Valeries
01-08-2015, 10:44 AM
Dear all,
I need help.
I'm a male, attached, in my mid 20s and with a stable job.
I'm also a Xdresser who used to Xdress occassionally for fun. (i thought so)
I do Xdress out in public too and I'm 100% passable as a woman. I do drive so Xdressing at some parks at night wasn't a problem.
So far, I've only met 4 strangers whom I felt comfortable with while chatting and they were really sincere. 3 gentlemen and 1 lesbian girl. The details shall be up to your own imagination.
My Xdressing activities has been going on for about 3 years or so, like an on and off kinda thing.
However in recent months, i realized that my Xdressing activities has picked up tremendously.
My secret wardrobe has also doubled its inventory with many new purchases.
I used to believe I was a straight guy, but now I seem to be having second thoughts about my sexual orientation.
Every time when I look at a pretty girl now, I don't wanna hit her up, instead I think of how I could look just like her.
When I watch porn, I don't think of fucking the girl in the video, rather I dream of being the girl, on my knees, and having cocks stuffed in my mouth while i'm Xdressed.
Nowadays, I just have to Xdress every single night if possible after work. Be it at home or out, I can't resist the temptation.
Every night, I keep telling myself "not to Xdress tonight'. Just go watch TV, listen to some music and sleep early.
But eventually, I will always end up wearing women clothes to bed.
It's like there's two persons in one, a male adult by day and female girl by night.
This addiction is beginning to control me now, slowly taking over my daily life and routines. I feel that my directions are messed up. I'm lost.
I don't know what to do, except to Xdress. It's as thou I'm detached from reality for those hours.
Hope any bro/sis whom been thru this or knows someone like this could give me some advice.
This has got to stop, or at least reduce in frequencies.
Thank you for your time in reading my rant, any advice would be greatly appreciated.
V.
I need help.
I'm a male, attached, in my mid 20s and with a stable job.
I'm also a Xdresser who used to Xdress occassionally for fun. (i thought so)
I do Xdress out in public too and I'm 100% passable as a woman. I do drive so Xdressing at some parks at night wasn't a problem.
So far, I've only met 4 strangers whom I felt comfortable with while chatting and they were really sincere. 3 gentlemen and 1 lesbian girl. The details shall be up to your own imagination.
My Xdressing activities has been going on for about 3 years or so, like an on and off kinda thing.
However in recent months, i realized that my Xdressing activities has picked up tremendously.
My secret wardrobe has also doubled its inventory with many new purchases.
I used to believe I was a straight guy, but now I seem to be having second thoughts about my sexual orientation.
Every time when I look at a pretty girl now, I don't wanna hit her up, instead I think of how I could look just like her.
When I watch porn, I don't think of fucking the girl in the video, rather I dream of being the girl, on my knees, and having cocks stuffed in my mouth while i'm Xdressed.
Nowadays, I just have to Xdress every single night if possible after work. Be it at home or out, I can't resist the temptation.
Every night, I keep telling myself "not to Xdress tonight'. Just go watch TV, listen to some music and sleep early.
But eventually, I will always end up wearing women clothes to bed.
It's like there's two persons in one, a male adult by day and female girl by night.
This addiction is beginning to control me now, slowly taking over my daily life and routines. I feel that my directions are messed up. I'm lost.
I don't know what to do, except to Xdress. It's as thou I'm detached from reality for those hours.
Hope any bro/sis whom been thru this or knows someone like this could give me some advice.
This has got to stop, or at least reduce in frequencies.
Thank you for your time in reading my rant, any advice would be greatly appreciated.
V.