM
More pls , good sharing
Ts should try mff or mfff, as $$ is not issue for you

fonch99
16-11-2021, 11:57 PM
I felt that using a condom is necessary when we go whoremongering, because we probably are safer getting married and having kids via the well established and timeless family nucleus approach. Like right now, even though I am still single, at least I can do without the hazard of worrying over STIs after f***ing several sex workers. On top of this, I discover that love is important in a sexual relationship, there is no love involved when we go whoremongering, I delete their phone numbers once I am done with them and there ain't a need of "see you next time".

In a nutshell, refrain from fornicating without a condom if we aren't in it for the long term relationship. This is my own personal experience and there is nothing to be proud about.

This is SBF, do not be shy to type FUCK instead of F**K :D

specsbored
17-11-2021, 12:53 AM
I am just thinking aloud, because I went to Waterloo St Kwan Im Temple and drew a divination lot that prophecised that my marriage prospects are not promising while pregnancy would lead me nowhere, so with nothing to lose I offer my confession.

Valerie

During the years 2011 and 2016, I was very depressed by the demise of my grandmother and grandfather, so I paid for sexual services by either masseurs or social escorts. My first encounter with a escort was a lady named Valerie whom I hired via a website for $1000. I rented a room at Amara Hotel one evening and waited for the escort to showed up, and armed with a pack of condoms, she eventually showed up. She took a shower and later on appeared on the bed in towel. I laid down on the bed with her and I asked her how long has she been in this line and she replied that I was her second customer. I let her grab my kkj and she performed oral sex for me with the condom on. I was afraid of infectious diseases so throughout the night I did not dare to do without the condom, and I used all three condoms as she let me penetrate her vagina. I did not know how to perform in bed and I felt very clumsy, so eventually I did not cum inside her but instead ejaculated through masturbation instead. I could tell that she was not having a good time with me but I did not know what to do to please her either. She left after collecting the $1000 from me. It was the most expensive escort I have ever paid for.

Macy

I found Macy via an adpost advertisement and messaged her to arrange for a massage appointment. She told me to get a budget hotel room at Bugis - I forgot the hotel name - and she showed up soon after. I did not know what to say or do and she told me that once she got naked she won't be able to escape, so that alleviated my insecurities. I thought I was only going for a massage but she stripped herself and helped me put on the condom and again I felt clumsy as I insered my kkj into her vagina. As per the last encounter, I did not cum inside her, but instead I ejaculated outside her body. Unlike Valerie, Macy was very happy to receive me and she kept laughing instead of giving me an unhappy face. I was pleased with her and I recalled paying her around $200, iirc.

Meimei

I was at Nanyang Polytechnic one day and suddenly I felt the urge to cum. I looked up several websites and contacted a China lady named Meimei who asked me to visit her at her room at Chinatown. I obliged. When I arrived, I found her room very sleazy in one hidden corner of Chinatown, and she invited me in and took me for a shower where she inspected my body for any problems. Her breasts were saggy and she was not the most beautiful, but then she invited me to the bed where she put on the condom for me and gave me a nicest 69 and fj. I remembered playing with her vagina while she jerked me off and after I ejaculated. I also remember standing beside her bed while she proned on the bed for me to insert my kkj into her body. She was not the most alluring but she felt comfortable. I left after paying her around $200, iirc.


ILikeLatte

I also found the third lady via Adpost and I did not have her name. All I knew was her handle Ilikelatte and that she was from Thailand, and I met her at a hotel near Balestier. She looked like my university girlfriend, very small and petite. She was very gentle to me and helped me put on the condom and gave me a good blowjob, before lying down and letting me penetrate her softly. She felt soft to the touch and I liked it very much. I did not cum in her but ejaculated outside of her as usual, and what I remembered was that after the activity, she started asking me how much did I earn as a PMET, and I was quite offended when she kept saying that I did not earn enough. I felt that she was being too intrusive. Anyways, she made up for me by taking a shower with me and giving me a second blowjob with a condom on after that. I felt better. She cost me around $200 also, iirc.

Doreen

I wanted to f*** a girl named Doreen because I was wooing a girl named Doreen in university but she rejected me. One day, I browsed the internet for social escorts named Doreen and found one which seemed like a local Chinese. I met her at the Fragrance Hotel near NUS Heng Mui Keng Terrace and I was disappointed when the girl that showed up was a Filipino and not like the girl in the advertisement. We got a room in the first floor and I remembered her putting on my condom and giving me a handsome bj, before she laid down and let me penetrate her vagina. She felt ok, but not too excited and not too wet. I remembered standing up on the bed with her as we tried some acrobatics and it was quite challenging. At the end of it all, I helped her to put on her bra and dressed her up before we parted ways. Again, another $200 or so, iirc.

No Name

I visited Fortune Centre at Middle Road where I found a China girl on level three who was willing to give me a massage for an affordable price. I brought a packet of condom with me and told her I wanted to learn how to do a fj, and she said she'd guide me along. I was pleased, and I let her put on my condom, and she slowly climbed on top of me and let my kkj move in and out of her. We then switched positions and as she lay on the massage bed, I learned how to move in and out of her and after awhile I ejaculated outside of her. Around $200 again.

Ke Ke

I don't know and don't understand how to cum inside a girl till date, and each time I met a new girl I very naturally ejaculate outside of her, preferably with a condom on. I gave up on my seventh attempt to call for an escort when I came to SBF and got the contact of a china girl named Ke Ke. She arranged to meet me at her place at Sophia Road iirc, and this time round she kept her underwear on. There was no more sexual penetration and only a blow job with a condom on that's all. $200 around there too.

The above sums up my epic fails in trying to get myself laid but always with a condom on. I stopped having sex after the above and began masturbating myself with the aid of pornography. I did not have the chance to get married which I still regret, and I did not have children of course. It may feel lonely, but at least I tried to get intimate with women and discover that I am ultimately straight and heterosexual, i.e. I actually liked women although I don't know how to consummate with them in bed. This year I reach 40 years of age, and I feel like a virgin since I have never ejaculated in a girl before. What I don't regret is that I always used a condom, it may seem annoying but safety first is for my own good as well as for the good of the sex partner.

This is all I have to offer, I am typing this out because I have these experiences which mean nothing to me unless it might help another not to be as silly as I am. All the best to SBFers!
Your part on Waterloo St Kwan Im Temple and divination lot caught my eye. I am born into a buddhist/taoist family and I only tried drawing divination lots a few times before.

Are they generally accurate?

Did you draw the divination lot after all the 6 sexcapades you described?

Lastly I wish you everlasting inner peace!

linrx
17-11-2021, 05:06 PM
Your part on Waterloo St Kwan Im Temple and divination lot caught my eye. I am born into a buddhist/taoist family and I only tried drawing divination lots a few times before.

Are they generally accurate?

Did you draw the divination lot after all the 6 sexcapades you described?

Lastly I wish you everlasting inner peace!

Divination doesn't work the same way for everyone, but for me it keeps me disciplined. I drew the lot i.e. lot 30 after my six sexcapades and it was enough to tie me up and make me obey. My mother draws a new lot every other moment that she dislikes the lot she drew, so a new lot doesn't mean anything to her other than flatter her ego. I used to disobey the divination lots and do things my own way, but I realise that I hurt myself and others in the process. For me, if the lot tells me not to do something, I better follow and obey otherwise I end up suffering as a result. It's superstition on my part, but for me, I came to believe in prostitutes and I have confidence that whores and masseurs are part of the spiritual practice, so I seek them out to practise tantra techniques. For instance, I sought out a Malaysian masseur to practise Tibetan yab-yum and the practice was very liberating.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yab-Yum

JacqueMerlin
07-12-2021, 10:49 AM
I am just thinking aloud, because I went to Waterloo St Kwan Im Temple and drew a divination lot that prophecised that my marriage prospects are not promising while pregnancy would lead me nowhere, so with nothing to lose I offer my confession.

Valerie

During the years 2011 and 2016, I was very depressed by the demise of my grandmother and grandfather, so I paid for sexual services by either masseurs or social escorts. My first encounter with a escort was a lady named Valerie whom I hired via a website for $1000. I rented a room at Amara Hotel one evening and waited for the escort to showed up, and armed with a pack of condoms, she eventually showed up. She took a shower and later on appeared on the bed in towel. I laid down on the bed with her and I asked her how long has she been in this line and she replied that I was her second customer. I let her grab my kkj and she performed oral sex for me with the condom on. I was afraid of infectious diseases so throughout the night I did not dare to do without the condom, and I used all three condoms as she let me penetrate her vagina. I did not know how to perform in bed and I felt very clumsy, so eventually I did not cum inside her but instead ejaculated through masturbation instead. I could tell that she was not having a good time with me but I did not know what to do to please her either. She left after collecting the $1000 from me. It was the most expensive escort I have ever paid for.

Macy

I found Macy via an adpost advertisement and messaged her to arrange for a massage appointment. She told me to get a budget hotel room at Bugis - I forgot the hotel name - and she showed up soon after. I did not know what to say or do and she told me that once she got naked she won't be able to escape, so that alleviated my insecurities. I thought I was only going for a massage but she stripped herself and helped me put on the condom and again I felt clumsy as I insered my kkj into her vagina. As per the last encounter, I did not cum inside her, but instead I ejaculated outside her body. Unlike Valerie, Macy was very happy to receive me and she kept laughing instead of giving me an unhappy face. I was pleased with her and I recalled paying her around $200, iirc.

Meimei

I was at Nanyang Polytechnic one day and suddenly I felt the urge to cum. I looked up several websites and contacted a China lady named Meimei who asked me to visit her at her room at Chinatown. I obliged. When I arrived, I found her room very sleazy in one hidden corner of Chinatown, and she invited me in and took me for a shower where she inspected my body for any problems. Her breasts were saggy and she was not the most beautiful, but then she invited me to the bed where she put on the condom for me and gave me a nicest 69 and fj. I remembered playing with her vagina while she jerked me off and after I ejaculated. I also remember standing beside her bed while she proned on the bed for me to insert my kkj into her body. She was not the most alluring but she felt comfortable. I left after paying her around $200, iirc.


ILikeLatte

I also found the third lady via Adpost and I did not have her name. All I knew was her handle Ilikelatte and that she was from Thailand, and I met her at a hotel near Balestier. She looked like my university girlfriend, very small and petite. She was very gentle to me and helped me put on the condom and gave me a good blowjob, before lying down and letting me penetrate her softly. She felt soft to the touch and I liked it very much. I did not cum in her but ejaculated outside of her as usual, and what I remembered was that after the activity, she started asking me how much did I earn as a PMET, and I was quite offended when she kept saying that I did not earn enough. I felt that she was being too intrusive. Anyways, she made up for me by taking a shower with me and giving me a second blowjob with a condom on after that. I felt better. She cost me around $200 also, iirc.

Doreen

I wanted to f*** a girl named Doreen because I was wooing a girl named Doreen in university but she rejected me. One day, I browsed the internet for social escorts named Doreen and found one which seemed like a local Chinese. I met her at the Fragrance Hotel near NUS Heng Mui Keng Terrace and I was disappointed when the girl that showed up was a Filipino and not like the girl in the advertisement. We got a room in the first floor and I remembered her putting on my condom and giving me a handsome bj, before she laid down and let me penetrate her vagina. She felt ok, but not too excited and not too wet. I remembered standing up on the bed with her as we tried some acrobatics and it was quite challenging. At the end of it all, I helped her to put on her bra and dressed her up before we parted ways. Again, another $200 or so, iirc.

No Name

I visited Fortune Centre at Middle Road where I found a China girl on level three who was willing to give me a massage for an affordable price. I brought a packet of condom with me and told her I wanted to learn how to do a fj, and she said she'd guide me along. I was pleased, and I let her put on my condom, and she slowly climbed on top of me and let my kkj move in and out of her. We then switched positions and as she lay on the massage bed, I learned how to move in and out of her and after awhile I ejaculated outside of her. Around $200 again.

Ke Ke

I don't know and don't understand how to cum inside a girl till date, and each time I met a new girl I very naturally ejaculate outside of her, preferably with a condom on. I gave up on my seventh attempt to call for an escort when I came to SBF and got the contact of a china girl named Ke Ke. She arranged to meet me at her place at Sophia Road iirc, and this time round she kept her underwear on. There was no more sexual penetration and only a blow job with a condom on that's all. $200 around there too.

The above sums up my epic fails in trying to get myself laid but always with a condom on. I stopped having sex after the above and began masturbating myself with the aid of pornography. I did not have the chance to get married which I still regret, and I did not have children of course. It may feel lonely, but at least I tried to get intimate with women and discover that I am ultimately straight and heterosexual, i.e. I actually liked women although I don't know how to consummate with them in bed. This year I reach 40 years of age, and I feel like a virgin since I have never ejaculated in a girl before. What I don't regret is that I always used a condom, it may seem annoying but safety first is for my own good as well as for the good of the sex partner.

This is all I have to offer, I am typing this out because I have these experiences which mean nothing to me unless it might help another not to be as silly as I am. All the best to SBFers!

Trust is the most important element you need to have with the girl you penetrate before you can consider cumming into her. That is why a long term gf/wife is usuallly the option for such. Some FWB/FB relationships that border on gf also wins trust.

The issue is not only on STD but also post pregnancy arrangements. As long as you are willing to go beyond the boundaries of paid sex, you will be able to find the woman who can take your cum below.

Meanwhile, the same old advise still stands: Continue to focus on your career and please go to gym regularly to workout. Women will come to you much more easily.

linrx
07-12-2021, 09:40 PM
please go to gym regularly to workout.

I agree with what JacqueMerlin says but I won't fulfill the gym part. The reason is very simple, I am neither trying to be a sex god in bed nor am I trying to attract a lot of girls, and I have every reason to believe that if I have six packs and look like a hunk I usually will attract homosexuals instead of SYTs or MILFs, so I shall do without the working out part. :)

I promise to exercise enough to maintain a reasonable amount of mental and physical health, but no no to gym. I don't want to look fit to attract gays, this is a personal bad experience from going gym before year 2010.

Alancarpenter
11-12-2021, 10:19 PM
My best ever sexual encounter was with Melanie Gold (appeared in porn film before). Price was $600. Had a room in hotel boss. Cum inside her mouth. Service was good. Only shocked to see how pretty she is. Cos see on video, like ok. So happen she came here just before the worldwide lockdown due to COVID. Too bad, now those overseas ladies can’t travel here too